Lover Not A Fighter
Chapter 2
Aqua's POV
Today I woke up earlier at like 9:30am cause I knew it's Sis n Bro Day. God I might be 18 but I really love spending time with Rach she's such a great sister. We tell each other EVERYTHING it might be too much but we have to be close as we are literally the only ones in this family getting along. I went in the bathroom got a shower and did all of my other usual bathroom business.
After I left my bathroom I walked up to my closet to pick something out to wear. I really quickly got dressed in my outfit (http://www.polyvore.com/sis_bro_day_aqua/set?id=113486548). Im still a bit tired so I though that laying down on my cozy bed will be a good idea. I soon drifted off to a dreamless nap.
I was soon woken up by my door opening meaning Rach is in my room. I kept my eyes closed to see what she'll do, she is really crazy so it might be fun! I heard something getting set on my desk and soon the smell of fresh coffee and chocolate chip pancakes attacked my nose. I could feel my bed sink meaning she is now sitting next to me. God im scared haha last time she nearly broke my arm by jumping on me. I slowly opened my eyes to see this little creature snuggling into my covers. Aww! shes so cute! She's much smaller than me meaning I feel huge next to her.
When she saw that I was awake a smile crept on her little face making me chuckle at how innocent she looks. "Morning, Rach" I said with my morning voice.
Rachael's POV
"Morning, Rach" he said in his raspy morning voice. "Oh so you finally awake!" I cheered doing my little happy dance, earning another chuckle from him. "Someone's in a good mood? I wonder why, is today anything special? Someone's birthday or something?" No way he forgot?!?! God he probably grew-up from the sis n bro stuff. Well that's upsetting. "Well yeah Im in an okay mood, but no I don't think anything special is on today" I answered trying not to sound upset. "How come today's not special?! It is! It's Sis N Bro Day remember?" he asked getting a little worried that I forgot hah me? I never forget things like that! "OMG! I thought you forgot you asshole! haha so get yo ass off that bed and enjoy your pancakes and coffee."
While he was eating I decided on checking my twitter and other social networking sites. Well something I was expecting. People calling me fat, ugly, goth, emo, worthless piece of shit. So... people really need to find new words to try and cyber bully me haha the old one's stopped working 10 years ago!
I still don't get how people bully me but love my brother. It's really strange are they jealous or something? It's not that Im stopping him from dating the sluts from my year. He thinks the same of them as I do! As I waited for Aqua I got all my needed stuff and covered my arms with bracelets so you cant see my scars and raw cuts from last night. I know I should have stopped even Aqua was begging me to stop but I cant i love that the physical pain is taking away my mental one.
When Aqua finally got out all ready and that, I took my keys, phone and wallet and stuffed them in my jeans pockets while he put his converse on. We quickly jogged to his car as it was still a little cold. When we got in Aqua's he quickly turned the heating on while laughing cause none of us took a jacket, regrets!
In the cinema we decided for some comedy type of stuff 'Lego Land' sounds good.
When the movie finally finished we were in tears! Wow, that was funny "Frozen yogurt or ice-cream?" I asked as we jogged to his car. "Ice-cream no other options haha" Aqua really likes ice cream and our favorite are bubblegum or blueberry! Yes blue is our most loved color, dont judge!
"So anything new been happening? Any girls? How are your pals?" I asked, we were awful quiet today. "Well you know we're moving out, no, no new girls or old, so Im still single. Oh my pals they're great, they've been asking about you lately!" He answered all my questions nice. "Yeah moving out, what do you think about it?" I ask pretty curious as Im excited. "Well at first it was a shock just like to you, but I guess it will be an adventure right? trying something new out haha!", "So are excited about it?" he quickly added. "Actually, very excited. I might start a new life, everything will be different and that cool!" I half shouted that, Yes im very excited!
When we arrive at our favorite ice-cream place, the moment we step in the shop the smell of different ice-creams flavors knock us back a bit. "Wow, I love the smell in here" I wispered as we walked up to the counter to order. "What would you like today Rach, Aqua?" Jamie the girl that works here knows us so she just uses our names she alright I guess. Before I had a chance to speak Aqua got to bubblegum and blueberry mix! "You know me too well" I hit his arm playfully, but that's when he noticed my arms, my scares and raw cuts! OOPS! I should have covered up better!
