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Worlds Apart

The End of the Beginning

Alayna’s POV:
*2 days before*

“I’m sorry, Harry.” I kissed his forehead and caressed his cheeks. I smiled at his beauty and cried a little. “Promise me, you’ll be fine.” I held his hand one more time and held my grip tighter.

“I’m sorry. I’m weak, stupid and selfish. I’m really sorry.” I caressed his cheeks one last time and stood up. “Goodbye, Harry.” I waved at him, hoping he’ll open his eyes and stop me from leaving.

“I love you. I’ll never stop loving you.” I walked towards the door and held the knob. My hands felt weak and I couldn’t bring myself to turn the knob. “I have to go. I’m sorry, Harry.” I took one last glance and smiled at his perfection. I felt the tears that were falling from my eyes.

“You have to go, Alayna. It’s for the best.” I took a deep breath and pushed myself to turn the knob. “You have to!” I pinched my arms and cried harder. This was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. It was like submerging myself into the water and forcing myself to stay there.

I walked as fast as I could out of the hospital; I forced myself to not turn around and run back to Harry’s side. “For the best, Alayna.” I pushed myself to run, run as fast as I can and not look back.

“I can’t! I can’t just leave like this.” I was halfway back to my dorm room when I broke down. I sat down on the curb and cried harder. I remembered every memory I had with Harry. For the short time I’ve known him, there sure is a lot of it.

I smiled and cried at the same time just running through those memories. For my eighteen years of existence, Harry has been the only one to have touched me like this. “I can’t just leave us like this.” I stood up and looked back and thought about going back.

“Not like this.” I forced myself to run again back to my room. “You can’t go back but you can’t leave like this as well, Alayna.” I thought to myself. After a few exhausting minutes, I finally arrived at my room. I rummaged my room for a piece of paper and a pen.

“Why is everything a mess?!” I got impatient when I failed at finding a working pen and an uncrumbled piece of paper. I tried one more time but I only got the same outcome.

“Can you just let me have this one?! Just this one! Please…” I felt the tears falling down again. “I just want to say goodbye. Just goodbye.” I was hopeless at that moment and I felt like tearing up everything that I come in contact with.

“Finally.” I saw my schoolbag and poured everything in it on the floor. I tore up a piece of paper from one of my notebook and picked up a pencil.

“Done.” I held the paper up and smiled. “One last touch.” I saw my bracelet twinkle in the light and I decided to take off one charm away from it.

I folded the paper and walked out of my room. I thought about going back to Harry but I would have to force myself again to walk away if I did. I decided that Niall was the second best option so I dragged myself down to his place. “This will have to do.”

Harry’s POV:
*Present time*

“Did you see her leave this?” Niall shook his head and I was disappointed at his response. “So no one has seen her, really?” Niall sighed and I know that I shouldn’t get my hopes up.

“No, buddy. I’m hoping that letter will tell us where she is.” I saw the worry in Niall’s eyes. “She’s not ---” Niall shrugged his shoulder and looked down.

“We don’t know but we’re hoping that she didn’t. She’s unpredictable especially on her state right now.” Niall sat down and waited for me to open the piece of paper.

“We want answers as much as you do, Harry.” Niall looked up and I felt more anxious than ever. I opened the paper as gently as possible. A small piece of silver dropped from it even before I completely unfolded the paper.

“What’s that?” Niall sat up straight and I picked it up. “It’s a charm from her bracelet.” I held it up and I felt my heart drop. “It’s a heart. It’s my heart.” I laid it down beside my bed and went back to the paper.

Harry,
Hey, Harry. If you’re reading this then that means you have woken up. Thank God, you did. I know this wasn’t really what you were expecting once you’ve woken up but this is the best that I could do.

First of all, I really want to let you know that you have been the best thing that has happened to me. I know that half of the time we knew each other, it’s either we were fighting or we were both hurting but I’d rather have that rather than not having you at all. I couldn’t imagine life if you hadn’t commented on my opinion about the carwash. If we hadn’t met then, I really don’t know where I’ll be right now. You have changed me; I don’t know if it’s for the better but I know it’s not for the worse.

