Louis' Girl

July 14 2014

. So its been a little over a month since I realized I was pregnant. And still no one knows. Im good at hiding it. I guess its because I was always a good lyer. Louis is still a jerk sometimes not as much. We got close again. And thats why Im scared to tell him. It would ruin everything.
. Also I actually want this baby. For the first week I wasnt sure but I never did hate him. Yes him...im not sure what the gender is but Im pretty sure I feel that its a precious baby boy. I love him to death. I'm anywhere between 1-2 months pregnant. Its not like im showing. I think I still have a couple more months till I start showing. I still have the pregnancy test. Its just hidden. It is hidden in the drawer on my side of the bed.
. Since I found out I was preggo I quit my occasional smoking. I havent had an ounce of alcohol. And I stopped boxing. My brother still had no idea why. Their baby is now 4 or 5 months and Brooklyn is showing. Wow I can just imagine my nephew and my son playing. I smiled at the thought. Then it was quickly hidden with a frown. Would Louis be apart of that life? Thats the question that has been eating me alibe constantly. Its going to be ok. I thought to my lil boy while rubbing my stomach.

. "Hey babe whats for dinner?" Louis asked drawing me from my thoughts. "Whats wrong?" He asked concerned."Nothing." I smiled. "What do you and everyone else wants?" I asked standing up. "Tacos!" ,Niall shouted. Mmm. I want that too. I laughed. ,"Perrie will you help me since we have to feed so many mouths?" I giggled then thought plus one. "Sure!" She piped getting up and followed me towards the kitchen.

. While we were cooking I decided that ill tell Perrie. She would understand.

Notes

Ooooo what r u thinking???(:
please please please vote if u havent already!!
btw this is ending soon but their might be a sequal so lemme kno if u still read this and interested(: