Do I Frighten You?
Chapter 6
I was sitting in the break room now as they did surgery on her. Dad left me and Mom, So that means that she is all that I have left. I feel so lost and useless. I sighed and then got out my phone and then went through. I was finished crying but my face looked like crap. I put my head in my hands and then remained quiet. I had a few notifications on Facebook and text messages I didn't bother them though. I heard a knock on the door and looked up to see Ethan.
“Hey.” He said in a soft voice.
“Hi.” I said in a small voice feeling helpless.
“How are you holding up?” He said sitting down next to me his hair was pushed out of his face now.
“She's in a coma and night not make it, She is in surgery right now.” I said holding back tears.
“I am sorry.” He said rubbing my back.
I didn't say anything to him just sat there and looked down at my hands. I didn't know what to do, I was hurt in so many ways. It was quiet for a few minutes and then I heard foot steps getting closer and closer. A tall taller haired guy came in between the door frame.
“Who are you?” He asked pointing at Ethan. Harry's eyes were wide and his hands were in fist. I didn't have anything to say I was confused why was he here?
I bit my lip and then looked away from this angry Harry.
“I am Ethan?” Ethan said confused along with me.
“Get out, I have to talk to her.” Harry said in a soft voice.
“You can stay.” I whispered to him. Harry frowned at me and walked towards me.
“Then lets talk outside.” He said through his teeth.
I shook my head. “Nope.” I said popping the P.
He say down in a chair. “I am sorry for not getting you from school. Okay?” He said in a whisper.
“I will give you five minutes.” I mumbled.
“I am going to go in there and check on my dad.” Ethan said getting up and leaving the room closing the door behind him. He was so nice, seemed nicer than Harry.
“Okay.” I said waiting for him to talk. He looked at me.
“I am sorry.” He said with a sigh.
“That all?” I said crossing my arms.
I wasn't in the mood to talking to him, He hurt me deep inside. I was surprised that he showed his face around here. I don't know why but I smelled alcohol. “You have been drinking.”
“Yes.” He confessed.
“Good bye Harry.” I said standing up. He grabbed my wrist and I snatched it back.
“No.” He said in a harsh voice.
“You don't know what it's like.” I said giving in. “You don't know what my day has been so far, it has been Hell.” I said tears falling down my face.
“I can explain.” He said in a soft voice.
“No, I don't want to see you. You hurt me.” I said looking away from him, I couldn't look at him right now, He had some nerve to tell me anything or even talk to me.
“Hear me out.” He said in a soft voice now. He dropped down to look at me. I sat down and crossed my arms again.
“Okay, Go.” I said inn a cold voice.
“I felt like I was completely wrong for you I don't know what I am doing but I like you. I should have told you everything that is going on right now. I have a girlfriend name Jessica. I dated her for a few months. But she isn't around and Honestly I don't date and I don't want to date her.” He said.
He has a girlfriend? He was cheating on her? He is a cheater, So what good does that make me for him. I don't want to be with a cheater and we were never in a relationship so that all shouldn't matter.
“And I am suppose to care?” I said in a rude voice and looked away from him. He looked at me in disbelief.
“I don't drink.” He breathe.
“That is a lie from what you told me.” I said looking at him up and done.
“First time drinking in a year.” He mumbled and looked away from me. “Please, You wouldn't want me to be drunk and getting you would you?”
“No.” I looked away. I mean, Maybe he did have a point, But I was still mad about him kissing me knowing he has a girlfriend out there somewhere.
“I am so so sorry.” He said looking at me with a sad face. His hands were together and he was practically begging for forgiveness. “I meant every word I told you.”
I don't know whether to believe him or not. “Stop Harry, I am going through enough already.”
I was about to cry, I was trying so hard to hide it. “Don't cry.” He whispered.
Just hearing his voice say that just made me break down in tears. I couldn't fight this pain in my chest anymore. I mean why does this have to happen to me?
He scooted closer to me and put his arm around me and I cried in his chest. I felt comfortable right here . But I know I am not going to give him up so easily. I just needed someone right now.
