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My Judgement's Clouded

They don't know about us

‘Snow White said when I was young, one day my prince will come.’ – Not like the movies, Katy Perry

So I was currently sitting on a plane waiting for it to lift of and take me and Maddie to England. After Harry had agreed on buying me chips I had argued a bit more but gave in when he gave me his puppy-eye look. I just couldn’t resist that one. I had gone home to Maddie in Malmo and packed up a few things that had been in our apartment there, I mean you can’t just take any clothes to London. I needed my special clothes, with that I mean my fancy clothes. So we were currently sitting on a Ryan Air plan on Sturup (or Malmo Airport) waited to be shipped of to the beautiful London. I was feeling a bit nervous because this was the first time ever I was going to fly. We going to end up at a smaller airport but the boys thought it would be better, since we weren’t supposed to know them. We were going to stay in a fancy hotel, even though Harry wanted us to stay with him and Louis. Harry had given me money so that I could pay for all of this from my account so that no one would find out, I know it is stupid. Who cares about two girls in London? Apparently some people cared a lot.

The boys had left that morning from Arlanda, which is in Stockholm, and were currently in London sleeping. The time was right now nine in the evening in Sweden which meant eight in London, but they had all gotten up at five in the morning to avoid screaming fans. I had gone by train to Malmo, which left Stockholm at eight in the morning. Anyway, I had talked to Harry before and he said they all had made it there fine, it was only a two hour flight, and that they were going to bed early. We spent almost an hour talking and Maddie had gotten really pissed off at me so I had to go. We said goodbye to each other and Harry said that he was going to come to the hotel tomorrow morning. I just hoped that he wasn’t talking about coming before at least 10am. I also asked him if I could talk to Liam but Harry said he didn’t want to talk to me and that he looked really sad. I made a mental note that I needed to speak to Liam when I got there.

Back to the present. Me and Maddie were sitting on the plane and were waiting for it to lift off. I was feeling the urge to pee and sat there cursing myself for not going before. Maddie was smiling at her phone and texting someone, Niall perhaps?

“Who are you talking to?” I smirked at her and tried to take a peek at her phone. She pushed it to her chest and looked offended.

“No one in particular.” She smiled at me and then turned to continue looking at her phone. I sniffled and fake cried a little to make her feel bad. She looked at me and I used my puppy-eyes to make her talk, and it worked. “Fine!” She sighed really loudly and shook her head. “I am texting Niall..” Her voice trailed of when she said his name and the smile on her face got bigger. “He says he misses me and that he can’t wait to see me.” She looked at me with the biggest grin ever and I hugged her tightly.

“I am so happy for you, Maddie!” I leaned back and smiled at her. “Do you think you guys will be official sometime soon?” She frowned a little and looked at her phone.

“I actually don’t know.” She sighed. “I mean I really want to but with you pregnant and everything it isn’t exactly the best time right now.” I looked at her with disbelief and shook my head.

“Don’t do that. I’ve been keeping you from him long enough, made you lie to him and sometimes not talk to him. All because I happened to get pregnant, but that doesn’t mean you have to put your life on hold.” I smiled at her and she smiled weakly back.

“You know I would do it all over again.” She grabbed my hand and looked into my eyes. “I would catch a grenade for ya!” We both laughed at her reference to a Bruno Mars song. After a few moment when we got serious I spoke again.

“You have to do what you want, don’t think about me.” She looked at me sadly. “I will be fine as long as you don’t diss me and stop talking to me.” I winked at her and she let out a weak laugh.

“How could I when you’re my sister.” I smiled widely and pulled her into a hug as the flight crew started the safety video. I leaned back in my seat as Maddie grabbed me hand.

“Here we go…” I whispered feeling the fear of dying creeping up on me. Maddie laughed at my childish self.

“We are going to have so much fun in London!” She almost screamed the words and the couple on the other side stared at us. “We have to go shopping!!”

“Yeah yeah we will.” I closed my eyes and sighed. “If we make it…” I whispered.
About 12 hours later

Maddie and I had arrived safely, thank the heavens, to the airport. We had arrived to the hotel around 11pm (English time) and went to bed straight away. We were both exhausted so we didn’t even explore the room. Anyway we were currently still asleep when the phone rang. Maddie muttered something I couldn’t hear and I got out of my bed. I walked into the living room and picked the phone up and answered it.

“This is Rosanna.” I mentally sighed and wished I could go back to bed, nobody should be calling me at this hour. I quickly looked at the clock and realized it was nine in the morning.

