Do I Frighten You?
Chapter 41
One week later.
*Harry's pov*
I had gotten sick, I had gotten, So sick, I was weak, Niall had came over a few times, I told hm what happened and he was just mad, not mad at me, but for Jess butting into my relationship with Amelia. I had not spoken to her, I had not heard from her, I miss her like crazy, I still love her, I had kicked Jess out right after we did that. I was so upset with myself, How could I have did that to Amelia and then with a different girl the next night. I was horrible. I wasn't thinking, I was drunk.
I had started working, Wok was nice, but the people were so judgmental, They judged me, Just because I was the new guy. I sighed and then just sat down on the computer and did my work. I was planning on getting some more things for this house. I needed more things, I needed to do better, I needed to get away from alcohol, I needed to get away from Jess, But she had adjusted her schedule to work on the same days as me.
Lunch was okay, the small cafe area smelled like coffee, I had grabbed a cup and then I sat down in a comfortable chair and then began scroll through my phone, I had several messages from friends telling me nothing serious, I was basically just looking for a missed call or a unread text from Amelia. I kept looking at our old messages, the fun times we use to have, I want her back into my life.
Sometimes, I would drive by her house, to see if she is sitting on her porch, or having a walk or something. Call me crazy, but if you love someone. You would understand.
I wanted her to wake up with me in the morning, I wanted her to be next to me and tell me how she feel or how her days been, I want to know what it is like to feel her skin against mine again, I want her to know that I love her every second of the day, Our small arguments and our troubled times. She did care for me, I was going to say, she was going to miss me, I wonder if I am running through her head.
“Harry, Hi.” Jess said walking in with a stack of papers.
“Hey.” I mumbled, she broke me from my thoughts, She always breaks me from something, She sat next to me.
“How are you feeling.” She said looking over her papers she had.
“Fine, What are you working on?” I said being friendly, Maybe if I was friendly then maybe she would leave me alone.
“Just a article about this girl.” She said looking at the article.
I put on my glasses and looking at her paper and then nodded.
“Cool.” I said nodding.
“Yeah,” She said letting out a sigh. “What are you doing after work?” She asked.
I was going to go ride pass Amelia's or pass her school to see if I see her anywhere, I couldn't get her out of my head.
“Nothing.” I said softly.
–
Amelia's pov
“That is so funny.” I said, eating my ice cream with my mom, Ethan dad and Ethan Yes, Ethan and I had ran into each other again, and so now, We are all eating ice cream.
“I know right, but hey we should go and see a movie sometime.” He pointed out, looking directly towards me.
I didn't say anything at the moment, it was weird that he asked me, I never expected him to.
“Okay.” I said softly forcing on a smile, I wasn't ready for dates right now.
–
I was at home now, I was sitting on my bed, I realized that I had Harry's shirt here when I picked up my things a few days ago. I picked it up and the touch of his shirt just made me feel so useless, I missed him, So much, I missed him but he doesn't understand how much he hurt me, even after how I gave him all of me. He would still do that. I sighed and put the shirt and a few more clothes into the laundry basket.
I fall back on my bed, My bed was not as comfortable as Harry;s was, I wish it was, I wish I could just hear one of his cheesy knock knock jokes he did just to get me to smile. Sometime I regret walking out. It is for the bed though.
I hope that he understands that this is for the best of us both.
*Harry's pov*
I had gotten sick, I had gotten, So sick, I was weak, Niall had came over a few times, I told hm what happened and he was just mad, not mad at me, but for Jess butting into my relationship with Amelia. I had not spoken to her, I had not heard from her, I miss her like crazy, I still love her, I had kicked Jess out right after we did that. I was so upset with myself, How could I have did that to Amelia and then with a different girl the next night. I was horrible. I wasn't thinking, I was drunk.
I had started working, Wok was nice, but the people were so judgmental, They judged me, Just because I was the new guy. I sighed and then just sat down on the computer and did my work. I was planning on getting some more things for this house. I needed more things, I needed to do better, I needed to get away from alcohol, I needed to get away from Jess, But she had adjusted her schedule to work on the same days as me.
Lunch was okay, the small cafe area smelled like coffee, I had grabbed a cup and then I sat down in a comfortable chair and then began scroll through my phone, I had several messages from friends telling me nothing serious, I was basically just looking for a missed call or a unread text from Amelia. I kept looking at our old messages, the fun times we use to have, I want her back into my life.
Sometimes, I would drive by her house, to see if she is sitting on her porch, or having a walk or something. Call me crazy, but if you love someone. You would understand.
I wanted her to wake up with me in the morning, I wanted her to be next to me and tell me how she feel or how her days been, I want to know what it is like to feel her skin against mine again, I want her to know that I love her every second of the day, Our small arguments and our troubled times. She did care for me, I was going to say, she was going to miss me, I wonder if I am running through her head.
“Harry, Hi.” Jess said walking in with a stack of papers.
“Hey.” I mumbled, she broke me from my thoughts, She always breaks me from something, She sat next to me.
“How are you feeling.” She said looking over her papers she had.
“Fine, What are you working on?” I said being friendly, Maybe if I was friendly then maybe she would leave me alone.
“Just a article about this girl.” She said looking at the article.
I put on my glasses and looking at her paper and then nodded.
“Cool.” I said nodding.
“Yeah,” She said letting out a sigh. “What are you doing after work?” She asked.
I was going to go ride pass Amelia's or pass her school to see if I see her anywhere, I couldn't get her out of my head.
“Nothing.” I said softly.
–
Amelia's pov
“That is so funny.” I said, eating my ice cream with my mom, Ethan dad and Ethan Yes, Ethan and I had ran into each other again, and so now, We are all eating ice cream.
“I know right, but hey we should go and see a movie sometime.” He pointed out, looking directly towards me.
I didn't say anything at the moment, it was weird that he asked me, I never expected him to.
“Okay.” I said softly forcing on a smile, I wasn't ready for dates right now.
–
I was at home now, I was sitting on my bed, I realized that I had Harry's shirt here when I picked up my things a few days ago. I picked it up and the touch of his shirt just made me feel so useless, I missed him, So much, I missed him but he doesn't understand how much he hurt me, even after how I gave him all of me. He would still do that. I sighed and put the shirt and a few more clothes into the laundry basket.
I fall back on my bed, My bed was not as comfortable as Harry;s was, I wish it was, I wish I could just hear one of his cheesy knock knock jokes he did just to get me to smile. Sometime I regret walking out. It is for the bed though.
I hope that he understands that this is for the best of us both.
Notes
Hey, I hope you guys like this chapter, but i have some horrible and good news.
Horrible... My tendonitis had came back in my right hand so now I have to wear my hand brace and it is hard for me to write.
Good. It is Niall's birthday... and I still do plan on going out, but I also, Am going to try and update later.
This story is not over. just saying.
My song for Harry, xD Yes, it sucks but the beat is classy. http://www.ujam.com/users/rKthfDc37zDM Be with me (Harry.)
@laurenbush23
I'm glad its that way. XD.
5/6/15