LOST AND STILL FINDING(larry stylinson)

Harry's p.o.v

I wake up to loud snoring noises beside me and i tur

my head shifting my curls off my face to get a clearer look through one of my eyes and guess what, who is he? Of course Louis Tomlinson.

I lift myself up from under the 3 layers of thick duvet possibly because Louis was shivering last night after spending our new year out. He's definitely not a winter person. I stretch my legs as I groan and I realize I'm still wearing my shoes and there's tight hold on my waist which seemed to get tighter as I shift up to sit with some sounds of moans as he scoots closer.


Oh my god. This is been almost the moments I've been craving for. Not waking up alone on a new year. Maybe god has been somewhat grateful on me this time.

Yes it has been, my subconscious stands in front of me.

I stare down at Louis, his hair all perfectly falling on his forehead as his skin glitters with the morning sun shining on his skin. God can I be more gratefull?

Nope! The subconscious seems to take my side somehow. Its such a great beginning to a new year. Wow.

As I yawn and my eyes pinch close, Louis shifts in his place groaning like a child.

Oh my he is so cute. Subconscious whispers into my ear.

I know, I nod as I look down at him and my eyes reach the clock that's hanging just above the window.

Its 8:30.

I look back at Louis as he lifts himself up his eyes still shut but he slides back again under the duvet. He's not willing to get up. OK its just 8:30.

Realization struck. Godamn its 8:30!!

What the fuck? I need to be in the office by 8:45. What the fuck!! I slap my forehead.

"Yes!" my subconscious hisses beside me. He seems so happy.

"Louissss!!!" I scream.


"Get up we're late!!" I shake him by his left shoulder.

"What is wrong with u" he groans pulling the duvet on top of his head.

"No c'mon no time for sleep!!! Get up!!" I shout this time pulling away the duvet from his head letting the sunlight fall on his face.

"C'monn hurry up!!! We don't even have 5 minutes lefttt"

"What time is it??" He asks me with his rough voice

"Its 8:35, godamn get up!" I step down from his bed and another realisation.

"Louissss, its ed's last recording, we can't be late!" I shout again as Louis is drooling his head leaning back in the head stand.

I step down from the bed again pulling Louis off the bed almost making him fall but I don't mind we're late.

"Harryyy!!" He shouts at me his eyes popping open, "leave me uu fuckin idiot!" He screams again as I literally pull him out of the bed making him stand on his feet.

"C'mon wash your face quickly we're leaving right now!!" I push him into his bathroom as his feet drag against the floor. I shove him in. How is he still sleeping? I turn on the tap for him as he's leaning on me for support his hair still messed up.

I put my hand under the running warm water as I splash some on his face and he jolts back his eyes immediately popping open.

"Fuck you harry, FUCK YOUU!!" He shouts showing me his middle finger as he wipes away the water from his sleeve.

He stands up straight literally ready to punch me but walks away stepping out of the bathroom and I just stare, stare fondly at his cute arrogance.

He brushes his fingers through his hair making them perfect as he picks up that denim jacket I gave him last night sliding his arms in.

I keep staring at the way he's standing in front of the dresser making his hair. I never been so in awe of somebody.

If I cud show u a picture of my subconscious I could tell u literally he's standing his tongue hanging out drooling. His skin shines perfectly against the sun.

"Now we aren't getting late? Are we ?" He snaps turning around for a bit and then again in front applying some moisturiser to his skin on the neck. I can't see him though I know he just rolled his eyes on me.

Somebody taps on my shoulder from behind, c'mon your late its 8:45 already! He says, my subconscious.

I jolt back into reality as I step out of the bathroom trying to hurry up but I trip on my own feet falling on my stomach.

"I'll be in the car" Louis informs me as he walks over my hand on the floor.

Wow literally this is my best day!


I get up brushing of my knees. I run trying not to trip again. ......




"Hurry up!!" Ms lily the receptionist tells us to run, "ed and his team are waiting upstairs!" She informs.


"That was really helpful thanx!" Louis mocks and rolls is eyes as I hurry up to the elevator Louis walking slowly behind me.


I wait there impatiently for the elevator to beep but its stuck on the 10th floor.


"I guess herds of elephant are gonna board the lift!" Louis steps closer to me as he chuckles.


"We could just join them right" my feet tap on the marble floor as i wait and wait.

"Calm down harry nobodys gonna fire you or smthing. We're anyway inside the office" he shrugs looking at me and I look back at him as i leave a puff of breath I didn't even realize I was holding. Its too much stress.