“My dad left me and my mom, My mom might not wake up.” I sobbed. “I can't do these things harry, I am hurt so hurt and the pain will not go away. I feel weak and useless.”
“Hey, hey, You have me. I will always be here for you. I will break up with Jessica, You are all I want.” He whispered in my ear.
I was happy to know that he was there for me. Not having a dad is going to be a living hell.
We were there for a few moments and then I pulled back from him and looked at him. “I am sorry.” I said and sniffed.
“Don't be sorry. It is not your fault.” He said wiping the tears from off of my face. I looked away from him. I sat up and tried to relax and get my act together.
“Are you hungry?” He asked in a soft voice.
“A little yes.” I said honestly I was hungry.
“Come on, we will get some Mcdonalds or something.” He said standing up.
“You're driving.” I said standing up looking at him up and done. “No, I am, You aren't driving drunk with me in the car.”
“C'mon, I sobered up.” He said with a playful smile.
“You wish you did.” I said with a small smile. “And, for forgiveness I am driving your car.”
His eyes widened and he moved away from me as I held my hand out for the keys. “Hand them over.” I said waiting.
“If you mess up once this is going to be the last time you drive.” He said giving me the keys and rolling his eyes. I chuckled and opened the door and then went to the nearest elevator and stood in it and Harry was next to me and he pushed the button and stepped back.
“I hope I still have a chance to take you on a date.” He said looking down at me. His eyes were soft.
I shrugged my shoulders I haven't really thought about it. Maybe a date could make me get to know him a little more. I should say yes right away, but I want to know that I am with a single guy not one in a relationship.
“You have to break up with her.” Wow, that sounded less selfish in my head.
He frowned for a moment. “Sure.” He pushed his hands through his curly hair and then the door binged open.
We both walked out and a smile grew on my face once I reminded myself that I am the one driving his car. We made our way out to the parking lot and then I followed him to were his car was parked and then I was the one getting on his drivers seat and he got in the passenger seat and then he crossed his arms. He pouted like a little kid. It was cute.
I looked for the key to put into the ignition.
“The silver one, Love.” He said to me, He still calls me Love. It made my cheeks flush and then he I put it in and turned it on and it purred to life. My eyes widened because I was all of a sudden scared. I put the car into drive and then began to drive off. Slowly.
Once I made my way out of the parking lot and onto the road I began to drive at a normal pace. I like the way that his car drives, it sounds so smooth and new and it was easier to do things, My car wasn't really doing anything good, Maybe I should get my one Range Rover someday.
“Come on, You drive so slow.” He groaned.
I hushed him and stayed focus on the road.
“Hey, I think I seen that snail back at the hospital” He pointed out the window. “Oh, their he goes.”
“Stop making fun of my driving.” I said in a soft tone.
“We are going 10mph.” He huffed.
“No, We are going 45.” I said looking at the meter. I was driving what the limit had.
“Well, I am driving on the way back.” He mumbled.
“Oh, No you're not.” I said through my teeth and then stopped at the red light ahead.
He looked at me in disbelief. His hands moved onto my thigh and I nearly squealed. He chuckled and moved his hand higher.
“Stop it, Harry.” I spat.
“Then I drive back.” He said going slowly higher and higher.
“Okay!” I said and then the light turned green and then I drove again. I turned on my turning signal and went into Mcdonald's and into the drive thru.
“What do you want?” I asked him.
“You.” He said simply looking at me with those green eyes.
“Cheesy.” I commented and he looked away from me and shook his head.
“A large tea.” He said in a soft voice. “I am not hungry.”
“Okay.” I said in a soft voice.
Once I ordered the stuff he reached into his back pocket and gave me his a card. “Give them this.” He said and then I gave it to them and then they swapped it and handed it back to me and he put it back into his wallet and then was quiet again.
I moved forward and then they hard the window closed I guess that they didn't have the food ready.
“Remember I am driving back.” He reminded me with a playful smile. I just nodded.
