Do I Frighten You?

I was sitting at home now doing homework for tomorrow. I wish I could just graduate already, I was completely just getting tired of school, plus I was completely tired and was not feeling well again. My mom had suggested me stay home but I refused, I needed to be going to school and I needed to get better at what I do in school, I wanted to go to college. I still had no clue what I wanted to be.

I had heard a knock on the door and then I had got up and then made my way towards the door. I sighed and then opened the door to see a smiling Harry at the door. What was up with him.

“Hi, beautiful.” He said sending me a wink.

“Hello, handsome.” I said inviting him inside. I closed the door behind him and then tired to look to see what was behind his back, but I could not see what was there because he had turned around and his whole hand was covering what was in it.

“What are you looking at?” He asked curiously.

“Nothing.” I said shaking my head quickly.

“Oh, Okay.” He said smiling at me again. “Well, anyway I had gotten you something and hopefully you will like it.” He said moving closer to me.

I was really confused, why was he so happy and why was I so tired. “What is it?” I said yawning.

“Close your eyes and hold out your hand.” He said moving closer to me, and now whispering.

I looking at him one more time before closing my eyes. I was confused until he had grabbed my hand and something coming onto my wrist, something cold.

“Open them.” He said.

I had opened my eyes and then looked down, it was a bracelet that he had given me, I thought it was so cute. I gasped and put my hand over my mouth, Yes. It was that beautiful.

“It's to show you how much I care.” He said softly, and then pulled I pulled him into a hug. His body tensed.

“Ouch.” He said softly. I pulled back to look at him.

“What's wrong?” I said confused.

He didn't say anything, he looked down. Why was he in so much pain? My eyes widened as I looked at him. I found my fingers pulling up the bottle of his shirt. His hands came on top of mine and then pushed his shirt down.

“No.” He demanded.

“You were in a fight.” I said in a soft voice.

He didn't say anything, he then ran his hands through his hair.

“Why are you fighting?” I asked softly.

He still didn't say anything, it was like he was ignoring me or something.

I was upset at the fact he is hurting himself, He was hurt.

“Harry, You are hurting yourself.” I said grabbing his hand.

“I know.” He groaned. “But it helps me.”

I frowned, How did getting into fights help him? How did that even make him feel any better?

“You need to stop fighting.” I said.

“I can't.” He said nearly yelling, he pulled his hand away from mine.

I just wanted to cry because he was in so much pain, he was hurting himself, it felt like I loved him more than he loved himself, I don't know why he is doing this.

“How is it helping you?” I whined to him.

He sighed softly. “I had to get rid of her.”

My body tensed for a moment. What was he talking about? “Who? What are you talking about?”

He didn't say anything for a while, he just looked at me and then looked away from me. “Jess, I told her to go back home, and I gave her money to go.”

I looked at him in disbelief. Who does that? She is pregnant with her baby too. I mean what would happen if he did that to me, How would things have worked out then? What would have happened if he was being so wrong to me and made me feel like a bad person.

“Would you do that to me?” I said softly. “In the future?”

“No, It is only you Amelia, do you understand?” He said angrily.

“I understand.” I nodded softly.

“I fucking love you more than my own life, you have to understand that.” He said running his hand through his hair.

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