"Thanks" my head feels lighter than before and I realize what he said was just right we dont have to worry.


"C'mom in now!" Louis gestures as the elevator beeps open breaking my thought process.


"This is been my first time I got late!" I say as I breath deeply a little tension still in my head. I've never been late before.


"See that is why! I hope Simon doesn't fire you, u know if you're not a trust worthy employee or smthing here!" He tilts his neck as he shrugs.


He's so cool right now no tension on his head. Literally just taking every second into count not worrying.

"Aren't you afraid? Its just your, I guess the 3 rd week? And you're late?" I put my hands In my pocket.

Another realistion struck, "oh my god!! Shit !" My eyes widen in shock.

"Now what?" Louis turns to me frowning "I left my overcoat in your room!!" I shout brushing my hair back

"So?" He raises his eye brows. "Fuckin I left my phone and my wallet!!"


"Its not a big deal, is it?" He rolls his eyes at me and the elevator beeps and the doors slide open.


"Now walk faster okay!" I tell him. "I'm not worried to be fired anyway so I can walk slowly!" He says as he follows behind me walking normally.

"Why?" I turn round "Cz ur my boss and you won't fire me!!" He says with with smug ass look on his face wiggling his eyebrows with the biggest grin you've ever witnessed.


"Seriously u think that??" I turn back around failing to realise that im secretly smiling . "Run harry run u dont wanna be late on a new year!" He mocks me


We turn right along the long corridor before entering the hall ed and his team coming into view. Everybody's eyes shift to me and I feel a bit guilty to keep everybody waiting.

"C'mon guys hurry up everybody's present now!" Mr smith orders as he claps his hand once and the buzzing noise of everybody talking shuts down .

I walk over to Mr Smith, " I'm sorry to keep you waiting sir, it's that i-I ov-erslept" I apologize trying to excuse my self.

"Its okay we anyway don't work on new years' and its a lot to ask from everybody present here, its fine literally" he pats on my shoulder.

"No I'm still sorry I shouldn't have kept you--" "Now go get all the things set" he smiles "Okay! Thanx " I smile back " happy new year sir" I wish him and he wishes me back.

Louis turns on his heels to go take a seat at his piano but before he can walk away I lightly pat on his butt making his eyes wide. "Happy new year!" I whisper winking at him as he smiles back at me his eyes shinning bight blue.


That is what I fall far. Every time.

"You too" he mouths back smirking. I walk into the studio where inside the cabin ed's getting ready with the headphones and smith comes and stands beside me folding his arms over his chest.


I gesture a thumps up to ed and where my head phones and gestures me back telling me he's ready. The musician instructs the players to start with their instruments.




"Begin" he says with the stick in his hands as he starts to coordinate the different tunes. But he stops. My eyes fall to the familiar mop of hair sitting behind the huge piano. He's still fidgeting in his stool trying to get comfortable.


His vans peep out from under the piano as he has one of his foot resting on top of the other foot. He's is so adorable. I could just stand right here the whole day and watch him play the piano. Maybe just for me one day.


Just for me. I don't even realize I've been taking deep deep breaths standing beside smith. My eyes don't shift from him. Even if I do they won't. He would somehow catch my attention.

He pushes his sleeves back getting almost ready. "C'mon begin harry,have you switched it on?" Someone says beside me.


But I'm still trying not to shift my gaze away from that pretty face that just looked up and is smiling. Smiling bright his eyes getting crinkled up on the corners. The sun is out bright peaking in through the windows.


"Have you switched it on, harry??" The voice says again. I take a deep breath not wanting to shift my gaze away while he's staring back at me.




C'mon harry focus! MY subconscious peeks from behind

Louis.
Are you crazy? How am I supposed to. I wish it was just him n me inside the room. Me listening to him while he plays the piano.

Oh my god. Why am I fantasizing? I need to stop. "Harry here, you need to focus here!" The voice beside me gets louder. "Where is your attention, c'mon harry what's keeping you so distracted?" The voice beside me gets louder and my attention shift as I jolt back to reality.





"Oops s-orry sir, I'll just--" I stutter coming back to reality as I stumbling switch on the main plug.




The little lights on the various machine light up and I plug in my head phones. I gesture Smith to begin the recording and ed takes his place in front of the mike taking a few deep breathes.






