Ship Love.
Frustrated And Hurt.
Niall POV
I was seeing her eyes, start to tear up I really ruined everything my relationship is about to end if I don’t tell her the truth. She deserves to know the truth, she has been through a lot the least I can do is be honest with her.
Me: “Denise look I am sorry what happened, it is just I had a really rough night. I have been waiting patiently, for us to get intimate with each other I was understanding at first. The second time around though, I wasn’t because I thought that we were actually going to really do this. You stopped at the middle of it, I was frustrated and annoyed. So I went to the bar, I was having a couple of drinks this girl came up to me started whispering dirty things to me. She gave me a key to her room, the next thing I know is we ended up in my room how I don’t know. All that I can tell you is yes we did have sex, I am sorry if I ever hurt you Denise I understand if you don’t want to talk to me anymore or even make this relationship work. I don’t deserve you, you deserve much more better than me.”
Denise: “I appreciate your honesty Niall, I respect that you came and told me the whole truth. I want some time to think about this, because I am broken right now my mind isn’t in a right place. My heart is aching so much, I thought that you meant everything you said to me it ended up that it was all a lie.”
Me: “It wasn’t all a lie Denise, I promise you everything that I told you is true and from the heart. I really did love you, and I still do very much nothing has changed but I learned to love you even more now. I regret ever sleeping with that girl, no girl should experience what you did Denise. If you will give me another chance, I will never ever do anything to hurt you ever again.”
Denise: “As I said before Niall I have to think about it, I cannot give you an official answer now. Oh and please, take the gifts that you gave me for my birthday they are already packed.”
Me: “Don’t do this to me Denise, I spent so much money on this gifts for you to be happy.”
Denise: “Take the gifts Niall I don’t want them, and please leave I need some time to be alone.”
Me: “Denise…”
Denise: “Leave now please, I heard everything that you have to say I need some time alone.”
I left the room, I was frustrated and I was crying at the same time. I spent so much money on the gifts for her birthday, to make her happy and she told me to return them. That really hurt me, I punched the wall and started crying heavily on the hall way. My God I really ruined this everything, I lost her completely because of my selfishness.
I don’t want to do anything right now, I want to go back to the hotel and cry myself to sleep. I am so hurt I don’t usually cry heavily, but when I do that means I am really hurt.
End Of POV
I was seeing her eyes, start to tear up I really ruined everything my relationship is about to end if I don’t tell her the truth. She deserves to know the truth, she has been through a lot the least I can do is be honest with her.
Me: “Denise look I am sorry what happened, it is just I had a really rough night. I have been waiting patiently, for us to get intimate with each other I was understanding at first. The second time around though, I wasn’t because I thought that we were actually going to really do this. You stopped at the middle of it, I was frustrated and annoyed. So I went to the bar, I was having a couple of drinks this girl came up to me started whispering dirty things to me. She gave me a key to her room, the next thing I know is we ended up in my room how I don’t know. All that I can tell you is yes we did have sex, I am sorry if I ever hurt you Denise I understand if you don’t want to talk to me anymore or even make this relationship work. I don’t deserve you, you deserve much more better than me.”
Denise: “I appreciate your honesty Niall, I respect that you came and told me the whole truth. I want some time to think about this, because I am broken right now my mind isn’t in a right place. My heart is aching so much, I thought that you meant everything you said to me it ended up that it was all a lie.”
Me: “It wasn’t all a lie Denise, I promise you everything that I told you is true and from the heart. I really did love you, and I still do very much nothing has changed but I learned to love you even more now. I regret ever sleeping with that girl, no girl should experience what you did Denise. If you will give me another chance, I will never ever do anything to hurt you ever again.”
Denise: “As I said before Niall I have to think about it, I cannot give you an official answer now. Oh and please, take the gifts that you gave me for my birthday they are already packed.”
Me: “Don’t do this to me Denise, I spent so much money on this gifts for you to be happy.”
Denise: “Take the gifts Niall I don’t want them, and please leave I need some time to be alone.”
Me: “Denise…”
Denise: “Leave now please, I heard everything that you have to say I need some time alone.”
I left the room, I was frustrated and I was crying at the same time. I spent so much money on the gifts for her birthday, to make her happy and she told me to return them. That really hurt me, I punched the wall and started crying heavily on the hall way. My God I really ruined this everything, I lost her completely because of my selfishness.
I don’t want to do anything right now, I want to go back to the hotel and cry myself to sleep. I am so hurt I don’t usually cry heavily, but when I do that means I am really hurt.
End Of POV
Notes
Poor Nialler, he hurt himself I feel sorry for him. He must have really loved Denise so much, that he hurt himself. What will happen to Denise and Niall relationship?.
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8/13/14