Just Another Fairy Tale

*Amanda's POV*


I walk into the house, letting Niall close the door. I head straight for the couch. I sit down and Niall sits beside me, wrapping an arm around me. I snuggle into him. I sigh. It feels right. But it also feels wrong. We need to talk. Awkward silence filling the room and you can feel that we're so tense.

"I still can't believe you got so mad at me for an accident that wasn't even my fault and you're driving with insurance." I mumble

"I mean, who drives without insurance?" I ask. I hear Niall groan and he stands, heading for the kitchen. I follow him.

"Niall, we need to talk." I say, watching as he searches the fridge.

"You can't keep running from your problems," I say as he sits down.

"We can't be an awkwardly silent couple forever." I say.

"Niall, say something!" He pulls out his phone.

"Don't ignore me, we need to talk!" I grab his phone and throw it onto the couch. It bounces, I mentally pray that it doesn't hit the ground and to my luck it didn't. Niall then laughs. Not the kind of laugh after a joke, the kind of laugh you hear when you're arguing with someone and they say the wrong information.

"We already talked. We already made up. Why are you bringing this up again?" He asks, standing.

"Because you're ignoring me. You can feel the room tense. It's so awkward. We're not like that."

"Amanda, give it up.." He mumbles.

"Niall, We're on the verge or breaking up. Our love is very slim right now! And you're telling me to let it go!?" I yell.

"Would you be quiet!? I don't want anyone to hear us fighting." He says, matching my volume. I shake my head.

"Just forget it.." I mumble, brushing him off as I head for the couch.

*Niall's POV*


I watch as she walks to the living room. I've had enough. I let these feelings in. Time to bring back old friends. I rush upstairs, walking into the room I share with Amanda. I walk into our bathroom and I close the door, locking it. I open my drawer and take out the bag filled with blades. I grab my favorite one and take off the cover. I bring it to my wrist, seeing my old ones have healed and are now just marks left over from the bruises.

I run the blade across my skin, letting it tear. I watch the blood seep through the cut. It stings more as I haven't cut in what feels like forever. But I make no sound. I do the same around... 6-8 times. Once I feel I've made enough, I I rinse my blade. I then rinse my wrists, making sure there's no more blood. I stand there, my hands resting against the bloody counter. My hands holding my weight as I hang my head. Staring at the sink of blood. I sigh then clean the counter. I place the blade back into the bag and put it back where it belongs.

I leave the bathroom, entering the room once again. I walk down the hall. The cuts weren't bandaged so there's still blood seeping through. I walk down, surprised to see Harry and Alexis, sitting on the couch.

"Hi, Niall!" Alexis smiles, running to me and giving me a hug.

"H-Hello.." I stutter, wrapping my arms around her, gently. I feel blood run to my hand.

"Niall, mate, what's wrong?" Harry asks. Alexis looks up at me, grabbing my hand with worry then she notices the warm liquid. She lets go of my hand and looks at it. Seeing the blood. She pulls up my sleeve.

"Who's being mean to you?" Alexis asks.

"No one.. Sometimes people hurt themselves because their in a tough situation right now.." I say, my eyes flickering to Amanda.

"N-Niall?" Alexis mumbles.

"I-I..." I start but then I run into the kitchen. I go straight to the sink and rinse my wrist. Someone then enters the kitchen, a pair of arms wrapping around my waist. I know it's my girl.

"Did I cause this?" She asks.

"Cause what?" I ask, turning off the sink and turning around as she lets me go. Though I didn't want her to.

"This." She says, entwining our fingers then shows me my torn wrist.

"No. I did this." I sigh.

"Babe, please. We can fix this, but you can't keep hurting yourself.." She sighs, letting my hand go.

"I love you. But I feel like I'm slowly loosing you. Our love is very slim. Very skinny.." I mumble. She gets on her tip toes, connecting our lips for a brief moment. I kiss back a little before she pulls away.

"You will never loose me." She say. I nod. She smiles.

"I love you, babe." She says before walking out of the kitchen.

*Amanda's POV*


I walk out of the kitchen after talking to Niall. I head for the living room, to waiting Alexis and Harry when the doorbell rings. I change my course and head for the door. I open it to see Liam, Louis, Zayn, Eleanor, Perrie, Tiffany and Ed.

"Hi guys, come on in." I say, opening the door wider for them. They greet me with hugs and head for the living room. I close the door and lock it, about to walk to the living room when someone grabs my waist.

"Babe, I think we need to talk." Niall says. I nod. He guides me upstairs. We walk into my room. He closes the door and locks it. He turns around and immediately crashes his lips into mine. I kiss back, I pull away but our lips still touching.

"I like this conversation.." I moan. My back against the wall as he kisses me. He slips off my cardigan.

"Babe, do you mind? It's getting hot in here," He winks as he pulls away. I nod. I strip off all my clothing. He pushes me onto my bed. Both of us naked. He hovers over me as he leaves a trail of wet kisses upon my jaw back up to my lips. He moves down to my chest/breasts. I giggle as his kisses tickle. I grasp at the bed sheets. He then stops and looks up at me.

"Do you want to do this, now?" He asks.

"I want to do this now." I smile. He nods.

"If I do anything that hurts, give me a sign and I'll stop." He says. I nod.

"The only thing you'll give me is pleasure." I giggle. He chuckles and continue's what he was doing before.

Notes

Amanda's outfit.

http://www.polyvore.com/skinny_love/set?id=130802418