"Now begin!" Smith orders whispering to the orchestra man. Ed begins singing "thinking out loud" the song he wants it to be perfect. I don't know when I helped him complete this song he wanted it to be different. A simple one yet different from his regular recordings.


So I thought maybe why don't I help him out with just keeping it his special song. But he's already inside the recording cabin singing the song. Almost half of it is done. Should I be interrupting him?



I don't know I just came up with an idea in my head and I really think this one could be a nice one. Should I tell smith to stop him like that in between. Nope, the subconscious peeks from the corner of the room. He would scold for making it more late. You've already made wait so many people.




Should I?

Let's just try once?! Smith's busy coordinating Ed. Should I ? I think again . No, let's go now. We'll see what happens. "Ahemm--" I clear my throat to get his attention. "Er-m sir?" He turns around to look at me but still focusing on Ed.

"Yeah?" he nods. "I was -- u know I just wanted to suggest something?!" I say. I shouldn't be scared to him. "Go on" he nods


"Couldn't we just record u know an acoustic version of this song rather than giving it those beats? Just simple u know umm guitar strings and piano keys? It would sound much better and much u know umm like with more feel and it would like --" "Are you sure?" He frowns folding his arms on his chest.


"Yeah I am. It would definitely sound better than the--"

"Go ahead then, make them stop" he instructs me. "Thank you soo much" I nearly squeal out of excitement. My subconscious is smirking at me cz I know the real reason why I did this. Louis. U know there'll be a little less people around us. So I get most of his attention. And anyway the drummer was actually blocking my way in view of Louis. So Am i smart or am I smart.?

I gesture Ed to stop raising my hand up.

"Is there any prblm with the note?" He asks taking off his head phone.

"No mate! We're just gonna try the acoustic version.. Just please start from the beginning once?" I request him and he nods. "It needs to be faster harry! Ed is due for an interview in 2 hours u can't make him go late. Right?" Smith says as he walks out of the cabin and out to inform the people who have to stay and who have to leave.


The drummers and the bass guitarist leaves. The violin players, the main guitarist and my dear Louis is left. Smith leaves the room as he walks out with the guys who just left and now I begin again. Ed starts the song wearing his head phones.

... When your legs don't work like they used to before And I can't sweep you off of your feet Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love? Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks? And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70 And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23 And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways Maybe just the touch of a hand Well, me—I fall in love with you every single day


My thoughts shift to Louis the way he's passionately all into playing the piano concentrating he doesn't make a mistake. He looks so focused. Could you ever think a person as fidgety as Louis being focused on a thing as piano. Never. But there you see he's so gently pressing keys and playing it so lovely.


And I just wanna tell you I am So honey now Take me into your loving arms Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars Place your head on my beating heart I'm thinking out loud That maybe we found love right where we are


This song seriously has to be special. I mean just listen to the lyrics. This has to be special. And it goes so correctly with my state of mind right now. When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades And the crowds don't remember my name When my hands don't play the strings the same way I know you will still love me the same 'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways Maybe it's all part of a plan Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes Hoping that you'll understand But, baby, now Take me into your loving arms Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars Place your head on my beating heart Thinking out loud That maybe we found love right where we are So, baby, now Take me into your loving arms Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars Oh, darling, place your head on my beating heart I'm thinking out loud That maybe we found love right where we are Oh, baby, we found love right where we are And we found love right where we are


This song speaks for me. Like it does speak my heart out. Songs do speak what you can't ever say.

And Ed is anyway is the king of lyrics. You can't ever ever even think of writing a better song than him. Ever. The recording has been completed. Ed removes his headphones and walks out of the cabin smiling.

"How was it?" He asks pulling me into a hug.

"Perfect! Just give a minute I just need to assemble everything and then u can leave for the interview" I tell him pulling away but he seems a little worried or nervous you cud say.

I don't know. "Okay but I need to talk to you?" He asks me nearly shivering.


