Niall POV

It has been two days, that I ate anything that I drank anything that I spoke to anyone. I tried calling Denise countless times, she isn’t returning any of my calls I decided to stay in this hotel for a week.

I have lost the meaning of living my life, she was the purpose of living for me now that I lost her completely I am lost. She was the wings, that always brought me up when I was down.

I need her to come back in my life, so I can see the light in the day without her all my days are dark. I don’t even know if I will go into, music again I am willing to give up everything if I don’t have her.

I am willing to quit everything that I have ever dreamed of, to get her back in my life. I would literally do that, I am aware that my fans and loved ones will be shocked with this news. But I am serious I am madly in love, with this girl she is the one I am thinking of.

My mind is going haywire because, I don’t have her by my side I think I should probably put everything I want to say to her in a letter. I need to call the ship to ask their address, so the letter will be sent to her directly.

I don’t know where she is, or what she is doing all I want to do right now is have her read this letter.

Dear Darlin’

I miss you so much, it has been two days since I heard your voice or anything. I just want to know if everything with you is okay, I just want to know if you are happy with your life.

I want to know how is everything going with you, I am writing this letter to you in hopes that I would get a chance to hear something from you. I have never been this crazy, about a girl every in my entire life.

I am still staying in the hotel you were staying at, I didn’t want to leave this hotel until I cleared my head. The day still haunts me down, the day that I laid my hand on you. I was so out of line I crossed the limit, I was so mad at myself for doing to you I still am actually.

That picture means nothing to me, simply because I already lost you. I don’t know if you will ever, accept me back into your life if you don’t I will understand the reason why. I am not perfect I have done some mistakes in my life, I have done things I regret.

I don’t think that I am the perfect man for you, I don’t know maybe the perfect man is not me. I just wanted to let you know, that I miss you so much I haven’t eaten or spoken to anyone after our fight.

Heck I haven’t even slept I just want to hear something from you, please answer this letter back once you get the chance to. I still love you very much, if ever you read this and accept my apology my door is open.

You want to take it slow we could take it slow, you want to just be friends I am also alright with that. I just want to hear something from you, because I am really worried about you.

If you are still wondering if I have another girl with me, I don’t have another girl I only want you. The moment I laid my eyes on you I knew, that you would be nothing but good to me. You loved me endlessly I didn’t love you the same way, I loved you the way a boy would love a girl.

I didn’t treat you like a gentleman I didn’t call you beautiful, enough I didn’t sing you love songs. I didn’t take you on a picnic, by the beach that is one of the things I wanted to do when you were here but never got the chance to.

Anyways I just hope you are doing well, I hope you are enjoying your trip I wish you nothing but the best in your life. If you need someone to talk to I am going to be here, I love you baby.

Love, Niall.

Tomorrow I shall send this letter, but for now I am dozing off I need some sleep I think. Please God let Denise be alright, and be safe from any harm that may cause her while I am asleep thank you.

End Of POV

Notes

Awww Niall is so sweet :'). I want them to come back, Niall really loves Denise it shows we can all see that he is regretting it.

P.S listen to this song, while reading the letter http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNUd-LKymsU :D.

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