When In Cancun

After exchanging goodbyes with the rest of the guys and their girlfriends I took the lirr out to Long Island. I could have had Tyler come and pick me up but I felt bad and taking the train on my own can be pretty relaxing. Once I pulled into the station he was waiting for me in the small black car. I ran to him giving him a big hug before getting into the car.

When I got home my parents were out with another couple but Bella and Bonnie were watching movies in the den. I quickly ran up to my room and changed into sweats before joining them on the couch in front of the large screen TV. Just as I plopped down and was about to get comfortable a deafening scream filled my ears and before I knew it a large weight crushed me pushing me further into the couch. Freaked out, I looked up to see Bonnie as the culprit who tackled me. She stared at me creepily before pushing her lips against mine. Ew what the fuck!? I tightened my lips together and pushed her off of me and she landed on the carpet with a loud thud.

"What the hell Bonnie?" I screamed as I wiped my mouth. Bella was cracking up on her corner of the couch.

"Niall Horan kissed your lips and now so did I!" She squealed. "I kissed something Niall kissed! I can die happily now!" Bonnie sighed from the floor.

"Oh my god you guys seriously are nuts." I laughed. We continued the sappy movie they were watching although I found it hard to pay attention since I could feel Bonnie creepily staring at me. I was honestly getting freaked out especially since she was sleeping over. Definitely locking my door tonight.I started to drift off to sleep around the part where the guy ran after the girl to confess his undying love and other bullshit. I was about to slip unconscious when I felt the couch dip next to me and the next thing I knew a bright flash was in my face contrasting with the darkness of the room. My eyes squeezed together out of instinct and I heard the snap from a photo being taken.

"Yes! Definitely tweeting this!" Bonnie cheered. I groaned and rolled over so my face was in the cushion. "Alright lets get serious here." Bonnie states as I heard her walk towards the corner of the room and suddenly the lights were all on. I huffed and shifted to my side so I was facing them and they were both sitting up looking at me excitedly. I should have stayed in the fucking city.

"Whats going on with Niall?" Bella asked practically bouncing in her seat.

"Huh?" I questioned. "Nothing."

"Oh come on! We know you were with him today its all over the gossip sites." Bonnie countered.

"Yeah you guys were eating at the old diner dad used to take us to. And then theres a photo of him in some grandma head cover thing and you guys were holding hands." Bella added. Wow these paparazzi people work fast. I felt really creeped out that people were practically following me today, it was not a pleasant feeling.

"Were just friends." I shrugged and bit my lip uncomfortably.

"Bullshit!" They both called me out.

"Fine," I groaned and sat up. "He wants to get back together but I don't think I can just yet so were starting as friends and seeing where it goes. Happy?"

"No. You have to take him back. You know you want to."

"Yeah nobody likes when Niall's sad."

"He did this to himself." I rubbed my eyes with the heels of my palm. They were beginning to stress me out.

"Well he's sorry right?" Bonnie asked.

"I mean, yeah I guess so but-"

"Do you want to forgive him?" Bella asked this time. I looked down at my lap and rubbed my thumbs together nervously. "Do you?" She pushed again.

"Yes." I sighed. " I just need time to get over it completely. And he needs to know that he was wrong and that he can't treat me that way. If I go crawling back he'll think he can do it again."

"No he won't. He knows he was wrong and he didn't mean to. Give the guy a break."

"Look I appreciate you guys trying to give me advice but I don't need it. I know where I stand with this situation. I'm still hurt and if I take him back while I'm upset with him then that definitely won't end well. I won't just 'give him a break' because he's some big shot boy band star. He's still just a guy who doesn't deserve special treatment. I'm already giving in to him more than I should, I mean I kissed him for crying out lo-"

"Ahhh!" They both squealed. "You kissed him again! When? Today? Me and Niall both kissed the same person today!" Bonnie practically hyperventilated.