A girl came up to the window and her eyes moved to Harry, and she looked at him with a flirtatious look and it ticked me off.
I snatched the bag from her and she looked at me. “Bye.” I said in a harsh tone and then drove off into a parking lot. Harry looked at me.
“Jealous girl?” He smirked.
“Shut up.” I said and sighed and then opened the door putting the bag into his lap and he looked at me with a a small smile and then I moved to the other side of the car and he opened the door and then he met with me.
“Thanks beautiful.” He said in a smalll voice.
“Shut up.” I laughed.
I got inside of the car and then he closed my door and then went to the other side of the car and got in. He closed his door and started the ignition and then pulled off. I reached into the bag and grabbed my burger and then unraveled it slowly. He didn't say anything just continued to drive fast.
“Do me a favor.” He demanded.
“Okay? What?” I asked kind of curious.
“Put the straw into my drink.” He said with a smile.
I looked at him confused and did it. “Ahh.” He said opening his month for me to put the straw in his mouth.
“Really, Harry? Really?” I asked and he laughed so loud and I joined in with him because his laugh was contagious and I thought it was cute.
“Come on.” He said with a smile. I brought the straw to his mouth and he got a drink. “Thanks, Love.”
“Only this time once.” I said and then sat his drink down as he turned his head and faced the road again.
As soon as we got back to the hospital. I had finished my burger and I still had some french fries that I couldn't eat right now. I don't know why. We got out the car. He came beside me and put his arm around my waist and moved me closer to him. I mean, It was kind of weird but I could easily adjust to it.
We made our way back into the hospital and then I we went start back to the break room and then sat down. I don't know why people don't come in here I mean it is a good place oto be I mean, It is queit and nice.Harry and I sat down in our seats and this time he sat closer to me instead of being so distant. I looked over at him and he was looking at me with a smile.
“What are you thinking?” He asked tilting his head to one side. I swear his accent will never get old.
“Nothing really,” I said eating a french fry and then offered him one and he declined and took a sip of his drink and then offered some to me. I declined and blushed.
“I like you Amelia.” He said in a soft voice. I could tell that he was sobered up because he didn't sat everything so slowly now, and he looked better. Harry was a sweet guy.
“I like you too.” I said and then looked away and ate another french fry.
“Hey.” He said in a soft voice.
“Hi.” I said in a small voice feeling helpless.
“How are you holding up?” He said sitting down next to me his hair was pushed out of his face now.
“She's in a coma and night not make it, She is in surgery right now.” I said holding back tears.
“I am sorry.” He said rubbing my back.
I didn't say anything to him just sat there and looked down at my hands. I didn't know what to do, I was hurt in so many ways. It was quiet for a few minutes and then I heard foot steps getting closer and closer. A tall taller haired guy came in between the door frame.
“Who are you?” He asked pointing at Ethan. Harry's eyes were wide and his hands were in fist. I didn't have anything to say I was confused why was he here?
I bit my lip and then looked away from this angry Harry.
“I am Ethan?” Ethan said confused along with me.
“Get out, I have to talk to her.” Harry said in a soft voice.
“You can stay.” I whispered to him. Harry frowned at me and walked towards me.
“Then lets talk outside.” He said through his teeth.
I shook my head. “Nope.” I said popping the P.
He say down in a chair. “I am sorry for not getting you from school. Okay?” He said in a whisper.
“I will give you five minutes.” I mumbled.
“I am going to go in there and check on my dad.” Ethan said getting up and leaving the room closing the door behind him. He was so nice, seemed nicer than Harry.
“Okay.” I said waiting for him to talk. He looked at me.
“I am sorry.” He said with a sigh.
“That all?” I said crossing my arms.
I wasn't in the mood to talking to him, He hurt me deep inside. I was surprised that he showed his face around here. I don't know why but I smelled alcohol. “You have been drinking.”
“Yes.” He confessed.
“Good bye Harry.” I said standing up. He grabbed my wrist and I snatched it back.
“No.” He said in a harsh voice.
“You don't know what it's like.” I said giving in. “You don't know what my day has been so far, it has been Hell.” I said tears falling down my face.
