I decided not to dwell on it because he probably didn't feel the same about me.

we had to kick the lads out because we had a meeting with Simon to tell him about you know who.

"Niall lets go were going to be late!" I yelled from the kitchen where I was waiting for him to hurry up and get out here

"coming. who's driving?"

"I am."

we made our way to my car which I loved very much [/IMG]

"what do you think he's going to say."

"well I'm praying that it's not Nessa your fired."

"yea."

the ride was not gonna lie pretty awkward.
Finally we arrived and got put into a waiting room

what felt like hours later Simon opened his door and welcomed us in.

I sat in one of the chairs in front of his desk and Niall did the same. I was silently wondering if this would be the last time I ever sat in these hairs or came into his office but my thinking was cut off

"so what brings you lot here?"

"erm funny story actually." Niall said rubbing the back of his neck

"we should probably come out and say it but please don't fire me that's all I'm asking. um here goes nothing i guess I'm pregnant."

"your what?"

"pregnant as in I'm going to have a-"

"I got that much Nessa do you see what you have done here and are you keeping it?"

"yes I am."

"So Niall why are you here?"

"uh well its my baby."

the look on his face was priceless if I wasn't about to get yelled at I would take a picture.

"I cant believe you two Niall can you leave for a moment."

here it goes I always love you job.

"Nessa I'm not going to fire you but I mean what will you do you have tour coming up for your album."

"I know but I will have her by then."

"and what will you do with this baby while your on tour."

"take her with me of course."

"you can handle all of this."

"yes I can."

"well we will set up how you will tell everyone tomorrow and what will happen on tour and all the publicity."

"I can tell everyone at my interview tomorrow."

"very well then and tell Niall I'll talk to him later."

"okay and thank you so much Simon."
I basically ran out of the door and ran right into Niall

"fancy meeting you here."

"oh you think your so funny what did he say?"

"I'll explain later right now we have to get back to my house."

our parents were flying in from Ireland they thought were just getting everyone together for family time but we were going to tell them about Tegan I was going to tell my mum and dad and Niall his.

I was right scared because my mom hasn't always been there for me and I have been alone for a long time without her but I had to do this.

We got back and set everything up Niall left to wait for his parents at his house so I was alone until a knock came at my door I nervously opened it to see my mum standing there and my dad no where in sight

"mum! come on in wheres dad?"

"oh he couldn't make it last minuet thing with work came up he says to tell you sorry and he loves you."

she said hugging me

"oh that's okay come in come in I have dinner ready and some news to tell you."

"dinner sounds good whats the news?"

"why don't you sit down first."

I said guiding her to the dining table

"what is it Nessa you have me worried."

it's now or never I guess

"well I'm pregnant with Niall daughter."

I gave her a min to take it all in her face went from shocked to angry really quick oh shit. shit Is about to hit the fan.

"Nessa how could you why would you even do this do you see what you have done!!"

she was standing now screaming

"mum I know what-"

"no you don't not only have you disappointed me you have disappointed yourself!"

"I be your pardon ."

"Don't you say that to me Nessa how did this even happen?"

"we were drunk and-"

"you drunkenly had sex with him! I cant believe how slutty you are!"

"mum do not call me that!"

I was getting mad now and quite upset because her words stung like knives

"I will call you whatever I want I am your mother!"

"mum I think you need to leave-
I was cut off by her hand sliding across m right cheek
I immediately reached for my cheek and it felt hot

"Mum! leave!"

"Fine but don't expect to see me again ever Nessa I disown you I would never want Daughter that sleeps with people because shes drunk and then keeps their baby!"

she screamed as she left I slid down the walk in my dining room and cried. cried like I never have before.

About and hour later my phone went off and Niall flashed across the screen


"Niall." I said hiccuping because of how long i had been crying

"Nessa are you okay you didn't call so I wasn't sure?"

"sh-she hates me ." I said through sobs

"do I need To come over?"

"Please."

he hung up so I figured he was coming and ten minuets later someone knocked on my door

"come in." I yelled

the door opened and seconds later I was engulfed by two warm arms

"What happened?"

"she got mad and there was yelling and then she slapped my and dis owned me." I said crying as I relived the moment."

"she slapped you are you okay?"

"yea my cheek hurts but I'm fine."

"lets get you some ice and I'm sure she will get over it."

"she wont Niall she disowned me." I sobbed

he wrapped his arms around me holding me tight again his chest and whispered

" That's alright I'm still here."

Notes

hey guys sorry for not updating i was busy and had major writers block