Login with:








Your info will not be visible on the site. After logging in for the first time you'll be able to choose your display name.

My Judgement's Clouded

I won't these little things slip out

My talk to Liam had been really emotionally draining. After he had uttered those four words, We Can Do This, I cried for about twenty minutes. I didn’t know that he felt like that. I didn’t know I wanted him to be there. I just didn’t know. Liam had held me as I cried and kept whispering sweet nothings about how everything would turn out fine. When I felt my tears dry out I realized I had been clinging to his shirt. It was now stained with my tears and it was wrinkled where I had hold on to it. Even though he might think I was annoying I kept my hold and just absorbed the feeling of him. I pulled his smell into my nose and let out a shaky breath. Liam stayed quiet as he just patted my hair and sometimes he kissed the top of my head. After awhile I felt a smile creep onto my face and let go of his shirt. I pulled my arms around him and felt his body freeze and then relax into my hold. He hugged me back and nuzzled his head in my hair.

“Liam…” I whispered very low as I lifted my head to look at him. My eyes were still red from crying and he caressed my cheek and look deeply into my eyes. Since nether of us had moved we were sitting really close.

“Yeah…” He whispered the words just as low as I had and kept staring into my eyes.

“I’m not sure how to say this…” I lifted my hand and caressed his cheek softly. He closed his eyes and I let my fingers gently feel the soft skin that was his eyelids. His lips curled up into a smile and as I let my hand settle on his cheek his eyes opened. He looked really happy, and it’s was beyond me how I could’ve done that. “I just want you to know that I am eternally grateful to you. There are no words that can resemble the feeling I have now.” I smiled towards him and sat up straight. I started fiddling with my hand and stared at my lap.

“I have a feeling that if I say ‘It’s nothing to be grateful for’ you will go on a tantrum.” He laughed a little and all I could do was nod. Yes I would loose it a little, but that was because I didn’t expect him to be there for me. “Rosie, if you ever need anything, you need to call me right away okay?” I looked up at him and sighed. I knew he couldn’t be here all the time but I kind of wanted him to.

“Okay…” I looked deep into his eyes, a part of me still searching for that part of him that is lying. I shook myself mentally and smiled towards Liam. “I heard that you guys were going to spend your free month here in Sweden?” Liam smile grew even wider and I let out a small laugh.

“That is correct.” He leaned back into the sofa and looked at me. “If you’re okay with that of course?” He made it sound like a question and waited for me to answer.

“Are you serious?” I looked at him with very stern eyes and he started to panic.

“Well yeah, I just thought…” I cut him of before he could continue.

“Well now you go and make that stupid mistake again, Liam. If you were really thinking then you would’ve realized when I told you I didn’t want you to leave me alone that I wanted you here. Right?” His expression changed slowly as he took in what I just said to him. Finally a smile erupted onto his face and he looked at me with dangerous eyes.

“That was not a nice thing to do, Rosie!” He started tickling me and I started laughing really hard. When he found my weakest spot I screamed and begged him to stop. Apparently I screamed a little to loud and the rest of One Direction plus two bodyguard came running in.

“What the hell is going on?!” The tallest of the bodyguards yelled and looked at me accusingly. I blushed and looked down at my hands. I thought about what I was going to say and just as I was about to speak Liam beat me to it and spoke up.

“I was just tickling her, guys. No one is getting murdered or anything like that.” He laughed and a second later I heard Harry join him. I looked up and looked at him with confusion in my eyes.

“Haha Ross!” Harry kept on laughing and was now clutching his stomach. “You look so ashamed!” I gasped and hid my face in my hands. I felt Liams hand on my back and I instantly felt more secure.

“Harry, play nice.” Zayn spoke up and when I peaked to look at him he too was smiling widely. I sighed and whished that they would all just disappear but I knew we had to talk to them.

“Yeah it isn’t her fault that she is super attracted to Li-Li!” Louis opened his mouth and that was it for me. If they were allowed to insult me I was going to do the same to them. I looked at Liam with the question in my eyes. I glanced quickly at the boys and then at him. He figured out what I meant and let out a small laugh, and then nodded. I smiled and turned my head towards Louis. My face was still a bit hot from all of my blushing but I had a smug smile on it.

“Well it beats being attracted to you Lou-Lou…” His head snapped towards me and a fake gasp escaped his lips.

“What are you insinuating woman?” I laughed a very fake laugh and put my hand on my chest, a very feminine move.

“Well, let me just say that if I was attracted to you I would be a lesbian. Because nothing with an ass like that can be manly.” I snapped my fingers and got a ‘Amen’ from the rest of the boys. Louis just stood there and stared at me with open mouth. The boys started laughing and I just smiled and nodded towards Louis.

“I think someone over powered Louis!” Niall shrieked and laughed even more loudly after that. I laughed a little to, at the same time I hoped he wasn’t mad at me. We all heard someone clear their throat and it turned out to be one of the bodyguards. When the boys quieted down and looked over to see what they wanted the bodyguards looked at me.

“I have a question for you boys.” The bodyguard spoke as if he was the daddy to all of the boys and before he continued all of them nodded. “Who is she and how long is she staying?” I was taken aback a little and was shocked how forward the bodyguard was. I looked at Liam who saw how insulted I was. He rubbed my back and turned to answer the question.