"Rach..." he trailed off but sounds so upset and worried. "why?" he asked sternly, knew that I would have to answer no matter what. "Well it just ..." I got cut off by Jamie giving us our ice-cream. "It just what? come on lets talk in the car" he said very camly, thats why i love him he doesn't shout at me for no reason.
When we got in the car I explained to him all of what was happening. Twitter hate, my worries about moving, the pain I was going through, everything and anything he'd ask for. When we got home I started walking up straight to my room. I could feel Aqua following me, he got worrying sick about me. "Rach give me them" he said catching me off guard making me trip over my bed and fall face first on the floor. I saw he was trying to hold back his laughter but failed miserably and I started laughing aswell. "Ok now Rach give me them" he said that in such a commanding. I knew what he's talking about but I didn't want to give him my razors, they were they other thing that made me happy just after Aqua on first place. "Give you what?" I asked but saw it was no need he knew where he'd find them and that where he looked. "Are these all?" He asked very worried. "No..." I muttered under my breath praying that he doesn't hear but he did. "Then give me the rest. Im doing it to help you. I dont want you to cute you beautiful skin" as he said that the tears were now threatening to fall down but i kept them in. "They're in the bathroom cupboard with the mirror on it" I kind of a whispered that but knew he heard.
He took all my razors and went to his room but returned seconds later. "Thank you" He whispered hugging me tight. I hugged back wondering why would he thank me and for what. Just as if he could read my mind he answered my questions "Thank you for always being there for me and an awesome sis, for trusting me, for still loving me and most importantly for helping me as much as I help you" with this some tears were rolling down my cheeks straight on his top. "Those are happy/love tears you know. I love you brother, and thanks to for always trying to do your best to help me and I promise I will never cut again" I said as I looked into his big blue eyes with my blue dull eyes. "Oh and you're my biggest role model you know that right?" I smiled as I saw his eyes getting glassy. "Yeah sissy" he answered.
"So maybe lets start get packing and that we have like 4 days left" I said as i looked around my medium sized room. "Yeah good idea but I wish they told us earlier" He smirked ending the sentence. "What? why?" I asked a little surprised. "So we could throw a huge party and invite the whole town over" he laughed and I joined in "Yeah that would be fantastic hahah but lets not!" I giggled and he frowned.
With that he was out of my room so I could start packing up, I have LOTS to do!
Today I woke up earlier at like 9:30am cause I knew it's Sis n Bro Day. God I might be 18 but I really love spending time with Rach she's such a great sister. We tell each other EVERYTHING it might be too much but we have to be close as we are literally the only ones in this family getting along. I went in the bathroom got a shower and did all of my other usual bathroom business.
After I left my bathroom I walked up to my closet to pick something out to wear. I really quickly got dressed in my outfit (http://www.polyvore.com/sis_bro_day_aqua/set?id=113486548). Im still a bit tired so I though that laying down on my cozy bed will be a good idea. I soon drifted off to a dreamless nap.
I was soon woken up by my door opening meaning Rach is in my room. I kept my eyes closed to see what she'll do, she is really crazy so it might be fun! I heard something getting set on my desk and soon the smell of fresh coffee and chocolate chip pancakes attacked my nose. I could feel my bed sink meaning she is now sitting next to me. God im scared haha last time she nearly broke my arm by jumping on me. I slowly opened my eyes to see this little creature snuggling into my covers. Aww! shes so cute! She's much smaller than me meaning I feel huge next to her.
When she saw that I was awake a smile crept on her little face making me chuckle at how innocent she looks. "Morning, Rach" I said with my morning voice.
Rachael's POV
"Morning, Rach" he said in his raspy morning voice. "Oh so you finally awake!" I cheered doing my little happy dance, earning another chuckle from him. "Someone's in a good mood? I wonder why, is today anything special? Someone's birthday or something?" No way he forgot?!?! God he probably grew-up from the sis n bro stuff. Well that's upsetting. "Well yeah Im in an okay mood, but no I don't think anything special is on today" I answered trying not to sound upset. "How come today's not special?! It is! It's Sis N Bro Day remember?" he asked getting a little worried that I forgot hah me? I never forget things like that! "OMG! I thought you forgot you asshole! haha so get yo ass off that bed and enjoy your pancakes and coffee."
While he was eating I decided on checking my twitter and other social networking sites. Well something I was expecting. People calling me fat, ugly, goth, emo, worthless piece of shit. So... people really need to find new words to try and cyber bully me haha the old one's stopped working 10 years ago!
