Harry POV

My phone went off. Louis' calling me. I forwarded the call. I turned on my back rubbing my eyes trying to adjust my eyes to the light. I woke up in a different bed, Riley’s bed. I smiled to myself. She remembers. It took her five months but she remembers. I looked to the side and noticed she wasn’t in bed. I pulled the sheets off of me and dressed myself with last nights attire.

I walked downstairs hearing Riley and Juliet chatting in the kitchen.

“What’s up Riley?” she’s still dressed in her pajamas.

Riley didn’t respond, she starred at me for a split second and continued eating her breakfast.

“Did you sleep well?”

Silence. Okay?

“Well I’ll leave you two alone. I don’t want to get between this awkward situation. Toodles!”

My eyes followed Juliet out the door. I turned back to Riley who was dumping her plate in the sink.

“Your amnesia is gone.”

“I know.”

“So why are you acting this way?”

“What way!?” she snapped at me.

“You just seem, angry, annoyed, unhappy. You’re suppose to be happy. Not like this.” I waved my hands at her. “Why won’t you talk to me?”

“We’re talking now aren’t we?”

I sighed. “You know what I mean.”

She looked down, picking at her nails.

“You told me you missed me last night and now you’re not paying attention to me, not showing me any affection. Why?”

“I miss you but I can’t be around you. I remember not wanting to be around you when I had amnesia. I don’t think I can be around you, even now.”

“Ha! You’re funny.”

“I don’t mean to be. Harry I had great memories with you but you also brought up terrible ones. I was in a coma, I had a broken leg, a bad heart, kidnapped and almost committed suicide. That all happened after I met you.”

I scoffed at her. She’s lying to herself. “Who saved you from drowning!? Who was by your side the whole time you were in a coma!? Who did you see when you first woke up!? Who took you to the hospital, brought flowers and wrote love letters on your cast!? Who stopped you from committing suicide and saved you from bloody Jake three times!? God Damn it Riley Elizabeth Shawn! Stop being childish and realize who loves you and who is meant for you! Jake and all of them are gone, no one will hurt you anymore. All we will ever have now is good times and a good future.”

She covered her face with her hands, embarrassed that she was crying.

“Oh gosh here come those damn crocodile tears,” I rested my right hand on the countertop and tried controlling my bed head with the other.

Riley dropped her hands from her face in a quick motion. Revealing her outraged face. To be honest I was feeling a bit intimidated. She pointed her finger at me shaking it in a rapid movement.

“Harry Styles. You want me but you say something like that!? It seems as if I am only a toy to you at times but I know that’s not true! I can’t always handle these games! Ugh!” She’s pulling her hair out.

“I only say that because you are being completely ridiculous right now Riley!”

“I can’t you don’t understand Harry,” she breathed out shakily.

"I remember when you meant nothing to me. I wasn’t aware of your existence but now you are the reason I have these awful bags under my eyes. I stay up till 4 am thinking about you. It’s bizarre how a person could mean nothing to you but in a matter of hours, days, weeks, or months, they could mean the world to you even if they make your heart drown in a sea of regret and and leave a hurricane of bittersweet memories behind. When I first met you you were nothing more than another face but now you’re the only face I could ever find in a crowded place. I love my life because it gave me you. I love you because you are my life."

"I want this too. I want all of it. I want the pointless bickering, the long walks, the late night phone calls, the good morning texts. I want cute pictures with you, to hold your hand, to make food for you , to call you love, baby. The joking, the wrestling, the fights, the long how I feel text messages after we makeup. I want to be one of those inseparable best friend couples that people are like “you’re still together? that’s what I want. With you. But I know when we’re together there will always be something in the way and I don’t want that. I can’t keep going through these obstacles. I don’t think I can handle it anymore. I, I’m so sorry Harry.” A couple tears escaped from her glossy eyes.

"Tell me that I am worthwhile. Show me how much you love me. Make me feel like I’m special. Don’t stop. Don’t get tired of me please.”

Riley looked down to the tiled floor shaking her head, “No no no, I can’t!”

I fisted my hands. She’s saying that but she doesn’t mean it. I stormed around the counter making my way to Riley. She was backing away from me, ramming herself into the fridge. Her eyes grew big, shaky breath, goosebumps appeared on her arms, chest rising and falling at a rapid pace. I reached out to touch her but her knees gave out. I caught her waist just in time pulling her body to mine fast. Our bodies collided with each other.

“You need me you know that!” I growled in her ear.

She held onto my biceps squeezing them for support, still weak from what all is happening.

“You know I love you right Riley?” I whispered in hear ear, nibbling on her earlobe.

“Yes, b-but you can’t.”

“You can’t stop me from loving you Riley. It doesn’t work like that.”

“I wish it could. If I say I still love you can you let me go?”

“Yes.”

“I love you Harry.” She held onto me for dear life.

“How much?”

“A lot. More than words can witness, or your thoughts can guess. How much do you love me?”

I nudge her head to the side with my nose. “Can I show you?”

“Please do,” she spoke softly into my neck.

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I laid her down on her bed, closing the doors and shutting the blinds. I could tell she was nervous. I came to her side, holding her hands.

“It’s okay I won’t hurt you.”

“I know.”

