How to love

"mum, i already told you last time that if they did this to her again i would punch them both" i say wispering into the phone so i dont wake cambria. My mum thinks that me punching claudia and niall was wrong, like what the hell they could have killed her!!! " you know what, whatever i can not take your crap right now goodbye" as soon as i hang up, i see cambria sit up on my couch. I walk over to her and hand her a glass of water and advil. "How ya feeling love" "my head is killin me, what happened" It really hurts seeing here like this. "Wellll..... you see i saw them kicking you so i went over there cussed them out, then... punch them both in there pretty little girl faces." "CAROLINA!!! I told you not to do that you could have gotten in huge trouble." " I kinda did. I got 3 days of bein banned from school and claudia and niall got 1." i couldnt help but laugh because the look on her face was so confused. "Anyway after your beating i picked you up and brought you here, youve been sleeping for about a day now" "ohhhhkkkaaayy" i think that was a yawn but you know. "Cambria i have to go to work are you gonna be ok here alone tilll 4" I was a little worried about her but i still have to pay the bills. "Ya ill be ok Lina" "ok, bye love see you at 4" ( cambrias pov ) Well this should be fun 5 straight hours all alone, in my best friends apartment, alone. I get up slowly making my way to the kitchen. i grab one of her nives and caarfully make 6 cuts, one for every punch kick and slap i got. just as i was about to make the 5th one some one burst through the door. I think i got wip lash from turning around so fast. When i turn around guess whos face i see, the one and only niall horan. I shreek "WHAT THE HELL NIALL!!!! I look at his face hes smirking. evil. "Pay backs a bitch" Then i see his face fall to my arm and that smirk turns into horror. i quikly try to cover it up but its to late he rushs over to me and grabs my wrist. I here an earslitting scream then i realize it was mine. He rushes me over to the sink to wash the blood off, i dont know what the hell got into him becauses hes suposed to be beating me. Once hes done he looks at me with so much saddness in his eyes you could fill an ocean with it. "Cambria.. di-d I d-o this to y-ouu?" he says pointing to my wrists. "no.. " i lie " just get out or beat me and leave, i deserve it" I am worth less "You do not deserve this, in fact i dont even know why we bully you, you are so beautiful and smart and you need to know that!" What the ....? " Dont you EVER, ever cut your beautiful skin again!" and before i could say a word he was gone. So i just sat there and cried, cried because i was confused. ( nialls pov ) WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED? I am beating my self up beacuse now i know just how stupid i am. I let that beautiful girl hurt her self because of me and my slut of a girl friend!!!!! I know what i have to do now, I have to fix her. I have to fix what i broke.

Notes

sorry for the short update and ik i didnt keep my awsome 2 chapter promise :( im sawwry