Notorious
An eye for an eye
*KAY POV*
Today was a very difficult and depressing day, it was Jade's funeral and although I tried my best to dress appropriately I was unsure of my outfit choice, I was not allowed to attend my fathers funeral and I'd never lost someone on my side before. The only people to attended Jade's funeral was the gang and I, all the guys in black and Perrie in a long black gown, sobbing into a tissue.
Jade didn't have any family, she just had us and although I wasn't particularly close to her, I still felt the pain of losing her. I remember the first day Perrie brought her the warehouse and we all went clubbing, she was bubbly and didn't belong in our world. I watched Louis trying to keep composed, Jade's death had angered him more than anyone else, he liked her and this was clearly hard on him. Zayn and I were surprised Louis hadn't lost it yet and destroyed the entire graveyard.
I placed a white rose on her coffin as it was lowered into the ground, and as dirt began to cover the coffin, the rose stood out, just like Jade. She was the light and purity in our dark, dirty world. Perrie sprinted towards the car, she was struggling to accept Jade's death and couldn't take anymore, all the boys followed her. I stayed put, a tear running down my cheek, but not for Jade, I would never cry for the dead, I cry for the living.
I looked up from the grave and gazed across the morbid setting, staring at the large tree in the corner I spotted someone hiding behind it, they were facing away from me, watching the gang intently. I hitched up my dress and retrieved my gun from my thigh holster, slowly approaching the tree, the blonde man still and his back to me. My heel dug into a twig, the man swiftly turned round to reveal himself to be Luke and I raised my gun to his head, he heard his hands up in surrender with a shocked expression.
"You sick fuck, coming to start shit at her funeral, any day but her funeral, you bastard" I screamed, struggling to hold back the tears and my raised hand holding my gun began to shake in anger, the trigger slowly tempting my finger.
"I-I... I didn't come to start shit I swear" Luke stuttered, terrified. "I just wanted to pay my respects, please don't shoot me!"
"Pay your respects?" I scoffed, "oh you do have a nerve, it's your fault she's fucking dead" my voice raise through gritted teeth, turning my gun sideways, Luke began to back away but was stopped when he hit the tree.
"I didn't want Ashton to kill her, please, please don't kill me" He begged as he began to shake vigorously.
"I will not kill someone at Jade's funeral, though an eye for an eye right?" Tears began to form in his eyes and he started to resemble a lost puppy. I lowered my gun and headed towards the gang.
"Leave Luke, or I will kill you" I declared, hearing him run in the opposite direction.
I drove a distraught Perrie back to my flat, this week had been rough on all of us and we were all pretty tired of shit. Louis had suggested we go clubbing, he thought it would be the perfect way to celebrate Jade's life and I agreed, I needed to get hammered. Perrie and I started to get ready, picking our outfits and doing our make up. I was very glad for the alone time with her, it had been a while since we had last spoke.
"So...Harry" she wiggled her eyebrows at me mockingly, and I rolled my eyes.
"What about Harry?" I replied bluntly,annoyance clear in my tone.
"Don't play dumb with me Kay, you know what" she poked me in the arm tauntingly, "he is very sexy Kay, a little fun wouldn't hurt" she giggled like a school girl, applying her thick eyeliner.
"Perrie, he is Victor's son for fucks sake!" Even though I hated to admit it, I really wish I could, Harry was gorgeous and I craved to see him shirtless, his tanned chest would look incredibly beautiful. I adored his perfect jawline and thick brown locks, which I longed to run my fingers through whilst riding him.
"Kay!" Perrie snapped, taking me out of my trace and stopping the dirty thoughts of Harry. "All you ever do is bloody zone out on me, Is there just air in your head?" She giggled swatting my arm, "can I borrow this?" She asked holding up my purple midi dress.
"Yes, of course, I'm gonna go get changed" I announced stepping into the bathroom, leaning my back against the door and letting out a deep sigh.
Today was a very difficult and depressing day, it was Jade's funeral and although I tried my best to dress appropriately I was unsure of my outfit choice, I was not allowed to attend my fathers funeral and I'd never lost someone on my side before. The only people to attended Jade's funeral was the gang and I, all the guys in black and Perrie in a long black gown, sobbing into a tissue.
Jade didn't have any family, she just had us and although I wasn't particularly close to her, I still felt the pain of losing her. I remember the first day Perrie brought her the warehouse and we all went clubbing, she was bubbly and didn't belong in our world. I watched Louis trying to keep composed, Jade's death had angered him more than anyone else, he liked her and this was clearly hard on him. Zayn and I were surprised Louis hadn't lost it yet and destroyed the entire graveyard.
I placed a white rose on her coffin as it was lowered into the ground, and as dirt began to cover the coffin, the rose stood out, just like Jade. She was the light and purity in our dark, dirty world. Perrie sprinted towards the car, she was struggling to accept Jade's death and couldn't take anymore, all the boys followed her. I stayed put, a tear running down my cheek, but not for Jade, I would never cry for the dead, I cry for the living.
I looked up from the grave and gazed across the morbid setting, staring at the large tree in the corner I spotted someone hiding behind it, they were facing away from me, watching the gang intently. I hitched up my dress and retrieved my gun from my thigh holster, slowly approaching the tree, the blonde man still and his back to me. My heel dug into a twig, the man swiftly turned round to reveal himself to be Luke and I raised my gun to his head, he heard his hands up in surrender with a shocked expression.
"You sick fuck, coming to start shit at her funeral, any day but her funeral, you bastard" I screamed, struggling to hold back the tears and my raised hand holding my gun began to shake in anger, the trigger slowly tempting my finger.
"I-I... I didn't come to start shit I swear" Luke stuttered, terrified. "I just wanted to pay my respects, please don't shoot me!"
"Pay your respects?" I scoffed, "oh you do have a nerve, it's your fault she's fucking dead" my voice raise through gritted teeth, turning my gun sideways, Luke began to back away but was stopped when he hit the tree.
"I didn't want Ashton to kill her, please, please don't kill me" He begged as he began to shake vigorously.
"I will not kill someone at Jade's funeral, though an eye for an eye right?" Tears began to form in his eyes and he started to resemble a lost puppy. I lowered my gun and headed towards the gang.
"Leave Luke, or I will kill you" I declared, hearing him run in the opposite direction.
I drove a distraught Perrie back to my flat, this week had been rough on all of us and we were all pretty tired of shit. Louis had suggested we go clubbing, he thought it would be the perfect way to celebrate Jade's life and I agreed, I needed to get hammered. Perrie and I started to get ready, picking our outfits and doing our make up. I was very glad for the alone time with her, it had been a while since we had last spoke.
"So...Harry" she wiggled her eyebrows at me mockingly, and I rolled my eyes.
"What about Harry?" I replied bluntly,annoyance clear in my tone.
"Don't play dumb with me Kay, you know what" she poked me in the arm tauntingly, "he is very sexy Kay, a little fun wouldn't hurt" she giggled like a school girl, applying her thick eyeliner.
"Perrie, he is Victor's son for fucks sake!" Even though I hated to admit it, I really wish I could, Harry was gorgeous and I craved to see him shirtless, his tanned chest would look incredibly beautiful. I adored his perfect jawline and thick brown locks, which I longed to run my fingers through whilst riding him.
"Kay!" Perrie snapped, taking me out of my trace and stopping the dirty thoughts of Harry. "All you ever do is bloody zone out on me, Is there just air in your head?" She giggled swatting my arm, "can I borrow this?" She asked holding up my purple midi dress.
"Yes, of course, I'm gonna go get changed" I announced stepping into the bathroom, leaning my back against the door and letting out a deep sigh.
Notes
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