I kissed her plump lips, swiping my tongue across her bottom lip asking for entrance which she granted. Our tongues danced together, exploring every inch of her mouth. I took her bottom lip between my teeth pulling it, getting a sigh out of Riley.

I sat her up lifting up her shirt over her head. I lifted her up on my lap so we could be closer to each other. I could feel the warmth radiating off of her skin. My hands rubbed up and down her body. “So beautiful.” We fell back onto the bed. I kissed up and down her jaw, leading down her neck sucking on her smooth skin making sure I left a mark. I kissed down her valley between her breast and back up. I massaged her left breast while I kissed the other. I heard her breath hitch. I moved my lips to the other side of her chest causing her to making another sharp noise.

I started making my way down her toned stomach. Kiss after kiss after kiss. I stopped when I reached the waist band of her boxers. I pulled the ties that were tied up in a bow with my teeth, undoing them. I looked up at her. Her eyes starring into mine. She nodded her head giving me permission to continue. When I untied the bow, I slid down her bottoms. Riley was only in her underwear. She was so perfect. She had some imperfections but all her imperfections is what made her perfect.

I pushe her legs away from each other and bent her knees giving me more access. I kissed her inner thighs, making my way closer to her heating core.

Riley POV

His curly mess of hair was tickling my thighs making me nervous that he’s getting closer to my sensitive spot, but also making me smile. I’ve never been touched like this. I mean maybe by Jake but this is with Harry, this is intimate and this is love. I felt his tongue stride over the fabric. My hands moved to his hair, running my fingers through it. His fingers went under the band of my clothing pulling them down past my knees, exposing my whole lower half. I felt insecure. I turned my head to the side.

Harry’s finger caught my chin turning me back to him.

“Stop. Don’t think like that. Don’t be insecure around me. You’re beautiful, please remember that.”

He leaned down kissing my lips, forehead, cheeks, and nose. He crawled back down to my lower half, bending my knees once more.

“This may feel a bit strange.”

His middle finger went up and down my core, massaging my clit. When he got to my entrance he began teasing it. He entered me and came back out. Repeating his actions for a while. “I’m going to add to fingers okay.”

“Okay.”

Harry’s index and middle finger were now inside of me. It does feel weird but the sensation is wonderful. He was going slow at first but he then he picked up the pace making me once again go for his hair and fisting it. His lips went down to suck on my clit. My breathing increase and moans escaped from my mouth. My legs began to shake, my stomach started to tighten. He removed his fingers from me. Looking back up at me, wrapping his lips around his fingers sucking them. He stood up, taking off his shirt, unbuckling his belt, unbuttoning and unzipping his pants. He didn’t notice me sit up and crawl towards him. I grabbed his waist band of his boxers. He grabbed my wrist.

“You don’t have to.”

“I want to.”

I pulled down Harry’s boxers, his length emerged. It surprised me, who knew one’s member could be so big. I heard a chuckle.

“Your eyes just grew big. I’m glad I can impress you,” he kept chuckling.

I bit my lips. “Umm, just wasn’t really prepared for it I guess.”

He gave me smirk, stepping out of his boxers and climbed on top of me. He stroked my hair and smiled at me, looking into my eyes.

"I love you, and I will love you until I die. And if there’s a life after that, I’ll love you then.”

A tear rolled down my cheek. Harry kissed it away. He reached back for his pants to get his wallet, taking out a small silver packet. He teared it open with his teeth, rolling the condom onto him.

“Ready?”

Yes, I nodded.

I could feel his tip at my entrance. My core his throbbing, I just want him. I want all of Harry.
I have to have him! I gasped when he entered me. I shut my eyes tight.

“Riley look at me please.”

“All I see is him. All I see is Jake.”

“Just open your eyes Riley. He’s not there, it’s just me.”

I fluttered my eyes open to see the beautiful boy above me, Harry. It’s just Harry. Me and Harry. He lowered his head down, our foreheads pressed together.

“I’m not the strongest, but I’ll protect you. I’m not the nicest but I’ll treat you right. I’m not the funniest but I’ll make you smile. You need to know that Riley. I will protect you for forever and always.”

I opened my eyes to see his emerald colored eyes looking into mine. I extended my neck to reach his lips. I got carried away and just couldn’t stop. I would never leave Harry. What I said to Harry earlier was complete bullshit. I don’t know why I was thinking or saying those things. I thought I knew what was best for me but now I know. Harry is what is best for me. He brings out the best of me.

Harry began pumping. I wrapped my legs around his waist wanting him to go in deeper. We were going slow, a pace I enjoyed rather than a rapid speed.

My stomach exploded with butterflies. Harry was hitting my g-spot and I knew I would be putty in his hands soon.

“H-Harry, damn it,” I was breathing out. I looked up at him, his eyes were closed, strands of
hair stuck to his forehead due to sweat. I stroked his cheek, his eyes then opened. He kissed my lips with such force. He was cursing between kisses. His strokes were getting sloppy so I knew he would climax as well.

“Harry I’m, I’m gonna!” My stomach clenched and I gave in. I screamed his name and my shaking legs fell off if his waist onto the bed.

Harry twitched inside me giving one more stroke and orgasmed. He fell on top of me, exhausted from all the fun we just had.

I played with the back of his hair, twirling them around my fingers. “Well now I know how much you love me.”

He chuckled into my chest giving me a raspberry. “Well thanks for letting me show you love."

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