Louis' Girl

I took a deep breath before opening the door to Nando's. I was super nervous considering that Louis and them can't listen or track me. Immediately my eyes met his cold ones.

"Hey babe." he whispered then kissed behind my ear.
"Hi." I replied kissing his cheek even though I hated it.
"So I'm curious about something..." he trailed while leading me to a table.
"Go ahead and ask." I faked smiled.
"Well I heard from somebody in my gang that...well you killed somebody in Chris' gang." he said.
My body tensed and I held my breath. Killed. Murderer. Somebody. Died. Because Of You. I thought
"Yeah?" I asked in more of a question.
"Why? And how?" he asked.
"Self-Defense and a gun." I replied looking down.
"How did you make it out?" he asked.
"Lucky." I lied.
"Oh. You just seem so..." he trailed not finding the words.
"Innocent?" I asked filling in the words.
"Yeah."
"Well I'm not." I answered.
"Do you want to come to my place and I show you a few things?" he asked.
"No sex." I said lifting my eyebrows.
"I figured. But do you want to meet at a club tonight then go?" he offered.
"Sure." I said then left.

Within 15 minutes I was back at the apartment. As soon as I opened the door Louis grabbed me and pulled up my sleeves making sure I wasn't hurt. "I'm fine." I assured. "I was so so worried." he said holding me. "I'm going to the club with him tonight then I'm going home with him." I said. "This time you will be wired." Harry demanded. I nodded my head not even bothering to argue. "Let's go somewhere private." Louis whispered picking me up and carrying me up the stairs. "I really am sorry." he said placing me on the bed and closing the door. Soon the bed dipped down beside me.

I leaned over and kissed him slowly but quickly it became intense. I needed him so bad. I climbed on top of him in a straddling position. I wrapped my fingers in his messy hair slightly tugging on it. His soft lips but filled with much eager and strength traveled down my neck. I softly moaning arched my bag and pressed our bodies as close as possible.

My hands went down his muscular torso then to his belt. This is it. We have never had sex yet but this is going to happen. My hands fumbled with the belt then finally unhooked it. I quickly pulled his shirt over his head. I waited for him to start stripping me but it never happened. "Babe what's wrong? I need you." I pouted then kissed him passionately. "Not now." he whispered looking down. "Why?" I whined but also hurt. "I can't." he sighed putting his shirt back on. Me full of hope came crashing down immediately. He has rejected me so many times. I hopped up from him and walked to the large closet.

"Jessie please it's because-" he began but I cut him off. "What? Another excuse?" I laughed but wasn't full of happiness..it was bitterniss. "You are going to the club tonight with him. I know his hands will be all over you." he said. "But it's fake." I complained. "Shouldn't our first time be more special?" he asked. I nodded my head. "You promise that's why?" I asked looking down. He put his index and thumb to my chin and lifted it up. "Of course, I love you." he said planting a soft kiss on my lips.

Notes

I AM SO SO SO SORRY ITS BEEN 19 DAYS!!!!!!!!! I hope you are still there! Please forgive me and give me your feedback! ilygsm xoxo

QUESTIONS:
What will happen at the club and in his house?
What will happen afterwards;)
What do you think or want to happen?