"Okay, Goodnight you two." I got up from the couch, having enough of their shit for one night. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed the box of Oreos before walking up to my room and locking the door. I should have stayed in the city or even at school. At least then I could have continued my ignoring Niall and moving on faze. It's going to be so much harder now that I've seen him and spent time with him again. I just want to go back in time and be with him again. I miss all our small little moments that made my heart swell. His cute romantic gestures. The way he would take any chance he could to sneak in a kiss or just to have some form of body contact even if it was just a hand on my knee. I started to get emotional thinking about it and before I knew it a whole row of Oreos were gone.

There was a knock at my door and I groaned. "Go away Bella." I yelled chucking the package of Oreos at my door but it didn't even make it half way.

"It's Kalie." She called, voice muffled by the door. My mood picked up slightly at the thought of seeing my friend. Kalie goes to community college so she's home mostly all the time. She hates it but I know she's planning on transferring to a school in the city next semester. I got out of bed and dragged myself to the door. "Hi!" She smiled pulling me into a hug after I opened the door for her.

"Hi," I said back not nearly as cheerful as her.

"Oh good to see you too." She joked before walking over to my bed and laying down. "I'm sleeping over tonight. Tara called and said you were home."

"Okay, cool." I said picking up the Oreos since I realized I wanted some more and joining her on the bed.

"Want to talk about it?" She asked, knowing by my mood that something was up.

"Not really," I sighed.

"Okay then we wont." She said shoving a cookie in her mouth. I was glad she was there with me. Kalie's the kind of friend who won't pry you if your not in the mood to talk about your problems. She's the one who is always looking to cheer you up and distract you. Thats what I love about her.

I woke up the next morning to Kalie's loud breathy snoring. Remember when I said what I loved most about Kalie? Well the thing I can't stand about her is her obnoxious snoring. It doesn't always happen mostly just when she stays up late which is what we did last night.
I grabbed my yellow stuffed care bear, Sunny, that I've had since before I was born and whacked her harshly in the head.

"Mehh go away." She groaned rolling over. I continued to hit her because I was bored and wanted to get up and do something. "I'm up fuck I'm up!" She grabbed Sunny and chucked him across my room and I fake pouted holding back my laugh.
We both walked downstairs starving and ready to make some food. It's Sunday so Mrs. Danby has off. I was a little sad since I really didn't feel like cooking after all that I've done at school. We decided just to have some cereal so I poured myself a large bowl of cocoa puffs and Kalie had fruit loops.

"Emma! Get in here now! You have to watch this!" I heard Bella call from across the house, I'm guessing she was in the den. We put our dishes in the sink and walked to the den where Bonnie and Bella were cuddled on the couch watching the television with such focus you'd think their life depended on it. I furrowed my eyebrows and followed their gaze to the television and sure enough it was the One Direction Interview on The Today Show.
I took a seat on the couch as did Kalie and I watched probably more intently than the two crazy girls next to me.

"So do you guys write most of your music? Or are there outside writers involved?" The interviewer asked.

"No we pretty much write most of our music, especially for this next album were working on. Niall has actually recently written a few songs right?" Liam answered and looked at Niall for reassurance.

"Um Yeah, I've just been dabbling with a few things. I've got some songs written." He confirmed. My heart fluttered at his voice, and I wondered if any of the songs were about me.

"Ah I see, so I have to ask. Has there been an inspiration for this desire to write Niall?" The interviewer asked smirking a bit. Niall's cheeks turned bright red and he looked adorable.

"Yes, there actually has." He smiled a bit to himself as if he was thinking about something.

"Interesting, so would this happen to be a certain girl who you've been spotted with in the past few days?" Niall smiled and nodded again and all the boys made 'ooo' noises or clapped their hands. My heart fluttered, i've been spotted with him the past few days, yesterday and then leaving the karaoke bar friday night. Could he possibly mean me? I just wanted to call him and ask or run to him and kiss his adorably flushed cheeks and then his soft lips. That's when my heart stopped and I felt like I was crushed with a thousand bricks. A photo of Niall and Demi Lovato from the event last night popped up on the large screen behind them. They were holding hands and laughing and they looked very comfortable like there was definitely something going on.

"And would this mystery girl happen to be your ex- girlfriend, potentially current girlfriend, the beautiful Demi Lovato?" The interviewer asked with pride from figuring it out. Niall's eyes widened and he turned around to look at the screen of the photo of him and Demi. He turned back around and looked panicked. "Oh no reason to worry Niall! The fans love Diall! Do we not?!" A loud roar of cheers bursted from the sea of fans surrounding the glass window behind the set.
"I wrote a song too!" Zayn shouted trying to take the attention off the nervous Niall. "It's about my fiancé!" He smiled wide at the interviewer who now took a lot of interest in Zayn.

"No there's no way." Bella said snapping me out of my trance. "Trust me we would know. Niall and Demi are only friends now."

"Now?" I asked nervously.

"Yeah they used to date for like a year. It wasn't actually confirmed but all directioners knew it was true. I mean there were always pictures of them kissing and stuff." Bonnie told me. So she is the celebrity ex that he told me about in Cancun.

"Let me look this up." Bella took out her phone and started tapping away and her face turned concerned. I grabbed the phone from her hand and looked through it. It was another one of those stupid gossip sites that seem to control my life these days.

Niall Horan and Demi Lovato rekindling their flame?

We smell some Diall brewing. The pair has been seen twice this past weekend in New York City. Friday they were spotted on a romantic dinner. Then Saturday night the couple was seen attending the Manhattan Stars Celebrity Charity Event. They showed many signs of affection.

***Multiple Photos of Demi and Niall. Holding hands, whispering, laughing, Demi kissing Niall's cheek.***

But our One Direction cutie was also spotted with another girl this weekend. New Yorker Emma Sarrentina, showed Niall around the city Saturday as he was disguised in a flowery head dress. Not only that but they were seen leaving a bar together late Friday night. However a reliable source has confirmed that the two are just close friends despite any past romantic feelings.

I put the phone down and realized I was crying when Bella came over and gave me a hug. I hugged her back tightly. So him and Demi are a thing now? He didn't even tell me, he said they were friends. Maybe I should ask him before jumping to conclusions. I just feel like he would have told me if it were only rumours so that I wouldn't get the wrong idea. If he wanted me back as much as he said then he would have told me to ignore whatever the press said about him and Demi. Why does this have to be so fucked up and confusing? I want to be with him but this is the exact type of shit I want to avoid having to worry about.

I spent the rest of the morning hanging out with Kalie. I got lunch with my parents and then I was off on a train back to college. I felt a bit relieved to be heading back to school. It's the one place where I can just forget all my problems and distract myself with my work.

It was about an hour into the train ride when my phone buzzed cutting off the music that was blasting through my headphones. I digged it out of my pocket and answered the call without looking at who it was. I immediately regretted that decision when I heard the all too familiar irish accent. Dammit Emma.

"Emma? You there?"

"Yes," I sighed.

"Oh thank god you answered. I didn't think you would. Did you watch that interview?"

"Yup." I popped the 'p' at the end so he would know I was annoyed.

"Listen you have to believe me. There is nothing going on with me and Demi. Remember when I told you I dated another celebrity and then we called it off deciding to be friends? Well that was her."

"Cool good for you guys. I'm so happy your back together."

"Emma please, you know that's not true."

"No I don't know anything Niall."

"The paparazzi will twist anything. Demi and I are just good friends that's all we'll ever be."

"Okay." I said bluntly.

"So you believe me?" He sounded unsure.

"Yeah." I answered although I wasn't actually convinced.

"Thank god. So your not mad?"

"Nope. Listen Niall, have to go I'm getting off the train now." I lied.

"Okay, I'll talk to you soon yeah?"

"Sure good bye Niall."

"Bye love."

I hung up the phone and let out a loud and aggravated sigh that made the man sitting in the row next to me look over quizzically. I ignored him turning my music back on and closed my eyes trying desperately not to think of Niall. That was a fail when Haunted by Taylor Swift came blasting through.

Notes

Bad update I know! Thank you to everyone reading and commenting! I like knowing what you guys think!
I'm deciding if I'm going to do Niall's point of view or not in the next chapter. If you have any preference let me know.