Do I Frighten You?
Chapter 4
Instead of going back to school, I was at this place with Harry.. Kissing him. I didn't believe it, I was kissing him back. His hands moved down to my waist. I think right now I was getting a little comfortable with him. I pulled back from him and looked him in the eyes. I have only met him about yesterday, and now I am here, He is basically a stranger and I was kissing him. He was just irresistible.
“I am sorry.” He mumbled and looked away. He brushed his hand through his hair and looked at his phone at the time. “I will get you back to school.” He said getting in the car.
I got into the car on my side and then he turned on the ignition and then drove off quickly. What was up with him and speeding?
Once I got back to the school. He waited for me to get out and then once I did. He pulled off. Was he okay?
**Harry's Pov**
What was wrong with me? I can't just through myself to a girl. I can't I mean, What was my problem? I found myself driving to my friend Louis' house. He might have a good variety of drinks. Great, his car was in the drive way. I got out the car and knocked on the door. He came to the door with messy hair and rubbing his hair.
“What's up?” He said in a morning voice.
“I need a few drinks.” I said in a soft voice. He looked at me in confusion.
“I thought you stopped?” He frowned
I moved pass him. “No.” I made my way through the kitchen and looked for the alcohol in the wooden cabinets and then sat a glass on the counter along with a glass. I popped open the glass and poured it in the glass and quickly drank it.
“What is up?” He said making his way through the kitchen. He frowned and was worried.
“I'm a fuck up.” I said putting the glass down once I consumed it all. I filled it up again.
Louis didn't say anything just looked at the glass. His arms was crossed and he looked at me as if I was dumb.
“Don't look at me like that!” I slightly yell. I didn't like him looking at me like I was some kind of fool.
He hushed me. “Eleanor is up stairs.” He pointed above us.
“Sorry, Lou.” I said putting the drink to my lips again and drunk some more. The dizziness took over my head and the glass fell shattering everywhere on the floor. “I'm sorry, I will get it.” I slur.
“Harry stop it, What did you do?” He asked as he gave me the broom and dustpan.
I stopped moving for a moment. I was confused. “Amelia.” I whispered.
“Who is that?” He asked.
“I-I don't know.” I breathe. I don't think that I should tell anyone about Amelia. She was mine. Not anyone's.
“Would you want me to call Jess?” He said getting his phone out.
“No! She would kill me!” I said managing to get back up onto my feet. Confession, Jess is my girlfriend, I have been dating her about more about a year. We don't see each other anymore. She was so busy with traveling. I couldn't let Amelia know, I mean, I had no problem with Jess. She was never around so she wasn't really like a girlfriend to me.
“Alright.” Lou said and put his phone back into his pocket. I cleaned the glass from off the floor and threw it away.
“I have to go.” I couldn't get myself more in trouble. I couldn't let anyone know about Amelia. Especially Jess. Maybe I should stop seeing Amelia and not bother her.
**Amelia's Pov**
The bell for the last class had rung and I gather my stuff up and then went to my locker to receive my back pack. Harry would probably be waiting for me. I made my way out of the door and then waited. I sat on the staircase.
20 minutes later
'Harry? Where are you?' I texted him.
No response.
30 minutes.
1 hour.
I know he wasn't coming now. So I had no chance but to walk. I hate him, I really do, He told me he would come and get me. I hope that the kiss didn't effect that. I walked on the sidewalk and down the road. It was getting cold now, He should have told me that he wasn't coming.
Once I got to my house it was empty and I just went to my room and then just cried, I don't know why I was crying, I was just bailed on. I felt useless.
**Harry's Pov**
“Hey,” I pressed my ear to the phone.
“Hey!” She said and sounded a bit excited.
“How have you been?” I asked, it sounded a little awkward.
“Fine, We just landed in Cali.” She giggled.
“Cool.” I said I ran my hand through my hair. I felt so stupid, I didn't want to be with Jess. I mean it just happened.
“I miss you.” She said in a small voice.
“I will call you later, See ya.” I hung up the phone and then sighed. This is such a fucking disaster.