Seeing you that night in the ambulance fighting death was the worst moment of my life. I don’t know what I would have done if I lost you then. If I was the last person to have seen you alive and if goodbye was the last word that you’d ever hear then I don’t think I could ever forgive myself.

You deserve to hear loving words, Harry. You deserve someone better. You’re that kind of person who would rather be hurt than hurt someone else and that’s why you deserve someone better.

I’m leaving. I’m going back home tomorrow. I know this is the cowardly way of saying goodbye but this is the best that I could do. I have done nothing to you but hurt you in every way possible so I see no reason for me to stay. I love you, Harry. I’ll never stop loving you and I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me for doing this. I hope you’ll find a girl who can love you the way you loved me. Thank you, Harry.

--Alayna


P.S.
Here’s your heart back. I’m hoping I could keep it but it deserves a better owner. Maybe in another life I’ll see you again, and I’m hoping then that destiny could give us a fair chance. I'm hoping then, we wouldn't be worlds apart. I love you.


“Niall, when did you find this?” I stood up, ignoring all my pain. “Woah there!” Niall was pushing me to lie down again but even in my condition, I was stronger than him. “Niall, answer me!” Niall backed away and I was able to stand up on my own.

“Yesterday. I saw it yesterday. Why?” I pulled all the cords that were attached to me and walked towards the door. “Where are you going?” Niall followed me and shut the door even before I had opened it.

“To the airport. Alayna’s at the airport! I have to go!” Niall was shocked at what I just said and he immediately grabbed his coat and we both rushed to his car. “I can stop her for you, Harry. You still have to rest.” Niall opened his door for me and I got in.

“No, I have to do this myself. I’ll be fine.” My whole body was hurting but it was the least of my problems. “I hope she’s still there.” I opened my palm and saw that I was still holding the heart charm that I grabbed before I exited my room. “We’ll get you to your rightful owner.”

“If you’re really for each other, Harry, she’ll still be there. You’ll get her.” I tried to hide my anxiety but with Niall’s reaction, I know that I wasn’t doing well. “Destiny has got nothing to do with this. I’ll get her!”

“I’ll see you inside.” Niall tossed me his extra set of clothes before I got out of the car. “Go get her, buddy.” I immediately stepped out of the car the moment Niall stopped.

“Please be here.” I ran inside of the airport and tried to look for the destination board but there weren’t any planes that were departing for Canada.

“Excuse me. Is there any flights that are departing for Canada?” The lady at the counter nodded and started typing. “This is taking too long.” I turned around and scanned the crowd.

“Blue coat.” I walked closer to the familiar blue coat. “Blue coat!” I ran towards her as fast as I can. “Blue coat! Blue coat!” I grabbed her arm. “Alayna!”

Notes

Hey, guys! So, as you can see from the title, this is the last chapter. :( I know this is weird but I actually got a trailer made for this story x (credit to tommolust.tumblr.com). I'm hoping you could check that out. :)

Thank you so much for subscribing to this story. This was my first time writing so this was kind of a big deal to me and I was glad that a lot of you guys enjoyed my story. :)

So since I enjoyed writing a lot, I decided that this story deserves a part two. Yes, you read it right. I will write a part two and will be uploading the first chapters next week so I hope you guys will give that one a shot too. I hope all of you guys who subscribed here will do the same for the next part. :D

I love all of you guys and I'm hoping to here from all of you next week in my next story. :)

--Adelle :)

Comments

@Caitlyn345
You can read Shooting Star here http://www.harrystylesfanfiction.com/Story/6660/Shooting-Star/ . Hope you'll like it. :)
Guys! I have posted the part 2 of "Worlds Apart". If you do wanna read it, here's the link http://www.harrystylesfanfiction.com/Story/6660/Shooting-Star/ . Hope you guys like it and don't forget to leave some comments. I love hearing from all of you guys. :) <3
I was wondering if you can send me the link to shooting star? Thanks :)
@Delaneydirectioner
Aww, thank you so much dear. :)
This stry is amazing!!! i cried at the end its sooo touching... cant wait till the sequel