His eyes begin to tear up. I don't know what's the matter. He's never been so doubtful about himself before. He's never asked how his songs went, he knew they were perfect. But now I don't know whats up with him. "Ed? Shhh ...what's wrong??" I ask him pulling his chin up as he looks down at his feet. I look out the glass door and tell everybody to leave except Louis. I tell him to come into the cabin. "C'mon what's wrong you can tell me" I make him sit in the couch behind. But he's just sobbing. I can't look at him like that. He looks terrible. He even has bags under his eyes. He pulls me into a hug. I hug him back tighter as I watch Louis enter in through the door. He too looks a little horrified. "What's wrong?" He mouths not making a sound as he has his hands behind his back. "I don't know" I reply. "C'mon ed u can tell me its totally fine!" I rub his back. Louis walks out of the cabin to go somewhere I don't know where. "Harry" he pulls me away. "Yeah, its ok its fine tell me, shhh don't cry" I say trying to sooth him "I told you- about my da--ughter right?" He sobs looking down at his hand. While Louis enters in again with a glass of water. He is so considerate. He hands me the glass of water so that I hand it to ed. I do as I'm told. "Yeah?" I give him the glass. "Thanx, well after the rep-o-rts came, yeah, ..the d-octor said she's been suffering from a -n hearing" he drinks the water gaining his normal breath back. " e-pil-epsy.. Disorder." He continues. "What?" I look at Louis and then back at ed. I'm totally taken aback. She is such cute little human and what did god do to her. "Yeah" he nods sniffing "Is that the truth?" I still can't believe him. His daughter is only 6. "Yeau--" he nods and begins to sob again. "No no no no no--no ed noo" I wipe away his face covered with tears. "Does she know?" I ask him quietly. Louis doesn't utter a word. He's jut standing there maybe observing but I can tell by his face he's too worried. "Amanda, my daughter" he tells Louis "knows, she hers-elf told me not to w-orry" he looks up at me "my daughter herself is so str-ong and look at me I'm weeping m-yself out here -in front of y-ou" he says his face literally falling as his voice croaks and breaks at every word. "Don t worry she'll be fine..what did the doctor say?" I ask him taking his hand into my hand. "H- e said they'll have to operate her within a week or two otherwise the fitts she gets,it may get worse" his voice shivers as he ends the sentence. I mean I don't know what to say now. This all is such heartbreaking. Maybe I've not went through this. The loss of losing someone. Seeing your loved one going through lot of pain. This just scares my veins. He is not in good terms with his wife also. And as I far as I know Ed, he won't go all the way to her explainations how difficult it would be for him handling such a situation. I mean he would want to get back with in good terms but wouldnt want to make her worry too. "Does she? I mean does elouise know?" I ask him almost regretting after those words escape my mouth. "You don't talk about her right now. She doesn't even care. you know if she really did she shouldve at least tried u know just tried to call me once within the past 3 years. And I don't, like really don't want to talk to her when-- " his voice cracks again. I ruined it. He was almost not crying but I made him sob again. Why am I so pathetic? He loved her so much all that while and what she did was just leave him like that. "U know..I don't know why why this always happens with me. With people I dearly love. Its always me." He starts blaming himself for things he doesn't even have any control on. "Shhh-- ed no no don't do this" I hug him again. I search my pockets for the car keys while ed is still sobbing in my shoulder. I hand Louis the keys and he knows what I mean.


Louis walks out of the cabin. I pull ed away wiping of his face with my hand. "Don't touch me...you'reso cold" he tries to laugh. This is what I love about end. He's always able to control himself when he knows everything's going out of control. He's so managed in himself. "C'mon you still have an hour and a half for your interview.. You can still come to my house right?" I ask him not sure


"No i'll be fine after 2 minutes you don't have to worry--" "Its totalyy fine ed, you can come over for an hour?" I caress his upper arms as he gets up brushing his jacket. "Thank you so m-" he says as we walk out of the hall.

"Its okay Ed..when did you start getting formal with me?" I laugh as I narrow my eyes. "Sinc--" he begins. "Now you don't have to answer me, just inform your team where they have to reach? Okay?" We travel down the elevator and out of the building as I see Louis already waiting for us in the car. I stop ed in the way," can you come by your own car to my house, I have Louis with me" I point out to my car where Louis is sitting in the drivers seat. "So why can't I come by your car? U know how much I fancy your lambo.. Or are guys gonaa fuck in the car or smthing?" He smirks wiggiling his eyebrows.


"Don't be stupid ed" I pat him on the shoulder my cheeks instantly turning red"its a two seater dammit" I tell him as we walk out to the car, cold air hitting me. "See you soon!" He winks at me as he calls out for the valet. I climb into the passengers seat to the right side of the car coming in contact with heated atmosphere . oh it feels so good. I rest my head back as I breath deeply. "What's wrong?" Louis asks me tension covering his voice as his hand lightly squeezes my thigh.


"Its just Ed" I mumble as I sit up straight caressing his hand on my thigh. Louis is shy when he shows affection. He generally never does. It takes in a lot for him to be able to do this. This little action of affection, him lightly squeezing my thigh was probably out of worry. But he's cute when he does it.