“Hi Miss. There is a Mr. Styles in the lobby. He is asking if he can come up. Should I send him up?” I perked a little hem I heard Harrys last name.

“Yes, of course.” I hung up and walked into the bedroom me and Maddie was sharing. There was two bed in there, so don’t get any ideas. I got dressed and decided not to wake Maddie up, she tends to be cranky the rest of the day if she has to get up before 11. I jumped in a dress, one that still fit me. It was white with flower in all the different colours on it. Just as I got it over my big belly there was a knock on the door. I walked over and looked through the peephole to see who it was. Of course it couldn’t have been anyone other than Harry but still, you have to be cautious. He was leaning against the door frame with sunglasses on and a really good looking cap on, it said Sweden with a Swedish flag. I opened the door and smiled at him.

“Appropriate outfit, Styles.” He smiled a little shyly towards me and then looked at the floor.

“Thought I dress for the occasion.” I laughed and stepped backwards.

“Want to come in then, mister swede-fan?” He laughed at my little remark and nodded. He walked passed me and then turned around as I closed the door.

“This place has a kitchen right?” I thought about it for a second and then shrugged.

“I have no idea. We went to bed the second we came through those doors so I haven’t explore yet.” Harry laughed and looked down the small hallway that was on my right. He then looked back at me with a huge smile and winked, making me blush.

“Well then, lets explore the castle!” He grabbed my hand and started to run down the hall. We stopped at the first door, which was slightly open, and walked inside. It was a beautiful bathroom that had both a shower and a bathtub. I looked at the tub longingly and sighed.

“I want a tub in my bathroom to.” I pouted and went over to run my hands over it. It was huge and pretty deep, which meant if I were to take a bath my bump would be in the water completely. I lifted my head to look at Harry and noticed him looking at me with dark eyes. “What?” I smiled at him and tilted my head to the side. He coughed and scratched the back of his head. Oh gosh, he was blushing.

“Well, it’s just that I was thinking…” He looked at the ground and his entire body showed that he was very uncomfortable. “I was imagining you in…” He pointed to the tub and realization hit me. I blushed madly and gasped.

“Well that mustn’t have been a pretty picture.” I laughed, thinking about how I felt like a growing whale.

“Not exactly…” He whispered the words extremely low so I almost didn’t hear them. I was about to walk past him when I heard is small words.

“Honestly?” He looked up at me, shocked. “I am a human whale right now and you’re thinking about me naked?” I looked at him with disbelief reading all over my face. His face cracked into a smile and he leaned against the door.

“Well a very sexy whale in that case.” He winked at me and wiggled his eyebrows. I gasped a little, blushing at the same time. I started to walk out of the bathroom, deciding that it wasn’t a good idea to stay in there. When I walked past Harry I smiled an evil smile and balled my fist into a ball. As I were just passing him I drew back my arm and punched him slightly in his stomach. And by slightly I mean he bent over from the pain.

“Be careful who you call a whale, Styles.” I continued to walk and found an open archway that led into the kitchen I didn’t know was here.

“But you said that first.” I leaned against the counter and smiled.

“But that doesn’t mean you can call me that.” I pointed my finger at him and shook my head. He just smiled and walked towards me. The closer he got the faster my heart started beating.

“Well for a girl you hit pretty hard.” He winked at me and I smiled in return.

“Aw did I hurt you, Styles?” His smile fell a little as I challenged his manhood. “And to think I didn’t even put any effort into the punch.” I laughed out loud and put my hand on my chest when I couldn’t stop.

“No harm done, love.” He was now getting closer and closer at a sloe pace. He was currently about a meter away and my heart didn’t know how to handle it.

“Are you sure? You don’t want me to take a look.” I placed my hand on his stomach and heard him breathe in a quick breath. He grabbed my hand and looked at our hands.

“Don’t do that.” I smiled, knowing I did something to him. He didn’t sound mad, just cautious.

“What on earth do you mean Harry?” I spoke innocently and raised my other hand to touch his stomach. “I only want to help you with the horrible wound I caused you.” He grabbed my other hand to and placed them against the counter behind me. I smiled even wider when his face came a little closer to mine.

“Gosh you’re impossible!” He put his forehead against mine and sighed.

“Why do you say that?” I tried to sound sad but this was too funny.

“You are teasing me, woman.” He looked me straight in the eye with his beautiful green ones. I leaned a little forward so that my mouth was just inches form his.