“Her name is Rosanna and she is pregnant with my child.” I looked at the bodyguard to see his reaction. At first he looked a little pissed of and then he looked happy.

“Of all of you guys I always though Harry was going to be the one who became a daddy first.” They all laughed, except from Harry, and I laughed too.

“Well, you know Paul. Neither of us ever do what is expected of us!” Louis winked at me and I now knew he wasn’t mad at me. I let out the breath I had been holding and just listened to the conversation.

“Anyways, she is just staying here for the day and she’s going home to sleep later.” The bodyguard known as Paul started to exit the room with the other bodyguard and I looked at Liam.

“They are not going to tell anyone right?” He shook his head but called them both back, just in case.

“And don’t tell anyone about this, okay? Not even our manager. We’ll deal with that later.” The both nodded and walked out of the room again. I turned towards Liam and smiled.

“Thank you.” He sighed and grabbed my hand.

“Stop thanking for nothing.” He winked at me and I blushed again. That was when I realized that the boys were in the room as well, mainly because they all made an ‘aaaawwww’ noise. It made me blush even more and then I turned towards Harry.

“Harry.” He was looking at our hands and his gaze shot up to my eyes. I smiled and decided I wanted to play a little with him. “What do you say about we boycott this and steal Liams baby and go live in Asia somewhere?” Harrys eyes lit up and I let go of Liams hand. Harry ran up to me and grabbed my hand which I had reached out to him.

“Let’s go my darling!” He shouted, not to loudly, and pulled me up from the sofa. He hugged me tightly and then leaned back to stare at my belly. “That’s kind of in the way, darling.” He looked up at me and looked concerned, fake concerned of course. “What are we going to do? You cannot travel with that stuck to you!” He pointed at my belly and let out a miserable sound. I tried very hard not to laugh and answered him.

“Oh Darling!” I put my hand on my forehead and pretended to faint. I leaned on the sofa and fanned myself with my hand. “You have to go without me! It is true what you say! I cannot travel with this enormous belly. How cruel life can be…” I whispered those last words and looked around the room. “But you must not travel alone my dear!” I grabbed Harrys hands and looked him sternly in the eye. “Bring Louis with you! He will know what not to do during those cold winter days. If all other fails you can always warm yourself on his enormous behind!” The boys laughed and Louis tried swatting me on my head. I ducked away though.

“I will come back for you darling! I will find you no matter how far away you might be! Because Darling, you light up my world like nobody else!” I leaned in closer and pretended to almost kiss him. But then I looked at Liam and put a hand on Harrys lips. He had been closing his eyes so the shot open when I broke the almost kiss.

“Darling!” I looked at my beloved in front of me and cupped his face. “My baby’s father has seen us! You must leave now or he will kill you!” Harry looked over at Liam, shocked that he was there.

“I will find you my darling! I will fetch our flower and then come back for you!” He kissed my cheek and then grabbed Louis hand. He dragged Louis out of the room and I went to sit on the sofa next to Liam. Him, Niall and Zayn were just staring at me and then out the door.

“Uhm…” Zayn uttered. “Where the heck did they go?” I realized that they didn’t know mine and Harrys codewords so I had to tell them what our flower was.

“Oh right! You don’t know our words! Sorry!” I laughed a little to myself and then rubbed my stomach. “He is going to fetch some chips and dip. Along with some beer and soda for me.” They all looked at me like I was crazy so I just looked back at them. “What?”

“You got all that from the conversation you two just had?” Liam looked at me like I had a bird on my head and I rolled my eyes.

“No, I got that from his words ‘I will fetch our flower and then come back for you’.” I said it matter-of-factly and turned towards the door where Louis came back with the drinks. I looked at the boys in the room and asked them a very important question. “If I ask if we can have a movie day slash night, do I get to choose the movies?” They all looked at me with pain in their eyes and I knew they were going to say yes. I jumped up and began looking around the room. “Where the F is the movies?” Niall laughed at me and went over to the TV and opened a draw. I sighed and rolled my eyes.

“Thank you Niall.” He smiled and then answered his phone which had began ringing. He walked into the other room and I started looking at the film collection. After awhile I heard Harry come back but I didn’t turn around to great him. I kept o searching for the perfect film and found one that I thought the boys would like. I smiled at my own smartness and turned around to face the boys. They were all sitting on the sofa and looked at me with dreading eyes. Niall spoke before I could.

“Maddie is getting on a train to come up to see us.” We all said that that would be great and then the attention was on me again.

“What is the girly movie you’ve picked, Ross?” Louis sighed and looked like he really thought I had picked a girly movie.

“Well since you all thought I was going to choose something girly I picked something I absolutely love!” They all waited with anticipation and they all leaned forward. I counted to three in my head and then revealed the movie choice. I got several gasps and a few WTF. “We are watching The Ring!” I giggled and braced myself, sure I loved this film but it scared the shit out of me.


I loved the story. The ending was so cute! :)
naaah it's fine I'm just going to be subscribed to it to save the wonderfulness lol
Naah I mean dislike very much because I ended the story ;)
Well I mean I would never hate you.... Unless I know you o.O lol