I still don't get how people bully me but love my brother. It's really strange are they jealous or something? It's not that Im stopping him from dating the sluts from my year. He thinks the same of them as I do! As I waited for Aqua I got all my needed stuff and covered my arms with bracelets so you cant see my scars and raw cuts from last night. I know I should have stopped even Aqua was begging me to stop but I cant i love that the physical pain is taking away my mental one.
When Aqua finally got out all ready and that, I took my keys, phone and wallet and stuffed them in my jeans pockets while he put his converse on. We quickly jogged to his car as it was still a little cold. When we got in Aqua's he quickly turned the heating on while laughing cause none of us took a jacket, regrets!
In the cinema we decided for some comedy type of stuff 'Lego Land' sounds good.
When the movie finally finished we were in tears! Wow, that was funny "Frozen yogurt or ice-cream?" I asked as we jogged to his car. "Ice-cream no other options haha" Aqua really likes ice cream and our favorite are bubblegum or blueberry! Yes blue is our most loved color, dont judge!
"So anything new been happening? Any girls? How are your pals?" I asked, we were awful quiet today. "Well you know we're moving out, no, no new girls or old, so Im still single. Oh my pals they're great, they've been asking about you lately!" He answered all my questions nice. "Yeah moving out, what do you think about it?" I ask pretty curious as Im excited. "Well at first it was a shock just like to you, but I guess it will be an adventure right? trying something new out haha!", "So are excited about it?" he quickly added. "Actually, very excited. I might start a new life, everything will be different and that cool!" I half shouted that, Yes im very excited!
When we arrive at our favorite ice-cream place, the moment we step in the shop the smell of different ice-creams flavors knock us back a bit. "Wow, I love the smell in here" I wispered as we walked up to the counter to order. "What would you like today Rach, Aqua?" Jamie the girl that works here knows us so she just uses our names she alright I guess. Before I had a chance to speak Aqua got to bubblegum and blueberry mix! "You know me too well" I hit his arm playfully, but that's when he noticed my arms, my scares and raw cuts! OOPS! I should have covered up better!
"Rach..." he trailed off but sounds so upset and worried. "why?" he asked sternly, knew that I would have to answer no matter what. "Well it just ..." I got cut off by Jamie giving us our ice-cream. "It just what? come on lets talk in the car" he said very camly, thats why i love him he doesn't shout at me for no reason.
When we got in the car I explained to him all of what was happening. Twitter hate, my worries about moving, the pain I was going through, everything and anything he'd ask for. When we got home I started walking up straight to my room. I could feel Aqua following me, he got worrying sick about me. "Rach give me them" he said catching me off guard making me trip over my bed and fall face first on the floor. I saw he was trying to hold back his laughter but failed miserably and I started laughing aswell. "Ok now Rach give me them" he said that in such a commanding. I knew what he's talking about but I didn't want to give him my razors, they were they other thing that made me happy just after Aqua on first place. "Give you what?" I asked but saw it was no need he knew where he'd find them and that where he looked. "Are these all?" He asked very worried. "No..." I muttered under my breath praying that he doesn't hear but he did. "Then give me the rest. Im doing it to help you. I dont want you to cute you beautiful skin" as he said that the tears were now threatening to fall down but i kept them in. "They're in the bathroom cupboard with the mirror on it" I kind of a whispered that but knew he heard.
He took all my razors and went to his room but returned seconds later. "Thank you" He whispered hugging me tight. I hugged back wondering why would he thank me and for what. Just as if he could read my mind he answered my questions "Thank you for always being there for me and an awesome sis, for trusting me, for still loving me and most importantly for helping me as much as I help you" with this some tears were rolling down my cheeks straight on his top. "Those are happy/love tears you know. I love you brother, and thanks to for always trying to do your best to help me and I promise I will never cut again" I said as I looked into his big blue eyes with my blue dull eyes. "Oh and you're my biggest role model you know that right?" I smiled as I saw his eyes getting glassy. "Yeah sissy" he answered.
"So maybe lets start get packing and that we have like 4 days left" I said as i looked around my medium sized room. "Yeah good idea but I wish they told us earlier" He smirked ending the sentence. "What? why?" I asked a little surprised. "So we could throw a huge party and invite the whole town over" he laughed and I joined in "Yeah that would be fantastic hahah but lets not!" I giggled and he frowned.
With that he was out of my room so I could start packing up, I have LOTS to do!
Notes
Well hello there! Chapter 2 is here!
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2/19/14