"Here your keys!" He says taking them out from the lock. "You can drive" I tell him his eyes immediately brighten up and smile twitching at the cirner of his lips. "Seriously?" He asks a bit surprised. "Yeah, obviously!" I say shifting a bit in my seat.

"I thought you never let people drive your car, u know its like this is such an awesome car and its pretty obvious you know you wouldn't let anybody drive your car" he says almost in one breath. I don't know why he feels a but nervous right now. He's still a little worried. He turns the ignition on still a bit tensed.


I look out the window probably thinking he maybe worried about ed. Louis wouldn't ever show you his emotions. Maybe he's pretty nice at acting or something but his behavior shows it all or maybe its just me who notices. I don't know u just get a vibe. "You're not just any people to me Louis" I tell him my hand caressing his knee as I turn to look at him as he's concentrating on the road. But believe MW I'm already flushing red"You're much more than anybody or any people to me okay?" I say as I pat lightly on his thigh. "Okay okay you don't have to flatter me " he mocks half smiling trying to push away his worry but ofcrse he's bad at that.


"And don't touch me like that while I'm driving, I don't wanna die so soon boy" he snaps my hand away jokingly. See I told you he was not good with affection. But its okay. He's cute in his own way.
.....
"Are you feeling alright?" I ask Ed as we sit down in our hall with our coffee mugs and Louis has his tea. "I'm definitely alright" he says sipping his coffee. We don't speak as we sit on the couch drinking the hot liquid. The only noises heard is when we sip. "So what are you gonna do now?" Louis speaks up his voice a bit shaking as he takes out his shoes folding up his legs on the couch.






"Umm, I don't really know. I'm not prepared, I am not at all prepared for this stuff."Ed says as his voice cracks. He is too fragile to be able to take all this. Even though he would cover up.


"Nobody is and nobody ever will be prepared. U don't get to know what's going to happen in the future" I try to bring down the tension but its not helping.


"And first of all just stay positive okay? You said your daughter is stronger than you right?" Louis begins as he looks at me with his worried eyes and then at end. Ed nods in return,"yeah" "So you don't gave to worry then, I haven't met her but I can still say she's a much stronger girl. And anyway girls are much stronger and tougher than men you don't really have to worry about that. I have 4 sisters and I know how tough that can be so just stay positive" he tells end. And those come out as so soothing and healing. I am pretty sure he could heal millions by just talking to them. I am pretty sure he's god. Eds face brightens up a little as he sees a little hope to cling onto. "Can I ask--" he begins but his phone rings immediately. "Excuse me guys" he says as he picks up.


I look at Louis as he sits on the adjacent couch sipping his tea. I'm.pretty sure he's still worried even though he won't speak up. He would just keep on telling everybody to keep there hopes high rather than thinking for himself. He's quite a mysterious lad.

"I'll.be there in a minute?" Ed saya into the phone "yeah in a minute, thanks" and he hangs up.

"Guys I need to leave, the interview has been scheduled early" he crinkles his nose.

"Yeah its okay, you should leave then okay?" I say as I stand up and ed too stands up keeping his mug on the table ad heads to the door.




"Hey Ed you were about to ask somethinfg before the ca-" Louis speaks up as he too gets up squeezing his feet into his shoes. "Oh yeah right!" Ed stops near the doorway as he rubs his index finger on his temple.

"Are you guys dating?" He smiles at me and then looks at Louis. Louis walks up closer to me near the doorway.

"How do you know?" I ask as my cheeks start to heat up turning red I guess. "Its just pretty obvious by the way you guys look at each other" he laughs as Lou stands beside me a bit fidgting. "Seriously?" I ask him again. I mean is it too obvious for us to show people that we are dating? I hope not. "It's all fine for Louis, he s able to stand controllably sometimes" he says smirking setting his almost orange hair.

"And look at you silly, you're always looking at him like heart eyes emoji. And your still probably trying to hold his hand that he's standing just beside you" he has that smug look on his face and me, I stand I g there almost blushing hard but its so difficult not to smile, actually grin ear to ear.

My body is all heated up right now and if anybody touched me he could just burn and go to hell. "Oh cmon control yourself harry" ed says as he pulls me into a hug with that smug look.

I can't stop smiling right now. Like literally I would have to bring my hand up to my lips and bring them back to normal.

