Secrets

Rachel’s P.O.V

When we get back to the cabin Zayn goes to take a shower. I use this time to gather my thoughts on what is happening. We finally have everything that we wanted. Now it all might disappear. Why did all this have to happen? When Zayn comes out of the shower I am pacing the room like a madman.

"Are you going to be pacing until there is a path worn into the ground or are you going to go take a shower then come to bed with me?" Zayn speaks when I start to walk to the side of the room he is standing on. I stop pacing once Zayn has me wrapped in his arms. "Go get your shower, then we can spend the rest of the night just watching movies in bed. I will make dinner and you can just go and relax. How does that sound?"

“Sounds perfect. You can pick the movie since you thought of the idea. And I won't take no to you picking out the movie as an answer" I say as I make my way to the shower still stressing over my thoughts. How can something so perfect be ruined so fast?

Every little thing is going great. Now that it is everything now has to turn and become the worst possible moments for us. I try to allow the warm water to take the stress away. Normally that helps but not tonight. Am I really stressing this much? Could we possibly be stressing over nothing? I return to the bedroom to find Zayn still not dressed.

“Thought you were going to be making dinner?” I say throwing him some of his clothes. And grabbing one of his basketball jerseys for myself.

“I was going to but I thought we should just order some food and open some of the wine that we bought yesterday. Before you ask yes I did already order the food. It will be here shortly. So you should probably get dressed because I don’t think I should open the door with you in that jersey of mine. You in my clothes does some funny things to me.” Zayn says while putting on the shorts that I threw at him, as I pull on the jersey.

His jersey is really big on me; it could be a dress. But I don’t care. Being wrapped in his scent and his clothes help take away the remaining stress because I can't focus on anything other than Zayn right now. I hear the doorbell ring a little while after we get dressed.

“Guess I better get that considering the little problem you have down under right now.” I whisper in his ear when I turn around in his arms. Because somehow he has managed to slip behind me and pull me in tight without me realizing he is there until I am pulled flush against his skin. This boy will be the death of me more than this mission will kill me.

I return with the food, wine, and wine glasses to find Zayn has removed his shirt that I threw at him.

“You are turning into Harry with how much you take off your clothes. Not that I am complaining. Just I remember you saying that you don’t like to take your shirt off.” I say as he takes the glasses and wine out of my hands and places them on the nightstand.

“Well I figured we were going to be sitting next to each other, and I will be burning hot because I will be sitting next to the hottest person on this planet. Like you said you are not complaining. Admit it you like the view just as much as I like seeing you in that jersey.” Zayn replies once we are both seated on the bed and both of us have our food.

What a charmer.

Zayn’s P.O.V

When we get back to the cabin I head to the shower and try to wrap my head around what was said. How does something go from being the best thing ever to being so worrisome in such a short amount of time. I have the person I know I will want to live with forever now she will have to leave me to go off to fight some battle that she shouldn’t have to fight. How is it that I manage to fall for the one person who I knew would one day have to disappear and possibly never come back? I shake the thoughts from my mind as I strip and take my shower.
When I get out of the shower I wrap a towel around my waist and head out to the bedroom to find that Rachel is pacing around and muttering under her breath. I have to smile at that because it’s something she does that she isn’t even aware she does. It’s one of her quirks that I fell in love with when we first started going out.

"Are you going to be pacing until there is a path worn into the ground or are you going to go take a shower then come to bed with me? Go get your shower, then we can spend the rest of the night just watching movies in bed. I will make dinner and you can just go and relax. How does that sound?"
I say as I stop Rachel from pacing by wrapping her in my arms when she gets within reach of me .

I hear her say something about me picking a movie and not arguing. Yeah like I am going to argue about movies. We like to watch just about the same movies so it really doesn’t matter. I smile thinking of the time when we will be married. And how this is going to be how it is every day. Rachel and I against the world together, and creating some midnight memories. These moments that seem so normal are something that I will treasure forever. They make me believe that nothing is wrong, that we have all the time in the world.

Not long after I order food Rachel comes out of the shower and tosses clothes at me. I really didn’t bother getting dressed because I am burning hot right now. None the less I put on the clothes while she asks me about dinner. I tell her that I thought we should order in and have some wine. I really didn’t want to say it’s because I am being lazy; it’s just that both of us are exhausted and I don't think that we would want to clean up afterwards. When I look over at Rachel I see her pulling on one of the jerseys I always pack. I swallow hard and try to get my composure back a little bit but it is useless. Seeing her in my clothes that are too big for her just drive me insane. I slip behind her and pull her as close to me as I can. The doorbell rings and Rachel makes a quick comment and leaves to get the food. While she is away I take off my shirt since it is burning hot in the room. I hear Rachel muttering again before I even see her. I take the glasses and wine from her and set them aside. Not even looking away from her because I’m afraid that if i blink she will be gone. She makes another little comment that just makes me smile even more.

“Well I figured we were going to be sitting next to each other, and I will be burning hot because I will be sitting next to the hottest person on this planet. Like you said you are not complaining. Admit it you like the view just as much as I like seeing you in that jersey.” I reply when we are sitting on the bed food in hand and film started.

Once all the food is gone and everything is out in the kitchen we settle in for another movie. Rachel is laying with her head on my chest and my arms wrapped around her. I begin to play with her hair when the movie becomes uninteresting to me. The movie isn’t even over when Rachel is asleep. This is how everything will end. Rachel in my arms at night while we watch a movie with our kids, not a single worry about people chasing us, and us just simply enjoying our time. I kiss the top of her head,shut the tv off and go to sleep as well.

Notes

Hello everyone sorry it keeps taking forever to update I got a job and i am a full time student. either way enjoy and please leave feed back.

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G.H