“I am sorry.” He mumbled and looked away. He brushed his hand through his hair and looked at his phone at the time. “I will get you back to school.” He said getting in the car.
I got into the car on my side and then he turned on the ignition and then drove off quickly. What was up with him and speeding?
Once I got back to the school. He waited for me to get out and then once I did. He pulled off. Was he okay?
**Harry's Pov**
What was wrong with me? I can't just through myself to a girl. I can't I mean, What was my problem? I found myself driving to my friend Louis' house. He might have a good variety of drinks. Great, his car was in the drive way. I got out the car and knocked on the door. He came to the door with messy hair and rubbing his hair.
“What's up?” He said in a morning voice.
“I need a few drinks.” I said in a soft voice. He looked at me in confusion.
“I thought you stopped?” He frowned
I moved pass him. “No.” I made my way through the kitchen and looked for the alcohol in the wooden cabinets and then sat a glass on the counter along with a glass. I popped open the glass and poured it in the glass and quickly drank it.
“What is up?” He said making his way through the kitchen. He frowned and was worried.
“I'm a fuck up.” I said putting the glass down once I consumed it all. I filled it up again.
Louis didn't say anything just looked at the glass. His arms was crossed and he looked at me as if I was dumb.
“Don't look at me like that!” I slightly yell. I didn't like him looking at me like I was some kind of fool.
He hushed me. “Eleanor is up stairs.” He pointed above us.
“Sorry, Lou.” I said putting the drink to my lips again and drunk some more. The dizziness took over my head and the glass fell shattering everywhere on the floor. “I'm sorry, I will get it.” I slur.
“Harry stop it, What did you do?” He asked as he gave me the broom and dustpan.
I stopped moving for a moment. I was confused. “Amelia.” I whispered.
“Who is that?” He asked.
“I-I don't know.” I breathe. I don't think that I should tell anyone about Amelia. She was mine. Not anyone's.
“Would you want me to call Jess?” He said getting his phone out.
“No! She would kill me!” I said managing to get back up onto my feet. Confession, Jess is my girlfriend, I have been dating her about more about a year. We don't see each other anymore. She was so busy with traveling. I couldn't let Amelia know, I mean, I had no problem with Jess. She was never around so she wasn't really like a girlfriend to me.
“Alright.” Lou said and put his phone back into his pocket. I cleaned the glass from off the floor and threw it away.
“I have to go.” I couldn't get myself more in trouble. I couldn't let anyone know about Amelia. Especially Jess. Maybe I should stop seeing Amelia and not bother her.
**Amelia's Pov**
The bell for the last class had rung and I gather my stuff up and then went to my locker to receive my back pack. Harry would probably be waiting for me. I made my way out of the door and then waited. I sat on the staircase.
20 minutes later
'Harry? Where are you?' I texted him.
No response.
30 minutes.
1 hour.
I know he wasn't coming now. So I had no chance but to walk. I hate him, I really do, He told me he would come and get me. I hope that the kiss didn't effect that. I walked on the sidewalk and down the road. It was getting cold now, He should have told me that he wasn't coming.
Once I got to my house it was empty and I just went to my room and then just cried, I don't know why I was crying, I was just bailed on. I felt useless.
**Harry's Pov**
“Hey,” I pressed my ear to the phone.
“Hey!” She said and sounded a bit excited.
“How have you been?” I asked, it sounded a little awkward.
“Fine, We just landed in Cali.” She giggled.
“Cool.” I said I ran my hand through my hair. I felt so stupid, I didn't want to be with Jess. I mean it just happened.
“I miss you.” She said in a small voice.
“I will call you later, See ya.” I hung up the phone and then sighed. This is such a fucking disaster.
Notes
I know I promised this chapter to be longer, I had been busy all day. My mom had to go to the hospital and I didn't have my computer. I also met an amazing guy today (Besides One Direction) He is a sweet guy and he is the only guy that I can speak to that is amazing.. Well, Ship us.. xDDid this chapter shock you? Did it make you mad? (It made me mad)
I know it wasn't long but you and I know there is going to be some drama going on.
AND DID YOU HEAR One directions new single You and I???? AAhhh!
@laurenbush23
I'm glad its that way. XD.
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