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LOST AND STILL FINDING(larry stylinson)

chapter 6*

Harry’s p.o.v.

As I went off to sleep maybe just 15-20 minutes must’ve passed and I hear a loud scream coming from inside the house. “pleassseee stoppppp”

The voice was terrified and it woke me up straight. I was real scared right now as to who possibly it could be. But it was a voice a little familiar to me.

I stand up wearing just my knickers. I usually slept topless. And silently walked out of my room. I went into the hallway and crossed Louis’s room. Before entering I put my ear closer onto the door to check if something was going on inside. I could hear him sobbing badly. Immediately something happened to me and I barge inside the room not even knocking it before. The door opened with a bang. The lights were switched off but the street lights which lighted the room from inside were enough to tell me he was crying.

“Louis?” I say in a bit horrified tone. I saw him sitting up straight topless, crying real bad on his bed as he had dug his head into his hands. As soon as he saw me he wiped off his tears and acted as if I didn’t notice what was happening right now. it was damn clear.


“what happened harry?” Louis asked me in his crooked tone and a cracked voice with a fake crooked smile on his face. He seriously did not have to do that in front of me. I walked over to him and sat in front of him on the cover. He did not look at me as his head was hanging low.

“was it a bad dream??” e's not a kid. what am i even asking. I ask him trying to figure out what actually had happened a few minutes ago. His breath hitched multiple times as he tried to stop himself from doing something. He was again being really careful.

“were you crying lou?” I did not know what made me ask him this but something inside me could control itself and I mouthed these words. As soon as I asked him this I felt guilty but nothing could be done now. he was a bit shaken when he heard those words as if I said something which was the last thing he wanted to hear. He couldn’t control himself a little more and broke down in front of me. Right there in front of me he was sobbing and crying. I’d rather say he was howling.

I did not know what to do next but my hands reached his upper arms and rubbed them. I had never been in such a condition before. It was the other way round. I did not even know how to calm and comfort myself and what do I do now. the next thing that happened was that Louis took hold of my hand and squeezed it hard before pulling my hand closer to his face and dug his head into it. Again he howled like a little kid. But I could feel a familiar pain inside me rise up and I shifted a bit closer to him. My palm was now numb as Louis squeezed it tight with every tear drop that would fall onto his cheek. I put my other free hand under his chin as I pull up his face so that I could look him in the eye. “Louis, what happened?’ I ask him in a very low tone which was full of care.

“just a little bad dream .” he says with a crack in his voice. That sound made my heart melt all at once. That familiar pain inside me hurt. But right now it was about Louis.

He could not look me in the eye a bit more than a second and shifted closer to me and pulled me into a really tight hug. This time I was so astonished and surprised as I could feel the hurt he must be feeling right now. he was crying and screaming right now as his body was shivering and shaking all at once. My hands rubbed his back up and down trying to sooth him and calm him down but nothing helped. I could feel his nails dig into my side as he held real tight. I could feel his hot breadth every second touch my shoulder. His burning skin touched my cold one. I could feel his heartbeat race.i could feel the tear droplets fall on my shoulder continuously every second.

I knew that pin once. So familiar to me but right now I did not want to ask him anything and I did not even had the right to.

“shhhh… Louis. It’ll all be fine. Shhh..”I say in between intervals. But every time he would hold me a bit tighter. This time his teeth dug into my shoulder as he wanted to stop crying but he just couldn’t. my hands caressed his back making him warm.

After a few seconds or minutes I could hear him slow down. His head was now resting on my shoulder and he was quiet. Neither did he say anything nor did I. we sat there hugging each other in complete but not awkward silent. I was happy I could help him calm down. After about half an hour I could feel his grip on me loosen. He felt asleep on my shoulder.

I raise my head up to see the time at the wall clock which showed it was 2:55 a.m.
I slowly pull Louis away and put my hand under his head to silently put him on the pillow.. I stood up as I pull his thin legs straight and put the blanket on him. I step forward to walk out but I heard him mumble.
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“Harry?” he mumbled in his still cracked voice. i immediately turn around and see him wake up but he still lay on the bed. “please stay?” he continued. I did not know but something made me stop from exiting the room and walking over to the other side of the bed and I pulled myself under the blanket after saying “its fine Louis. It’ll be alright. Those ghosts are now gone.” I say whispering to him.

LOUIS’ p.o.v
I was lying there on the bed again but this time harry was beside me. It felt some kind of a protection around me when he was there. His touch made me calm down a few moments ago where I could not even stop crying. He was the one who just helped me.

As I lay on my stomach I was facing him as my eyes shut but my hand searched for something under the covers. As soon as I find his hand my body was calm again. His lingering touch made me feel so good. I immediately intertwined my fingers with his as I would usually do it was my younger eldest sister. I was missing my family but right now harry made me feel that way. After a few minutes I went onto a calm and rest full sleep.


When the next morning I woke up my eyes fluttered open to see harry sleep in front of me and all the things that happened last night flushed into my head all at once. My head was already pounding hard and this helped it a little more. I was about to sit up straight I felt something connected between us. My hand was intertwined with his. I did not want to wake him up so I lay down still as I stared at this beauty who was asleep in front of me. His golden brown curls fell onto his face and covered his eyes. The morning sun lit up the room bright. There was some ink on his shoulder. As I raise u the covers a bit I was surprised to see those beautiful tattoos on his arm. They were just perfect onto his body. I wished I had one too.

I suddenly see harry shifting and fluttered open his eyes as he squinted due to the light entering the room. “good morning Louis “ he said yawning and a smile followed his yawn. I immediately pull away my hand and harry frowned a little.

“you okay now?” harry asked me concerned in his deep hoarse and raspy voice.

“much much better” I reply sitting up straight on my bed as my upper body was now exposed out of the blanket.

“whats the time Louis?”

I glance over at the clock and tell him it was 10:30. He immediately shot up and said, “I’m gone. The boss is gonna hit me today.” He says tensed a he jumped off the bed. This was a beautiful sight. He even had tattoos on his chest and his stomach. Beauty.

“it’s a Sunday harry” I clarify and he leaves out a sigh of relief.

“thanx haz” I say gathering up courage but only looked down at my hand.

“thanx?” he says confused. “I never do such complimenting things” he continues chuckling making those dimples reappear.

“for the last night” I inform him.

“oh that. That was a sudden reaction. I didn’t even know how I did that. But you really scared the shit out of me" He says smiling again and rested his hands on his waist.
I smile back as I look up.

“I’m sorry” I say.

“for a 22 year old to be scared of a dream was something real funny but scary” he exclaims as he walks around the bed towards the door to exit. But immediately peeps in. “you wanna go out for brunch?” he asks me waiting for a reply.

“sure” I say thinking that would help me change my thoughts.

“and then we can go for buying groceries ?” he continues.

“I’m fine with it.”


“yess” he says chuckling and laughing again as he hissed a bit longer on that last ‘s’. that made laugh in return.

“that looks good on you. You should keep smiling. Its beautiful” he says with a bit calm expression on his face.

I kept staring at his eyes for a while as he continued “be ready in an hour or so?”
“okay” I say agreeing and he finally takes an exit from my room. I was smiling when he left the room.

“my smile beautiful?” I ask myself in confusion.

“REALLY?”


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