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LOST AND STILL FINDING(larry stylinson)

chapter 53

Harry'pov


What if he took Louis with him somewhere? What if he wanted to hurt him just because of me. He would do anything that I'm pretty sure.

Oh god. no. This won't be.

What the fuck am i thinking right now. I should be thinking positive. My head hurts by just thinking of it. Nooo.

I bang the steering hard with my palm and the car takes a swift turn but i take control. Fuck i need to calm down.

I reach my doorstep and before ringing the bell i take a deep breath.

i'm home. He too must be at home. Where else would he go? Not that he's dependent on me.

I ring the bell and after a few seconds of impatient waiting the door clicks open and i breath. Relief spreading in the hope that Louis opened the door.

But as soon as i realize its Gemma standing in front of me my head bombs off.

“hey” she says and i enter.

“hi” i say my breath shaking. But i walk directly to my room still in the hallway.

“where's your cutie?” she asks me and i turn around immediately before turning the knob of my door for my room.

“wat do you mean?”

“i mean where's your boyfriend?” she winks at me “left him somewhere?”

“wha-- he's not at home?” my eyes widen and my teeth clench.

“why would he be? You both return together. So,--”

i drop my bag immediately on the floor and run into my room switching on the lights i search for my phone, maybe he left a message or something. Or he tried calling.

My phones been dead for 3 days and i didn't care until now.

I run to my bed. I check if its under the pillow or the mattress or stuck in between the mattresses.

But its not there.

I turn to the drawers under my night stand.

Its not there either.

I check for my cupboard, i slide it open and check if in the jeans i previously wore when i had gone picking up Gemma at the airport. That was the last time i saw my phone.

The jeans kept folded under the shirts hanging, i pull out one of these and check for the pockets.

Oh thank god its there.

Next i pull the drawer and find my charger and switch it on waiting for the light to blink on my phone. But its not happening.

I run out of the room into the hall.

“gem give me your phone please i shout across the hall and she walks out of her room.

“i need to call Louis" there's worry visible on face.

“where did you leave him harry?” she asks me as she hands me her phone and i dial his number.

“i don't know, he wasn't there in the office” i tell her .

”why do you have to worry. He'll be back. He's a grown up” she shoves the sense into me. She's right. He's a grown up. He'll be back.

The bell rings multiple times, but he doesn't pick up. He isn't picking up. Damn he isn't picking up.

Try again. Again and again.
Its the 14th time i'm calling him and he hasn't picked up yet. I leave text message which says, 'call me or text me back as soon as you receive this text. Please. I'm worried”

“ok, harry c'mon sit” she holds me buy my arms and pulls me to the couch.

I sit down. Its eight by the clock and i don't know where he went. He's not picking up. He isn't texting back.

I don't even know I'm at the verge of tears until i feel them on my cheeks.

“hey call his friends , maybe he went there”

“he doesn't have any here. He's new in the city'”

i decide to call zayn coz there nobody else he would've went to. He knows his address. Zayn took him there recently. There is no way he would've gone to Niall's or Liam's.

“hello?” zayn picks up in his sleepy annoyed voice.

“zayn, its harry, is Louis at your house by any chance?” i ask him my heart beating faster ad its nearly in my throat.

Yes is all i want to hear.

“nope, why would he be here?” i hear what i don't want to and some shuffling in the back ground.

"I don't know . i thought he might be there. He's not here either. I just thought he might've taken a wrong turn today and ended up at your house. You know zayn i like him so much and he's not here. It fucking scares me. He's not here my insides hurt a lot right now. Its not bearable. It more than physical pain."

I nearly breakdown into my sister's lap. That is the comfort i need right now about Louis going all M.I.A.


“harr-y harry calm down. I'll be there if you want me to”

“no-oo i have Gemma here. Just tell me where is he” my sobs turn into loud cries coz i can't afford to lose somebody right now. Not someone whose Louis. i can't.

“i don't know harry. Will you please calm down and think a little?”
Gemma caresses my back and here's zayn on the phone helping me. There are people who i love me so much helping me but where the fuck is Louis?

“maybe he went to the bar harry?”

i almost choke at my spit.

“no he wont go there" i sniffle sitting up straight. “you know his body cant take even an ml of alcohol. You know that” i nearly curse at him for suggesting me he might've gone to the bar.

He would not. Why would he. Why would he want to hurt himself like that.

But what if he did?

“dotn curse at me harry, i don't even know the whole story behind he going all missing so I'm just suggesting things that are possible okay”

“i'm sorry.” i apologize for my behaviour. ”but where zayn, i don't know where to go?”

“just go look for him at the bar. He might've gone there with some colleagues

“yeah if you say so”

“okay, call me when you find him.”

“ok” i hangup and stand immediately.

Notes

started fro the bottom now we're here!

#5YearsSinceHarrysAudition


so proud of him.
the joke about management leaving one direction wasnt funny. lets hope all this works out till the album releases, i mean leak!

hahaha
enjoy the new chapter. hope u'll like it. till then
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all the love x. -h

Comments

Hi guys, if you are reading this fiction, please continue reading it on the new user id I have created. Which is "Boomelouu". The old one is "boomelou" The one I am using now. I shall be continuing the story there.

thankyou for all the love and support!

@LizzyM101
thanks for reading and staying!

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@boomelou
I should be thanking you for writing such an interesting story. I love how its so unique and not like the other typical stories on this site. There much more depth to it. The chapters always keep me on my toes. PS I love love this chapter and Harry is trying to be brave and intimate with Louis.