Just Another Fairy Tale

*Amanda's POV*

About an hour after everybody left, Niall and I cuddle on the bed, flipping through channels. The doctors left about half an hour ago. Going back home to their families. I like it like this.. Just me and Niall. Alone. I sigh and snuggle deeper into Niall.

"You okay, baby?" Niall asks.

"Ya, ya. Could I ask you something.. Important?" I ask. Immediately Niall turns off the TV and turns his attention to me.

"Yes babe?" he asks.

"Okay, this sounds weird because I should know this but.. How did I fall in love with you?" I ask. Niall sighs and removes his arm from my waist. He pulls his sleeve up, revealing his deep, dark and scary cuts.

"Oh my god Niall.. Why would you do this to yourself?" I ask.
Niall sighs

"This is kinda why I'm upset about you loosing you memory." Niall says

"Niall I want to remember I really do and I'm really sorry I just can't." I say to him, sitting up, Niall sitting up as well.

"You don't know how hard it is, having a girlfriend for a year, making memories and then one day, she just looses it all. Remember's nothing.. It hurts me. I don't think I can take it any longer, Amanda! I need you back. It hurts me!" Niall says, getting louder. He stands up, out of bed.

"I'm telling you! If I could somehow magically bring back my memory, I swear to god I would! But you know I can't so don't go around blaming me because I can't remember nothing the memories we've had together." I yell, feeling tears fall. Niall turns around and looks at me. His eyes watery as well.

"I hate fighting with you. We used to fight time to time. But you wouldn't know that.." Niall says. Grasping his hair.

"Stop with that! Just stop! If I could remember I would! Just stop blaming me for my loss of memory!" I yell, walking over to the window.

"I'm sorry but it hurts." He says. His words made me burst into tears. I couldn't control my crying. It hurts me too. I want to remember so badly.

"Just stop.." I whisper.

I then hear a cell phone ring.

"Hello?" I hear Niall answer.

"Oh, yeah?" He says. I hear a door open and close.

I sob like crazy. I couldn't handle it. I want to remember my time with Niall. I want to remember my time with my best friends, friends. Those horrible times so I won't make the same mistake again. Me forgetting the past is like starting all over again. Some people would want to start their life over again, but the truth is, it sucks! Not being able to remember the past. There were good memories I wish to remember. As hard as I try, they won't come back to me. I sit in the corner for a long time. I decide that's enough crying. I stand up and walk over to my bag of clothing. I take out a pair of pajama's and change into them. I lay down on my hospital bed, digging my face into the soft pillow. I then hear the door open and close again. Smelling pizza. I look up and see Niall holding two boxes of pizza.

"I thought you might want food other than hospital food." Niall says.

"I'm n-not hungry." I stutter.

"If you get hungry. I'll just leave the food on the table." He says. I turn back and lay down again. I pull the cover's over my head. Finding it hard to breathe. I look up and see my breathing mask hanging beside my heart rate monitor. You may wonder, it's just a memory issue. Well, I have a nasty bruise on the right side of my forehead. I have absolutely no idea how it got there. I grab the breathing mask and place it over my nose and mouth. I lay back down and look up at the ceiling. I watch as Niall lays down beside me. Looking at the ceiling as well. He takes a deep breath, then turns his attention to me.

"Having trouble breathing?" He asks. I nod. Niall sighs.

"Look I'm really sorry I-" Niall starts but I cut him off. I take off my oxygen mask and take a deep breath.

"You have nothing to be sorry for." I say, covering my mouth again.

"Yes. I yelled at you and I know your in more pain than I am." He says, gently placing a hand on my bandaged forehead while stroking my hair.

"Shh. Don't blame yourself." I say.

"It's my fault. It's always my fault. I never get things right and because of my mistakes, people get hurt." He says.

"Hey, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger." I giggles. He chuckles as well.

"This is why I love you." He leans in and gently kisses me.

"You belong with me, forever and always." I smile.

"Just... don't forget where you belong." Niall says.

"Where do I belong?" I ask.

"With me. If you ever feel alone... don't. You are never on your own." He says.

"Your quoting some song.." I giggle.

"Yeah." He chuckles. He grabs the oxygen mask out of my hand and places it over my nose and mouth. allowing me to breathe without hesitation. He wraps an arm around my waist and pulls the blanket over us both.

"I love you." He says. I was too lazy to take off the mask so I made a heart shape with my hands. He chuckles and kisses me on the cheek.

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