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Kaidance pov.

This is wrong just stop!!!!
But your drunk and he's hot!!!
Am I saying I should just let him screw me????
No.
I can't.
I'd be a slut. Fans would hate me.
How would they even know!?
Look how far this has gone though, theres no turning back.
I'd always ended up heartbroken with guys. Thats why I stopped getting boyfriends and have been single for a year now. Jessica has been trying to get me in a relationship for a couple months but Im not interested.
why?
Because im not ready to be in a unhappy state.
I stopped.
Niall got on top of me and kissed me down my neck.
were we going to do it!!????


The morning after
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kaidance pov.

I woke up. With a headache ugh the hangover began. I looked to my side to see a sleeping guy.
wait who is that? Is he naked???????
Why am I in my lingerie next to him?
It was Niall Horan. As in Harry's friend. The hot one from the club last night.
Shit.
I had someone explaining to do. Jessica would be pounding me with questions after walking out of the club last night with him. I got up collecting my clothes off the floor. "Good morning" I jumped at the sound of his voice. I turned around to see him getting his clothing on fast. As I stood half naked in the middle of his room, struggling to find out what happened last night. " Trying to get out of here fast, huh?" He said. I looked at him with a are you kidding me face, "well yeah I should get home, you know dressed" I said. He gave me a weird look, " ok, you want a ride?" He said.
oh shit my car is parked a block away from the club. I'd probably have a ticket when I arrived.
" If you don't mind you can give me a ride and in the car you can please explain what happened last night!?" I said. "Oh you don't know..." he said. I shook my head slipped on my clothes and he drove me to my car. After 6 minutes of silence, he finally spoke.
"You know we uh..... made out and well you know" he said.
I looked over at him suddenly remembering the moans and his sloppy thrusts.
I remembered yelling his name. The only thing I don't remember is if we used protection!!!!!
I started to panic. " Are you ok? You look like you've seen a ghost. " Niall" I croaked out. "Yes" he said. " Did you use protection!?". I looked at him waiting for an answer. "Oh um" he said, quietly. I glared at him, I was drunk he was controlling the sex he should have known better!! I was now angry at him as he parked the car close to mine. How could he not even say anything!!!!!!!
I tried to stay as calm as possible. " You do know that im not on birth control?" I managed to say. He just looked at me. Sitting there. " Im taking you out to dinner tonight, I'll be by at 7 ok?" He said. " Sure you owe me something" I said giving him a cold glare. I stepped out of the car slamming the door and walking off to my car. I got in checking my phone I had 4 missed calls and 2 text messages of course from Jessica. I dialed her number and put the phone to my ear waiting for her to answer. " Oh no you answer" she said. "Im on my way to your house right now!" She said. " Ok im on my way home". I hung up and sighed well driving off. When I opened my apartment door Jessica was sitting on the couch " wow your a mess!" She said. " Thanks that makes me feel sooo good!" I said sarcastically. " So how was it with Niall?" She said. "What!?" I replied. " Oh shut up Kaidance im not an idiot the way you look seems like Niall gave you a good time last night!" She yelled. I sat down and kicked off my pumps and undid the zipper on my dress as I walked intl my room. I yelled to Jessica " He's taking me to dinner tonight at 7!". She jumped up in joy " Im doing you makeup and helping you pick an outfit out!!!!". "Whatever you say" I yelled back hopping into the shower. When I got out I took off my left over makeup mess on my face then walked into the kitchen grabbing a snack.
At 6 Jessica walked back into my apartment with bags of makeup, like I had a photoshoot and she was my makeup artist. Then she motioned me to the bathroom as I sat on the counter she applied makeup and did my hair. When she was all finished I looked in the mirror, I had a nude look on me with nude lips as I always liked. She walked into my closet shuffling through clothes after 15 minutes she walked back out and it was almost time to go. She walked out with black stilettos which I loved!!! And leopard print leggings with a black flowy shirt and a black clutch. I slipped into the clothes and glanced at the clock it was 6:57 I checked myself in the mirror as there was a knock at the door. Jessica rushed over to get it I walked out of my bedroom and made my way to the door. Niall looked at me up and down and then said " Wow! You looking stunning and gorgeous!" I smiled back at him.
Niall took my hand and led me to his car and helped me in.
"So where are we going?" I asked. "Somewhere" he replied well smiling he kept his eyes on the road. He looked pretty good himself tonight and he was my date. "You looked good tonight too" I said to him. He smiled as he parked and helped me out we were suddenly surrounded by arrogant papparazzi. Niall took my hand leading me through them they were shouting questions Niall told me not to talk to them so I didn't. They kept asking if we were dating and a couple one of them told me I was a slut. Wow words like that hurt but I ignored them walking into the restaurant.
It was a really nice place as we were seated I saw the papparazzi still trying to get a glimpse of me and Niall.
I looked at him as he took my hand and leaned over kissing me, his soft lips were magical. We ate and talked about friends family Jessica and fame. He really did know Jessica well since Harry was his bud. He told me about Liam, Louis, and Zayn they all seemed nice. Then he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said "yes" he was adorable. Then we walked out from dinner at 8:45 he took me back to his flat, I loved staying with him. We watched a movie and he gave me his sweat pants and shirt to change into. We didn't have sex because I needed to cool down from last night. But we did passionately kiss a lot he was a really good kisser. Then I slept in his bed in his arm cuddled up. I fell asleep in my boyfriends arms. I loved the thought that he was mine and I was his.

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