“I can explain.” He said in a soft voice.
“No, I don't want to see you. You hurt me.” I said looking away from him, I couldn't look at him right now, He had some nerve to tell me anything or even talk to me.
“Hear me out.” He said in a soft voice now. He dropped down to look at me. I sat down and crossed my arms again.
“Okay, Go.” I said inn a cold voice.
“I felt like I was completely wrong for you I don't know what I am doing but I like you. I should have told you everything that is going on right now. I have a girlfriend name Jessica. I dated her for a few months. But she isn't around and Honestly I don't date and I don't want to date her.” He said.
He has a girlfriend? He was cheating on her? He is a cheater, So what good does that make me for him. I don't want to be with a cheater and we were never in a relationship so that all shouldn't matter.
“And I am suppose to care?” I said in a rude voice and looked away from him. He looked at me in disbelief.
“I don't drink.” He breathe.
“That is a lie from what you told me.” I said looking at him up and done.
“First time drinking in a year.” He mumbled and looked away from me. “Please, You wouldn't want me to be drunk and getting you would you?”
“No.” I looked away. I mean, Maybe he did have a point, But I was still mad about him kissing me knowing he has a girlfriend out there somewhere.
“I am so so sorry.” He said looking at me with a sad face. His hands were together and he was practically begging for forgiveness. “I meant every word I told you.”
I don't know whether to believe him or not. “Stop Harry, I am going through enough already.”
I was about to cry, I was trying so hard to hide it. “Don't cry.” He whispered.
Just hearing his voice say that just made me break down in tears. I couldn't fight this pain in my chest anymore. I mean why does this have to happen to me?
He scooted closer to me and put his arm around me and I cried in his chest. I felt comfortable right here . But I know I am not going to give him up so easily. I just needed someone right now.
“My dad left me and my mom, My mom might not wake up.” I sobbed. “I can't do these things harry, I am hurt so hurt and the pain will not go away. I feel weak and useless.”
“Hey, hey, You have me. I will always be here for you. I will break up with Jessica, You are all I want.” He whispered in my ear.
I was happy to know that he was there for me. Not having a dad is going to be a living hell.
We were there for a few moments and then I pulled back from him and looked at him. “I am sorry.” I said and sniffed.
“Don't be sorry. It is not your fault.” He said wiping the tears from off of my face. I looked away from him. I sat up and tried to relax and get my act together.
“Are you hungry?” He asked in a soft voice.
“A little yes.” I said honestly I was hungry.
“Come on, we will get some Mcdonalds or something.” He said standing up.
“You're driving.” I said standing up looking at him up and done. “No, I am, You aren't driving drunk with me in the car.”
“C'mon, I sobered up.” He said with a playful smile.
“You wish you did.” I said with a small smile. “And, for forgiveness I am driving your car.”
His eyes widened and he moved away from me as I held my hand out for the keys. “Hand them over.” I said waiting.
“If you mess up once this is going to be the last time you drive.” He said giving me the keys and rolling his eyes. I chuckled and opened the door and then went to the nearest elevator and stood in it and Harry was next to me and he pushed the button and stepped back.
“I hope I still have a chance to take you on a date.” He said looking down at me. His eyes were soft.
I shrugged my shoulders I haven't really thought about it. Maybe a date could make me get to know him a little more. I should say yes right away, but I want to know that I am with a single guy not one in a relationship.
“You have to break up with her.” Wow, that sounded less selfish in my head.
He frowned for a moment. “Sure.” He pushed his hands through his curly hair and then the door binged open.
We both walked out and a smile grew on my face once I reminded myself that I am the one driving his car. We made our way out to the parking lot and then I followed him to were his car was parked and then I was the one getting on his drivers seat and he got in the passenger seat and then he crossed his arms. He pouted like a little kid. It was cute.
I looked for the key to put into the ignition.
“The silver one, Love.” He said to me, He still calls me Love. It made my cheeks flush and then he I put it in and turned it on and it purred to life. My eyes widened because I was all of a sudden scared. I put the car into drive and then began to drive off. Slowly.
