Riley POV

Juliet walked in with a compassionate smile on her face. There were still some tears falling down my face from when Harry came in.

"Juliet. Please hold me."

I was reaching out to her and she was by my side holding me within seconds. More tears were flooding down my face. I felt like I was drowning. This hurts so bad. I was kidnapped. I was rapped. I was tortured. I was handcuffed. I was ran over. This is just too much for me! I mean, I'm thankful that I'm alive but I think this hurts more than dying. The fact that Harry was the one to run over me. I couldn't look at him. My heart feels like it was torn apart. I liked him a lot. No I don't. I love him. The worst part is I still partly love him. I want to forget him.

"Juliet I love him but I hate him at the same time. Ahh! How is that possible!?"

She looked at me and whipped away my tears. "Listen Riley. Love can do some crazy things. No one can really define love. Harry has never loved someone before. Never has been in a relationship until you. You're his drug. He'll never give up on you! And I bet you your head says, 'Who cares?' but then your heart says 'You do stupid.' Life can do terrible things but Harry I think can show you differently."

Juliet kissed my forehead and walked towards the door. "We'll be right outside the door if you need anything. You should get some rest girly I'm sure you need it."

I waved her goodbye. I wish I haven't met Harry. No stupid! You should be happy you met him. Gosh I hate fighting with myself. I can never make up my mind. I'm struggling with this. I'm just going to shut my eyes and get some rest.

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Juliet POV

"Dr. Holts what is it?"

"Last time Riley was here she had nightmares she's having one now. Can someone go in her room and comfort her please? We have nothing to help her with."

"Umm, none of her can help her sir. It's only Harry who can help her but she doesn't want him here."

"Miss she's asleep. Riley wouldn't know that he would be here so call him up please."

I pulled my phone out dialing his number. It kept on ringing. "C'mon Harry pick up the damn phone!"

"Juliet language!" I rolled my eyes at my mother. She cusses too. What's the big deal?

"Juliet it's in the middle of the night why are you calling me?"

"It's about Riley."

"What's wrong?"

"She's having a nightmare but we can't calm her down. Only you can do that. Just come and help her please."

"Be there in ten minutes."

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Harry POV

I rushed to her room. It looked as if she was having a grand mal seizure. I've seen her freaking out from a nightmare but this was different. "Why does she look like this!? She's never looked like this before!"

"Well Harry she's been through more alarming events this past couple days so her dreams will be more upsetting. Just help her."

Dr. Holts patted my back, closing the door behind him leaving me with Riley. I lied next her on the bed. I rapped my arms around her trying to control her spazzing muscles. She was sweating so much. Her facing was all scrunched up. I was rocking her back and forth. "It's okay it's okay. It's me Harry! You're safe with me. I'm not letting you go again. Ever again. Calm down baby please calm down for me." She was relaxing but she was still a it scared. "C'mon Riley you can do this. You're strong! You make me strong."

Why isn't she okay yet? She's been strong throughout all these events. I know she can do this! She's strong! Strong. I looked at her tightly shut eyes and kissed them. This was the first placed I sang to her. When I sang to her everything went back to normal.

"I'm sorry if I say I need ya,
But I don't care I'm not scared of love,
Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker,
Is that so wrong,
Is it so wrong,
That you make me strong."

Her scrunched up face was coming undone, relaxing. Her muscles were now limp. I sighed into her messy hair. "Why do you scare me like that Riley?" I sat up and hopped off the bed. I went to the bathroom and got a damped paper towel. I went to her face to dab off all the sweat that was on her face. Trying to make her clean as possible. I tossed the towel away and made her bed better. I sat down on a chair next to her. Watching over her just in case she has another night horror. I was looking at Riley. She is so beautiful. No girl I've ever seen has a personality like her. How can she be so perfect? She deserves more.

I looked at her broken leg. It was in a cast with pink wrap. No one has signed it yet. I looked around for a pen. When I found one I brought it over to her cast. If she doesn't want to listen to me I hope she doesn't mind reading my message on her cast. I love her and I really want her to know that.

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Riley POV

It's almost been a week since I've been in here and today is the day I get released! "I know you can walk but are you sure you don't want to be wheeled out?"

"Juliet I'm honestly fine!"

She's been repeatedly asking me if I need help with anything. I'm an independent person I got this! Everyone has been visiting me almost everyday. Perrie and Eleanor brought over the homecoming pictures and we all talked about where they went when Jake bombarded the party. They ran out the back door climbing the wall. Eleanor complained about her heels breaking and how dirty she got. Why would she complain about that? I would complain about the douche bags that made the whole terrible thing happen. Niall of course brought me food. The hospital food is disgusting. Louis came to make me laugh with all his funny jokes. Liam has been helping Zayn learn how to swim. I'm so proud of Zayn! It was amazing to here. I was visited by everyone but Harry. When I told him to leave he never came back. I wonder what he was doing with his time. No body has seen him since then. They even tried his door but no answer.

I pulled the covers off of me and sat up so I can stand up. I looked at my cast and saw writing.

"You guys signed my cast!"

"No we didn't. Harry did. He took all the space with his writing and his silly drawings."

Harry was here?

"He kept calling to see how you were. I told him to visit when you were sleeping. Don't hate me." Juliet threw her hands up in the air in defense. I'm not mad at her. I don't know how I feel. He wrote it upside down so I could read it.

" Dear Riley Elizabeth Shawn…

When people say make a wish, you're the first thing I think of. Every time I see you I get excited. I feel butterflies. Fuck butterflies! I feel the whole zoo when I'm with you. I prayed for you when you were in a coma. Praying that you'd wake up, and you did. Louis prayed that we'd all be safe when we'd rescue you. You were damaged but you still lived. You're small but strong. And I love that about you. You're a fighter. With all our prayers answered there must be a God. I believe it's true. Because I can see His love when I look at you. And He must have a plan for this crazy life.. Because He brought you here and placed you by my side. And I have never been so sure of anything before. Like I am in this moment with you. I can't promise you a perfect relationship without arguments and differences. But as long as we both try staying. I will always stay with you no matter what. I love you Riley Shawn. And I really do mean it.

Harry XOXO"

"And you now all the roses that kept coming everyday?"

I nodded my head while still looking at his letter.

"We lied. They weren't from us. We brought the daisies and chocolates but those fifty roses were from Harry."

"Juliet take me to the toilet."

She rushed me to the bathroom and I started puking my guts out. "Are you okay?"

"I don't know? I don't know a lot of things now a days."

"Do you still hate him?"

"Who?"

"Don't play stupid with me."

"I want to hate him. But I don't think I can."

I turned my head towards her and smiled.

"That's love bitch!"

I laughed at her sense of humor. We gave each other hugs. I didn't want to let go. I don't want to let go of anything.

Notes

Ahhh Harry's Love Letter to Riley. Love is such a fragile thing <3

Will Riley still try to give Harry the cold shoulder or will Harry give her more space?

Tell me what you think!