Ashley POV

I have done nothing, but smoke pot and have sex during this entire 10 days I was in Netherlands. The boys are smoking hot, and well the dope here is really good so why not take advantage of this.
I am sure Denise was annoyed by me, but I really didn’t give a shit to be honest. I am enjoying life being single, care free no problems at all that’s the way I want my life to be.

I am sick and tired for doing so much for people, and get nothing in return. I felt like crap after I had sex with Harry I thought that it would be more, after that night well nothing happened. We didn’t talk, we didn’t have any sort of communication at all I felt like crap. I thought there would be something more than that, something that can work between us but I was wrong.

I was just sitting in my balcony smoking on some weed, when Denise came outside the balcony and threw my weed away.

Me: “What the fuck is wrong with you, why the fuck did you do that.!!!”

Denise: “Something is bothering you, now that we have no one between us let’s talk please. We need to I am worried about your health and lifestyle right now Ashley. You weren’t like this, you were this jolly happy girl all the time you were someone that I admired. What is going on with you, I have never seen you so lost in my life I need to know what is wrong.”

Me: “You wanna know what is wrong, I will tell you what the fuck is wrong just let me roll another weed first.”

Denise: “I will throw the entire pack, right now if you don’t fucking stop this talk. Now please tell me what is going on with you, I really want to know what is up with the girl that I knew 10 days ago.”

Me: “I don’t want to fucking talk about it now, I want my weed first I want to get high when I get high I will tell you everything.”

Denise: “You are being a child right now do you know that, I am not responsible for you tomorrow we are leaving. If you want to wake up tomorrow wake up, if you don’t want to wake up don’t fucking wake up. I tried dealing with your shit Ashley for 10 fucking days, you had sex with 10 different guys. My God Ashley get your life together, you are really young, you are watching your life pass by every single day stop fucking around and get your shit together.”

She left the balcony and slammed the door, I rolled myself another weed it is better getting high in life then dealing with it sober life just seems more beautiful being high.

My phone rung, it was Harry what the hell did this guy want from me?.

Harry: “ I heard what is happening to you, from Niall. Ashley please listen to me right now, you are a beautiful girl with a tremendous heart. I haven’t called you after that night, because I didn’t want to fall in love with you. I am scared of falling in love I really am, I don’t want to hurt a girl in the end that is why I didn’t call back. Hearing you lose your life like this Ashley is heart breaking for me, I don’t want to lose you Ashley please talk to me.”

Me: “You are scared of falling in love with me?, really?? I have to tell you something as well. I am scared of falling in love with you as well, I am scared I will hurt you that is why I didn’t bother calling you either.”

Harry: “We can be scared together, Ashley I like you I really do I want to start something with you. If you will give me the chance, I want us to together. If you promise that you will stop, doing drugs and sleeping with different guys. I will promise you, I will never let you go. ”

Me: “I promise that I will stop doing drugs, and sleeping with guys I would like to start something with you as well.”

Harry: “That’s beautiful babe, anyways I have got to go now I am going to shower right now. Stay safe alright, I will call you once later on to check up on you.”

I told him this, http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9hss2QQ2k1rf0pr9o1_500.gif and we hung up the phone.

I don’t know but I feel safe and a sense of relief, just hit me. Did Harry Styles just ask me to be his GF?. I am heading to London tomorrow I don’t wanna tell him, but I am sure he is going to be surprised.

End Of POV

Notes

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