“I don’t call it teasing when I am throwing myself at someone.” I breathed out and then backed away. “You’re doing the teasing. You won’t kiss me even though I am this close to you.” I looked at his stomach though about how much I wanted to touch it. He sighed and then I saw him lifting his hand. He grabbed my chin and raised my head so that I was looking at him. He leaned closer and my heart went rapid again. I felt my eyes flutter closed and my breath becoming faster, and he hadn’t even kissed me yet.

“If this is so wrong, why does it feel so right?” I sighed with him as he leaned in to connect his lips with mine. At first the kiss was gentle with only lips. Harry had his hand in my hair and I was clinging to his shirt for dear life. As he moves his hand to my cheek a moan escaped my lips. Harry used that moment to push his tongue into my mouth. I put my arms around his waist as best as I could and he deepened the kiss. He pushed me against the counter and his hands started to wander down my body. When he gently ran his fingers over my breasts I felt my entire body shake. He lingered there for a while before continuing downwards. When he reached the bump that was currently keeping us apart he stopped and leaned back.

“Harry…” I whispered his name and he smiled weakly at me.

“I guess this will be a big reminder that Liam will always have a part of you.” He touched my belly and my baby kicked where he had his hand. He looked up at me and smiled. “That was amazing.” He looked down at my stomach and sighed.

“Harry look at me.” He looked up at me and I put my hand on the side of his face. “Do you want to hear a secret I haven’t told anyone? Not even Maddie.” He nodded and leaned his head into my hand a bit more. “Every time Liam speaks the baby kicks.” He closed his eyes and looked really pained. “But you already knew that.” He sighed again and waited for me to continue. “But what you or anyone else didn’t know that every time you speak or touch me, he/she kicks as well. Every single time Harry.” He had opened his eyes and was now looking at me. I smiled at him sweetly and shrugged my shoulders. “The baby knows that Liam is the father but it also knows that mommy loves Harry.” I was looking at my belly rubbing it. He put his finger underneath my chin and lifted my head up. He looked me deep in the eye and then leaned closer.

“I love you too.” His lips met mine and the kiss wasn’t like the one before. This one was full of love and longing for that love. Just as the kiss started to get heated Harrys phone rang.

“Fuck…” His grabbed it from his pocket and slid his hand over his screen. “Yeah?” The voice on the other end talked for a while. “Fine I’m coming. --- You sent Paul? --- What ever… --- Yeah Yeah I’ll be down there in about twenty minutes.” He took the phone from his ear, hanging up with the person on the other line. He sighed.

“Well I guess you have to go?” I smiled and he nodded sadly.

“That was Zayn, they sent Paul to come get me just to make sure I didn’t bail on them.” I laughed at that, thinking it was cute that they did that.

“Where are you going? Interview?” He grabbed my hand and caressed the back of it.

“Sound check for tonight.” I squeezed his hand and he looked up at me.

“We’ll see each other in a few hours.” He sighed again. “I’ll be the pregnant girl in the crowd.” I winked at him and it earned me a small laugh. He kissed me lightly on the lips and then said bye and left. I stood there in the kitchen for several minutes before Maddie emerged. She looked a little tired but was dressed and ready to take on the day.

“Hello to you, sunshine!” I greeted her and turned around to make coffee.

“I thought he would never leave!” I turned around to look at her.

“How long were you awake before he left?” She smiled at me as I handed her the coffee, it was instant coffee and took two seconds to make.

“Well lets just say that I saw your little make out session and then quickly left after that.” She winked at me and sipped her coffee.

“Oh…” I blushed and turned around to make myself tea. I didn’t like to have coffee in the morning plus I heard it was bad for the baby. But tea with a bit of honey in it was never wrong. Yummy! I looked down in my teacup as I put it down on the table where Maddie where sitting. My mind reeling with several thoughts that didn’t make sense at all.

“What’s wrong Ross?” I hadn’t realized she had been watching me.

“Hm…” I sighed and then decided to tell her. “Harry thinks I’m sexy.” She right out laughed but stopped when she saw my serious stare.

“I am so sorry Ross. Why is that a problem though?” She smiled, trying to stop the laughter.

“The problem is that I am carrying Liams child.” I would’ve slammed my head on the table, but since I couldn’t leaned forward that much I put my head in my hands. I heard her let out a small sigh and I shook my head. “And I find Harry sexy too.”


I loved the story. The ending was so cute! :)
naaah it's fine I'm just going to be subscribed to it to save the wonderfulness lol
Naah I mean dislike very much because I ended the story ;)
Well I mean I would never hate you.... Unless I know you o.O lol