Once I made my way out of the parking lot and onto the road I began to drive at a normal pace. I like the way that his car drives, it sounds so smooth and new and it was easier to do things, My car wasn't really doing anything good, Maybe I should get my one Range Rover someday.
“Come on, You drive so slow.” He groaned.
I hushed him and stayed focus on the road.
“Hey, I think I seen that snail back at the hospital” He pointed out the window. “Oh, their he goes.”
“Stop making fun of my driving.” I said in a soft tone.
“We are going 10mph.” He huffed.
“No, We are going 45.” I said looking at the meter. I was driving what the limit had.
“Well, I am driving on the way back.” He mumbled.
“Oh, No you're not.” I said through my teeth and then stopped at the red light ahead.
He looked at me in disbelief. His hands moved onto my thigh and I nearly squealed. He chuckled and moved his hand higher.
“Stop it, Harry.” I spat.
“Then I drive back.” He said going slowly higher and higher.
“Okay!” I said and then the light turned green and then I drove again. I turned on my turning signal and went into Mcdonald's and into the drive thru.
“What do you want?” I asked him.
“You.” He said simply looking at me with those green eyes.
“Cheesy.” I commented and he looked away from me and shook his head.
“A large tea.” He said in a soft voice. “I am not hungry.”
“Okay.” I said in a soft voice.
Once I ordered the stuff he reached into his back pocket and gave me his a card. “Give them this.” He said and then I gave it to them and then they swapped it and handed it back to me and he put it back into his wallet and then was quiet again.
I moved forward and then they hard the window closed I guess that they didn't have the food ready.
“Remember I am driving back.” He reminded me with a playful smile. I just nodded.
A girl came up to the window and her eyes moved to Harry, and she looked at him with a flirtatious look and it ticked me off.
I snatched the bag from her and she looked at me. “Bye.” I said in a harsh tone and then drove off into a parking lot. Harry looked at me.
“Jealous girl?” He smirked.
“Shut up.” I said and sighed and then opened the door putting the bag into his lap and he looked at me with a a small smile and then I moved to the other side of the car and he opened the door and then he met with me.
“Thanks beautiful.” He said in a smalll voice.
“Shut up.” I laughed.
I got inside of the car and then he closed my door and then went to the other side of the car and got in. He closed his door and started the ignition and then pulled off. I reached into the bag and grabbed my burger and then unraveled it slowly. He didn't say anything just continued to drive fast.
“Do me a favor.” He demanded.
“Okay? What?” I asked kind of curious.
“Put the straw into my drink.” He said with a smile.
I looked at him confused and did it. “Ahh.” He said opening his month for me to put the straw in his mouth.
“Really, Harry? Really?” I asked and he laughed so loud and I joined in with him because his laugh was contagious and I thought it was cute.
“Come on.” He said with a smile. I brought the straw to his mouth and he got a drink. “Thanks, Love.”
“Only this time once.” I said and then sat his drink down as he turned his head and faced the road again.
As soon as we got back to the hospital. I had finished my burger and I still had some french fries that I couldn't eat right now. I don't know why. We got out the car. He came beside me and put his arm around my waist and moved me closer to him. I mean, It was kind of weird but I could easily adjust to it.
We made our way back into the hospital and then I we went start back to the break room and then sat down. I don't know why people don't come in here I mean it is a good place oto be I mean, It is queit and nice.Harry and I sat down in our seats and this time he sat closer to me instead of being so distant. I looked over at him and he was looking at me with a smile.
“What are you thinking?” He asked tilting his head to one side. I swear his accent will never get old.
“Nothing really,” I said eating a french fry and then offered him one and he declined and took a sip of his drink and then offered some to me. I declined and blushed.
“I like you Amelia.” He said in a soft voice. I could tell that he was sobered up because he didn't sat everything so slowly now, and he looked better. Harry was a sweet guy.
“I like you too.” I said and then looked away and ate another french fry.
Notes
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