I woke up into Harry's arms. I would get up but I was too busy admiring his features. Soft snores escaping his slightly cracked lips, the sunlight through the window lighting up his whole face, his long eye lashes, the way he moves his eyebrows unconsciously, his curls messily resting on his forehead. When suddenly his eyes open, his green irises coming into view. The sunlight giving them a golden/greenish color now. Flawless.

How can someone be so flawless?

''Morning.'' he mumbled silently.

''Morning Harold.''

I smiled at him and got up from the bed, opening my closet to grab some clothes.

''What day is it?'' he asked.

''It's Tuesday Harry we have school. You should get up too unless you'd rather walk to it.''

''I'm not going.''

''Get up Styles.''

''No.''

''You are such a child!'' I laughed. ''Quit whining and ge-''

''I'm serious Alice. I can't go today, did you forget what I promised to that freak last night because you decided that it was a good idea to flirt with him?!'' he suddenly became all serious, supporting himself on his elbows to look at me.

At this point I was putting on my brown boots but when I heard the last part of his sentence I turned to look at him.

''Excuse me?''

''You heard me. If it weren't for you and your urge to drink and flirt with him we wouldn't be in this mess.''

I stood up, my arms crossed, looking at him with an angry expression as I was trying to hide the fact that his words hurt like knives.

''So you're telling me it's my fault?''

''It is! Alice! I..'' he inhaled. ''I just got out of that kind of trouble but you pulled me back in.''

Silence fell and as I stared at him intently, I could feel nothing but remorse and hurt rise in me. I averted my eyes to the ground staring at it in shame.

I heard Harry sigh and he stood up and walked out of the door without a second glance at me.

I held back tears of frustration that were threatening to fall and I quickly wore my blue fading to creamy white sweater to match my blue denim pants, my brown necklace to match my boots, my infinity ring and lastly I let my hair fall naturally.



I stomped down the stairs not even bothering for breakfast. I don't eat when I'm pissed off or sad because I feel like all I care about at that moment is food.

Harry was at the kitchen pouring himself a cup of tea, he wore a pair of jeans and a white loose t-shirt along with a black leather jacket and some black converse.

''So are you coming or?'' I asked as a final question.

''Drugs won't knock on the door and tell me to take them Alice. I have to go and get them myself.'' he replied coldly, hinting an 'obviously' tone in his voice.

I watched him slowly as he brought the cup to his lips.

''Can I come with you?''

He set the tea in the sink, grabbed his beanie and started walking to the front door.

''I think you've done enough, haven't you?'' he said as he exited the house.

---

''So how are things with him going?'' Louis asked with genuine concern.

''Wow am I that obvious?'' I asked.

''Well you give out that sort of... vibe.'' Liam answered.

It have been four hours since I got to school. Two more and I'm free to go. We were sat in the cafeteria having lunch. I knew the guys noticed that something is indeed going on with me and Harry. I just can't act cool whenever I'm being bothered by something. My expression has always been a dead giveaway in these situations.

I was assuming that Louis was referring to Harry.

''We're.. umm..'' I shifted uncomfortably, ''we're just having a minor disagreement. Nothing to worry about guys.''

''Well whatever you've been arguing for, it looks like it's a bit more serious than 'just a minor disagreement' for me.'' Niall spoke up.

''And how do you know that?'' Liam asked his blond friend curiously.

''I said it looks like it. I've never seen you so upset.''

''You've only known me for a couple of weeks now Niall.'' I said chuckling but I was serious.

''She's got a point there mate.'' Zayn pointed out.

Niall rolled his eyes.

''Okay then, my bad. Sorry.'' he raised his hands up in defense.

Niall didn't know me well enough to see through me and know what's going on, but he was right.

---

My last class was English Literature. Every minute felt like an hour but I was lucky enough to have Louis next to me and we were silently cracking jokes at the back of the classroom.

''So.. since we're just the two of us now.. would you care to explain?'' he whispered.

''What do you mean?'' I acted oblivious.

''Don't play dumb Alice. It doesn't suit you.'' Louis said in a serious tone.

I looked at my opened books, contemplating on whether I should spare him a few more details or not.

''He took me out clubbing last night. And there was a guy there who had.. history with him.'' I whispered back. ''He thinks I flirted with him and now I'm in trouble.''

''What kind of trouble are you exactly in?''

It was a bad idea all along! I knew it, I shouldn't have told him anything, now he'll start questioning me.

I gulped whispering back.

''He umm, he's giving me the silent treatment.''

I heard him chuckle slightly before saying.

''He's jealous. I'm sure he'll come around.''

---

I was in the parking lot ready to drive back home.

My phone went off, it was mom.

''Hey mom.''

''Hey hun, how are you doing? How's school?''

''I'm fine, school's fine, just about to drive back home. How about you?''

''I came back to my apartment from a meeting. It's hard to communicate with these people!''
I laughed.

''You'll be fine. I got to go mom I'm about to drive!''

''Okay love! I'm coming back in a week and a half so don't miss me too much!''

''Too late I miss you already!'' I teased. ''Bye mom.''

''Bye honey.''

I turned the ignition on and drove home. A song started playing on the radio. Night of the Hunter - Thirty Seconds to Mars.

I sang along when a thought interrupted me.

I already felt the guilt eating me up inside. The last thing I want is Harry paying for my mistakes.

I parked the car and run in the house.

I was a hundred percent sure Harry already had the pack of drugs in my house but the challenging part was to find his hiding place.

I heard Harry taking a shower. He takes very short showers, I don't know why.

I rummaged through my living room, the kitchen as fast as I could.

Nothing.

When it came to hiding places Harry would probably know my house better than myself.

I checked my moms bedroom although I strongly believe he wouldn't risk hiding them there.

Then I checked my room, however I don't think he's that stupid to hide it in here.
I was wrong. That asshole knew that my room was the last place I would search in.
Inside one of my shoe boxes there it was. A fairly big bag filled with weed. Death written all over them. How could someone do this to themselves?

Without a second thought I ran out of the room.

A phone number was written on the bag with an address and a name.

'Jason Miller'

That's him. I'm guessing this is his address and phone number.

I dialed his number and I quickly got in the car driving away so Harry wouldn't see me.

''Hello?'' Jason answered.

''Jason.'' I said in one straight tone.

He stayed silent before spoke up again.

''If it isn't for the beautiful Alice! How's it going babe?''

''Don't babe me. I have what you want.''

''Ohh, is Harry too intimidated by me to bring them himself?''

''If he was intimidated, he wouldn't agree for me to hand them to you.''

Once again he stayed silent before replying.

''Wow, sneaky aren't we? How would your boyfriend feel if he found out you went behind his back?''

How did he know that. I thought I was believable.

''That's none of your concern. I have your address and I'm coming so we can get this over with.''

''Suit yourself.'' and with that he ended the call.

I sped up a little so I can get there faster. I just want this whole thing to end.

Notes

I feel like this chapter is complicated but I hope you'll like it.
Kind of a cliff hangah.

Anyway, THANK YOU SO MUCH for being patient!
Hope I didn't let you guys down