Her belly was to smooth and round for it to be just weight she had gained which means that she has to be pregnant.
Which is why she must have left.Who could have done this to her and the left her alone.I would kill whoever did this-

And the it dawned on me
I
I did this to her.I go her pregnant.I was going to have a baby.

I backed away from her until I felt my back hit the wall I slid down and held my face in my hands.

It all makes sense now this is why she left.this is why I couldn't see her . this was the big secret she had to tell me.tears streamed down my face this all happened because of bad decisions we made that night.I have never felt so guilty in my life.What were we to do what would everyone say.

so many thoughts were running through my head.

"Niall is that you?"

I looked up to see her standing in front me staring at me.

"you know don't you god I fell so bad I'm so sorry I should have told I feel so bad."

she was rambling on tears now visible in her eyes .I said nothing but got up and hugged her tight we cried together until there were no more tears to cry and we were just hugging in her bedroom

"Nessa."

"yea."

"what are we going to do?"

"I haven't a clue Niall."

I lead her to the kitchen where breakfast was still waiting at the dining table I had her sit down while I made her a plate the way she liked it.she thanked me as I set her plate in front of her and made me own plate I also sat down and we ate. she got out a note book and a pen and titled the note book ' The Plan'
we were going to figure out what we were going to do and write it all down in this note book.
finance wasn't a problem because we both make pretty good money. As far as housing we both want to be around her all the time so we decided to buy a home together and live together in it with her.

"Parents?"

"um we should sit them down and tell them together face to face because telling them over the phone isn't a good idea."

I said as she wrote it all down in the note book her mood was rising I could tell because she was smiling a lot and laughing my mood was rising right a long with hers I missed her and I was happy to be with her again even if we wern't together as much as
I wish we were them time wasn't right just yet.

"Managers?"

"I haven't gotten that far yet."

"I say we just straight up tell them because it wont belong before everyone knows and it will be better if they know before the paps do."

my phone rang and Zayns picture popped up on the screen.

Nessa's P.O.V

he got up and left to another room putting one finger up signaling one minuet
I should have listened to Liam and told him sooner . I felt bad for the way he had to find out.An I really did miss him,

We had decided on Tegan Renee for her name because its an Irish name and were both Irish plus its a really cute name.

What I was most scared of was what would happen when the public found out.

"hey the lads are wondering where I am is it okay if I tell them the news and they come over because they miss you tons?"

"might as well but I need to get changed and do my hair."

while he finished his phone call I went to change and fix my hair.

god could only Imagine what the lads would say about this knowing Louis I knew he would say something dramatic. I guess I took longer than I thought because I heard Louis loud voice ring through my flat.

"wheres preggers?"

I walked out and they all looked at me

"Ness!"

"did you plan that?"

"yes , yes we did." Louis said as he hugged me

"good to see you."

"good to see you to Lou."

"you know perries not really good at keeping secrets because she told me." Zayn said reaching for the next hug

"I'm gonna kill her."

harry stood not saying anything just staring at my bump in awe I was wondering if her didn't believe Niall when he told them I was pregnant but now he knew it was true it must have been a shocker.

"Haz!"

I said as I hugged him

"you really are pregnant."

"no shit Sherlock."
I guess that snapped him out of it because him and everyone else laughed like mad

"hey Liam."

"oh I feel the love."

"I saw you yesterday."

" so how far are you." Louis said

"twenty weeks."

"boy or girl?"

"girl."

"name?"

"Tegan Renee are we done playing twenty questions?"

"no shoe size?"

"Lou!"
I said while laughing I smacked his arm playfully cheeky lad he is.

the rest of the morning was spent on catching up on everyone and everything.
Niall stayed by me side the whole time not leaving for anything and occasionally resting his hand on my bump.I liked this side of him .I had loved him for a long time.I wasn't sure if he was doing this because he felt the same or if it was just because I'm pregnant.

Notes

heres the next one it would have been sooner than now but i stayed up all night writing it and then when i got it all typed out i accidentally pressed the back button and erased it