"Shut up" I say as I hug him tightly "take care okay? Everything's gonna be fine" I pat him lightly on his back. "And you better take care of Louis, he's special " he almost whispers into my ear not letting Louis hear it. We pull out from the hug and he walks over to Louis smiling. He lightly whispers into his ear as they pull apart.

Louis almost has a evil smirk on his lips and I'm sure they've shared something dirty. "See you soon harry, take care you both" ed wishes as he walks out of the door.

"I'll just go and drop him till the elevator?" I tell louis and walk out with him. "What did you whisper in Louis' ear?" I ask ed still blushing a little. "You don't have to know that!" He snaps me.

"Fine"

"When did you guys start dating?" He asks me full of doubt as we wait for the elevator to beep.

"Last night!" I tell him getting my grin back on my face. "Seriously?" He asks looking up at me almost surprised.

"Yeah" I nod as I put my hands in the my pocket.

"Oh i see, that is why you seem restless. Haven't you guys you know "fucked" yet?" He ask me whispering the bad word as the elevator beeps open. He walks in and turns around. "Noo" I tell him crinkling my nose as some weird thoughts enter my head as to why haven't yet been the first one to go ahead with the idea of fucking him.

Who says past is the past? It ruins everything. It has specially for me. "Bye!" He laughs. "Bye" I say as begin to walk back into my house but Louis is nowhere seen. "Louis?" I call out for him as I walk towards his room.

I creek open the door cause he doesn't reply back. I enter in trying to find him but he's not there. I look in the bathroom but he's not there too. I turn around and bam! My chest bangs into louis and he's a bit taken aback but before he fall back I hold his arm firmly.

His face tells me he's still worried. I pull him closer to me as my hands wrap around his waist. He tries to pull away but I hold him tighter. And I see his face relaxing a bit. Even though he won't tell me but he's still tensed. He needs me but he won't say. He needs comfort right now and I know I can help him out. I can't stand to look at him this way. Louis' arms wrap around my waist as he rests his head on my chest leaving a deep breath.

"What's wrong?" I ask I bend my neck to kiss him on his head. He just nods saying nothing just standing there in perfect silence and I hold him tighter and he in return holds me tighter. Standing like that in complete silence makes my heart flutter evrytime he breathes deeply. I know within a second my heat would start pounding loudly making loud noises.

"What did ed whisper to you?" I ask him sounding curious. My hand shift to to cup his face as I make him look up at me and he looks relaxed. His eyes have got there blue back. His face looks brighter than before. "You really wanna know?" He says as a evil grin appears on his face. That grin makes me smile like an idiot. He looks so adorable.

"Yeah I would" I nod as my smile gets wider "Well then he said you are going to be very noisy in bed" Louis chuckles as his eyes crinkle up and he blushes making his cheeks turn red and he nuzzles into my chest making me main a little. "He said that?" My eyes widen but I'm so happy that I could make him relax a little and get my normal cheesy Louis back. And there he is right in my arms.

"He is so stupid, but guess what?" I make him look up my hand traveling down his back and a bit lower as I pull him closer to me to brush into him a little. "What?" He asks back.

"He's a bit right about that!" I confess as I brings my hands down to his hips and lift him up bringing his face closer to mine. Louis' arms wrap around my neck pulling my face a bit closer. I look deeply into my boyfriends blue eyes and then tightly snake my arms around his waist.

He brings his nose closer to mine and presses it. He breathes softly and smiles making me smile too. He brushes his nose against mine in a cute way and I can't contain anymore. I lift my face a little to come closer and in contact with his lips. He pulls away lightly as I brush my lips against his. He teases me a little but ready his forehead on mine. The immediate brush of his lips on mine makes me whimper making a chill run down my knees and my feet trmble little.

He moans into me pushing harder as he kisses uncontrollably. His tongue glides along mine in perfect sync making my lower region tighten a bit. He brings my lower lip between his teeth making me release a throaty groan in return.

I am almost out of breath as he pulls onto my lip making me whisper,"loue--h" I whimper as I say and my knees can't contain anymore making me fall back onto Louis' bed. Louis falls on top of me not breaking our physical contact.

I can feel his heart thumping against my chest loudly and I pull back lightly making Louis whimper and believe me I could die literally die to hear him whimper like that against my skin. He breathes deeply out of breath as he rests his head on my forehead trying gain back the contact. He's so needy now. I love him like that. Being so greedy for me. I love needy Louis.

He shifts himself on the side of me as he shuts his eyes a small smile covering his lips.

Notes

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