LOST AND STILL FINDING(larry stylinson)

Harry's POV
After an hour and a half I'm seated in louis' Honda which smells so good because its still new and ofcourse what about him! He smelled good too when he kissed me on the cheek. Well I thought I catch him off guard but now he's caught me like million times already.

"What were you doing at the hospital?" He frowns turning on the ignition and driving off the parking lot.

"I had my like a routine check up thing, its fine" I nod. He doesn't have to know anyway.

"Why did you want me to pick you up?" He frowns. His voice is thick.

"We could go out, I thought" i say and he's smiling a bit.

"Can 'we' think of it as a date?" He perches his eyebrow. Saying it with his thick eyelashes, he sniffles in.

"Can we or can you?"

"Can I?" He's more clear.

"Stop with the questions already okay?" I pat at his thigh as we stop at a red light. "Just turn where I tell you to" he sniffs again. "You've caught a cold?"

"Looks so much like it" he hits the pedal forward at the green light. It's because of me. Last night he told me to warm my hands. And so I did. He held my hands under his T-shirt. He said the most warm places of a body is between the thighs and the stomach.

So my frozen hands were flat against his stomach till the morning. I was surprised we had such a nice sleep that we woke up in the same position but instead my hands were wrapped around his bare torso and his head rested just below my chin.

Why am I such a dumb fuck?

I told him to stop at Frank's. We ordered Chinese. It seemed less than a date but more than just a simple eat out. Louis suggested we should get some take away for Gemma too as it was almost time for dinner when we reach home.

So he was returning to the car and I was outside at the take away window waiting in the que. Louis was also waiting initially but he walked off taking on the phone with some irritating guy I could tell you by his facial expressions.

It was going to be be my turn after 2 people by the time Louis had just reached the footpath where I saw him getting busy with struggling to get out something from his wallet.

I felt kind of uneasy. Like I could sense something bad. Literal bad. I thought I suddenly just needed my asthma pump. Louis is standing down the footpath digging into his wallet with the phone pressed between his ear and shoulder. What is he doing with the wallet anyway?
I've ordered whatever I thought gem would like and I'm walking back to him straight not even looking left or right and then I bumped into a guy almost spilling my coffee. Fuck, my coat! There's a sudden screeching sound coming from a distance like someone's over speeding or something. I look up and my eyes widen and my heartbeat could not have been more irregular.

Its a fucking range rover speeding up out of control moving in zig zag motions and then diagonally towards the footpath. There's a bit of panic. The speed of the range over is too much but not more than at which my heart seems to be beating, all because the range rover is heading towards Louis. I'm panicking way too much. What do I do?

"LOUIS!!" I shout but his back is faced towards the road. And he's so preoccupied. My feet seem to be stuck at the place where I am standing and my eyes shift between Louis and the screeching car.

"Louis!!!" I shout again. My trembling feet taking a step because the car is way too fucking fast.

I think I just saw the car on one of its tires. "Louis get off the road!!!" I'm running on my trembling feet bumping into people who have realized the car the will hit the pavement.

He's so busy in himself or is he deaf or what?
I swear I had a vision where the car already hit Louis. Oh fucking shit. I running now because my head is so messed up and imagining shitty pictures. I'm just a feet away from Louis and I pull him by his upper arm. The pull is so strong we tumble onto the ground," Louis!!"

The fucking car, it barged into the dustbin exploding its contents and then into the phonebooth splattering the glass all over and I duck in covering Louis on top of me under my coat.

"What the fuck is happening?" Louis mumbled but the noises were so loud that it took me a moment to realize what he said.


"Are you okay???!" I ask him rubbing his back as he's squished into my coat. I'm not letting him go. Everything around is so loud and there is so much heat I can feel it on my face. The sirens make the loud loudest and its fucking irritating because there's so much in my head that I can't process


I loosen grip on Louis and he stands up and I follow.


"You fine?" He asks and I nod breathing in. He looks fine as fuck

"Shitty assholes everywhere" he's shaking his head and turns around to look at the guy being handcuffed. His face straightens all of a sudden as his facial expressions are gone. Why is he so plain?

"What's the matter?" I reach out to his elbow and he turns around his face almost reaching the point of being white.

"What?" I ask again as his mouth opens but he doesn't say anything. He brushes his hair back with his fingers and straightens his jean jacket.

"Let's go" he says fake smiling. What is the matter now? Is he fine?

"Okay" I say as I follow his steps to the car parked at the back. We climb in and he lets me drive.


"Are you okay?" I ask him again because he's slouching back into the seat but staring out on the road.

"Yes! I said it okay? Yes I'm fine" he retorts.

Maybe he was just scared or something. I don't know. He's being rude I won't budge him now.
He's snapping at me when a minute ago all I could think of was loosing him. Like completely loosing him. I thought that was it. I'm still imagining shit when he's beside me but why is he snapping at me. I nearly had an asthma attack at the thought of he being hit by the range rover.


When we get home Louis directly walks into the bathroom and I guess he never returned before 20 minutes. It's weird I know he's thinking something and its occupied him like so much and he's not telling me. I asked him too. Why is he not telling me?

Notes

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