LOST AND STILL FINDING(larry stylinson)

harry's pov

I enter in very quietly. Not even letting my breath make any disturbance. My feet wanted to run back and my heart wanted to go and apologize to him but I guess my head just couldn't decide. I took my steps back. I couldn't see that fragile creature being hurt again by me. But my heart wanted to go and kiss his cheek. I took a step forward. Letting off my fears I took another till I reached a small stool which was kept right beside the bed. I went and sat down quietly on it.

Immediately my eyes drifted to his face. Oh my god. My heart went down to my feet. The guilt inside me rose like forest fire. Shit. Damn what have I done. My fingers reached out to those swollen pink lips. But i stopped. I didn't touch him coz if i did i would hurt him again.

The allergy was too bad. It made his lips swell a little, more than little. He looked just terrible. All because of me. My mouth escaped a squeek. Dammit. I saw him fluttering his eyes. Did I wake him up?? I see him parting his lips.

"I guess the Richie rich's richness couldn't get down my throat." He says as he puts up a smile on his face. Could he just shut up for a moment? He was such a sweet innocent person and how could I hurt him so much.

"I am really sorry Louis. If I had known this wouldn't have happened." I apologize immediately.

"Even I didn't know, so that's OK" he smiles again at me as he tried to lift himself up.

"Let me help" I offered and got up to put my hand on his back and put a pillow behind so that it was all comfortable. "No its not okay, u know I ruined your b'day" seriously how could he be so nice to a person who ruined him, his bday and of course Christmas.

"Yeah you did but you were the one who made it special, a different kind of special" his words were like medicine to me but I refuse " seriously you should not do this and take my apology and not to forget I ruined your Christmas too" I point out to him as I take my seat back on the stool beside him.

" I don't actually take apologies. I usually take revenge." He chuckled.

" that's fine take it anytime" I smiled back. The worry inside started to ease away I felt like a huge as weight was put away from my shoulders.

" when am I getting discharged?" He asks me crinkling his nose.

"Whenever you feel okay" his face automatically lit up. Looking at him my face lit up too.

"Let's go then" he says He pulled away his sheets. He was about to get down.

"Man chill, u still have to wait" I stopped him. "No why lets leave" he got down. What was he trying to do I still don't know. "Louis wait....the doctor needs to check you first and only then...till then be there" I order him firmly.

I got up from the stool and ran behind him as he was about to leave the room. He is totally mad. Can anybody say he was just kind of operated. Seriously he was still weak. I pat him on the shoulder and he turned around immediately and I don't know why but my reflex made me pick him up.

"What are you doing harry?? Put me down" he squeaked as he tried to forcefully pull himself away from me. "Just trying to handle a sick kid" I joke. He was still pulling himself away but then I pit him gently on the bed.

"Wait till I call the doctor" I tell him and he didn't respond but just sat there pouting, acting as if he was annoyed. I went out of the room to find the doctor. I met a nurse in the corridor and she went to call the doctor by the time I returned to the room.

"Let's check you then Mr. Tomlinson" the doctor entered as soon as I walked in. I could see Louis making faces sitting there acting annoyed. I know he has the full right to do so. As the doctor went on with the process of checking multiple things I just stood there watching Louis follow doctors and the nurses commands.

Finally wen everything was over the doctor came over to me as I stood there at the end of the bed. "Right now I can give him a discharge as its Christmas today and I can see how restless he is to leave but you have to take care of him that he does not exert himself too much and nor does he eat unhealthy food. Just simple food. Coz there still some swelling inside..." Every word the doctor said were like court orders to me and I knew if I was the one to ruin it then I am the one whose gonna make it back to normal again. It was a promise to myself. "Just keep him home or just a little bit of physical activities not much" the doctor continued.

I kept nodding and entered every word in my head. "Thank you so much" I shook doctors' hand. "That's my job." The doctor smiled and said. I smiled back, " Merry Christmas Dr. John" "Merry Christmas harry" he wished me and turned around "merry Christmas Louis". Louis wished him back with a perfect smile on his face.

Notes

Proceeding a bit by bit. Thankyou guys fr reading my fic and staying till now. Hope u guys stay till the last. Love you