Dollhouse saga; "Forever always, For eternity "
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Isla POV
When i woke up; i was a bit sore for last night, but i can't say anything. The sex was unbelieveable and fun, sexy - but it never felt the same like it always does. When we come home from a month or 2, away from Liam we usely made it up to him; but this time it was different.
I mean i love them both so much and what Louis did last night was not right - He should'nt of left Liam out of this, it wasnt fair to him or me. It's not an easy world for us, its hard and complaited; Louis dont wanna share me anymore because ive changed into one of him, but that isnt an excuse to push Liam out of our relationship.
I mean! When we said to Felis 2 - 3 years back that we was happy and we wanted this, i believed it was true if they loved me so much. Ok! Louis gave up the throne for a while to be with me and Liam moved in with me so i wouldnt be lonely when Louis went back to Jensaona for the weekend to help out with his father.
As i opened my eyes this morning to find a tiny amount of sunlight on the bed, i was curled into Louis' back and when i propped myself on my elbow i saw his sleepy face; his messed up bed/sex hair, them beautiful lips.
Then after i remembered - Shit! Liam?, i turned over and Liam wasnt there. Liam? My baby?. I felt the bedsheets where he layed and found out it was stone cold; i looked on the floor for his clothes and they were gone. I turned over to Louis and he was still sleeping - I got up and put on my panties and Louis' last night t-shirt, i went down the stairs; I smell bacon. I peeped around the kitchen door and saw him; my heart sank, he was safe, never left.
Liam was cooking bacon, i looked at the table and saw it was layed out with all of our plates; orange juice, knife and forks, a stack of bread in the middle.
I leaned against the door and then he noticed me, i stared at him and he slighty smiled but not the full glorious smile he usely gives me. I was getting worried. I could tell from his face that he was still sad and disappointed about last night; How Louis treated him like nothing.
"You alright babe?" i said with confusion and then he looked at me, i made the sentence more longer so he would understand more, "I know how Louis treated you last night Liam and that wasnt right; i should of said something..".
Then all the sudden he raised his voice to me, it was cold and dark. Wasnt his nomarl voice which was passionate and heart warming, "Yeah! You should of!". I walked towards him and crossed my arms infront of my chest, i was shocked by him saying this to me.
He carried on cooking the bacon and not dare to look at me, my eyes was red with anger and Liams eyes was black; Jet black.
"I dont know whats got into both of you, Your acting very strange recently and i dont like it". He wouldnt dare to back answer me, i know i love him; i love him to bits and he better know that because if Liam and Louis dont sort this little war out im not having sex with them; Im not sleeping in the same bed and im not talking or cooking for them.
They better sort it out.
When i woke up; i was a bit sore for last night, but i can't say anything. The sex was unbelieveable and fun, sexy - but it never felt the same like it always does. When we come home from a month or 2, away from Liam we usely made it up to him; but this time it was different.
I mean i love them both so much and what Louis did last night was not right - He should'nt of left Liam out of this, it wasnt fair to him or me. It's not an easy world for us, its hard and complaited; Louis dont wanna share me anymore because ive changed into one of him, but that isnt an excuse to push Liam out of our relationship.
I mean! When we said to Felis 2 - 3 years back that we was happy and we wanted this, i believed it was true if they loved me so much. Ok! Louis gave up the throne for a while to be with me and Liam moved in with me so i wouldnt be lonely when Louis went back to Jensaona for the weekend to help out with his father.
As i opened my eyes this morning to find a tiny amount of sunlight on the bed, i was curled into Louis' back and when i propped myself on my elbow i saw his sleepy face; his messed up bed/sex hair, them beautiful lips.
Then after i remembered - Shit! Liam?, i turned over and Liam wasnt there. Liam? My baby?. I felt the bedsheets where he layed and found out it was stone cold; i looked on the floor for his clothes and they were gone. I turned over to Louis and he was still sleeping - I got up and put on my panties and Louis' last night t-shirt, i went down the stairs; I smell bacon. I peeped around the kitchen door and saw him; my heart sank, he was safe, never left.
Liam was cooking bacon, i looked at the table and saw it was layed out with all of our plates; orange juice, knife and forks, a stack of bread in the middle.
I leaned against the door and then he noticed me, i stared at him and he slighty smiled but not the full glorious smile he usely gives me. I was getting worried. I could tell from his face that he was still sad and disappointed about last night; How Louis treated him like nothing.
"You alright babe?" i said with confusion and then he looked at me, i made the sentence more longer so he would understand more, "I know how Louis treated you last night Liam and that wasnt right; i should of said something..".
Then all the sudden he raised his voice to me, it was cold and dark. Wasnt his nomarl voice which was passionate and heart warming, "Yeah! You should of!". I walked towards him and crossed my arms infront of my chest, i was shocked by him saying this to me.
He carried on cooking the bacon and not dare to look at me, my eyes was red with anger and Liams eyes was black; Jet black.
"I dont know whats got into both of you, Your acting very strange recently and i dont like it". He wouldnt dare to back answer me, i know i love him; i love him to bits and he better know that because if Liam and Louis dont sort this little war out im not having sex with them; Im not sleeping in the same bed and im not talking or cooking for them.
They better sort it out.
OH PLEEEAAASSSSEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! UPDATE!!!!!!! I know this know this book updates slow but omfg please just update date! This book is so amazing! !!! This book is beautifully written and i just can't wait for an update, these is the most perfect book I've read in my life!!! I started crying alt the end of chapter 40 when she gave birth and was comparing the babies with Louis and liam..please update!!!
10/20/14