Do I Frighten You?

Harry and I were laying in bed now, ever since the boys had left, I looked at him and he looked at me, He was holding me close to him and I wanted to keep him here with me forever, he was so warm. I had snuggled against his chest.

“You are very amazing Harry.” I said softly.

He laughed. “Remember when you didn't like me at all?”

The memory of him in my room that night, was just a memory that barely played in my head, he had put too many good memories inside of my head that the negative ones went away, but this one was the first time we met. He was so cute, He was wearing his white shirt and black skinny jeans. The way he looked at me and then dropped my picture. I didn't know who he was but I was being so mean and sent him out of the house, and now he is in my bed with me and now I am carrying his kid. This was all about 5 months ago. Just five months and feels just like it was yesterday.

“I remember.” I said softly. “I was so mean to you.”

He kissed my forehead. “No you were not, you were just so stubborn and confused.”

I smiled when he said that and smacked his chest. He planted a kiss on my check. I blushed and hid my face. His hand rubbed my back

I had found myself driftinng into a sleep.

“Mommy.” I heard a familiar voice say, I had sat up from the bed and then seen my baby there with a Teddy bear in his arms. He looked at me with a saddened face.

“What's wrong?” I said softly moving over and picking him up and laying him down with me. He looked at me and rested his head on my chest.

“I can't sleep.” He said softly and then he cuddled with his teddy bear.

“You can sleep here with mommy.” I said and laid him in between me and Harry, Harry was already sleeping, He was facing me and I was facing him.

“I love you, Mommy.” He said before I kissed his forehead.

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Harry's pov

Amelia had went to sleep before me. I had played with her soft hair, I had cuddled close to her. She was sleeping with a smile on her face that made me want to smile too. She looked so happy and I was hoping that I was making her happy because I don't know what I would do if I had lost her or the baby, they are all I have left now.

I had placed my hand on her stomach and rubbed her stomach, that was my child in there. I leaned down and kissed her belly. It had made me smile because I am having a kid with the girl I loved so much. I was going to do everything in my will to protect them, What ever it takes.

I heard then kissed her cheek, she didn't move at all or her smile did not fade, I had leaned over her and then turned off the lamp and then lay there in the dark and closed my eyes until I found myself falling asleep.

Jess' pov

I was woken up in the middle of the night. I feeling horrible, A pinch in my stomach. I had woken up. I rubbed my eyes and then turned on my phone, I had turned on my flash and seen that I was laying here in my own pool of blood. No. My baby.

“Mom!” I scream and place my hand ove rmy mouth and then sob. I was in so much pain. I was so broken hearted. I found my mom coming inside of my room and her turning on my light and seeing me. Her eyes widened and then she ran out the room.

“Yes, we have an emergency.” I heard her say.

I closed my eyes as I sobbed, I don't know what I did wrong, What did I do? I was looking forward to having a baby in my arms. I had my hands over my face. I couldn't think properly, I couldn't funuction well enough to understand what has just happened. My mom had came in my room and patted my knee, she has tears running down her face too. She didn't want me to cry she wanted me to smile and be happy she always did.

I know that she knows what I am going through because she had a miscarriage before and she was so hurt.

The next thing I knew was sirens, and looking out my window you could see red and blue lights going off and It just made it worse, I wish I could just wake up and have this all be a dream, but this was not a dream.

There was a knock on the door and then my mom quickly got up to go and see who was at the door. I couldn't stop crying I kept trying to tell myself that it was going to be okay, but that was not working, and I couldnt just stop thinking about this and the pain I was in.

Someone had came into my room, it was a paramedic and he looked at me.

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Notes

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