Christa POV

A knock at the door literally makes me jump 5 feet in the air and I have to stop momentarily to get my breath back. Why am I so jumpy all of a sudden?

I sigh and walk over towards the door. This better be fucking good.

I am surprised to see Zayn standing in the doorway looking slightly rough but otherwise fine.

“Hey.” He says quietly.

“Hey?” I say more like a question before stepping aside and allowing him into the room. What does he want? I’m not really sure how feel about him I mean he did take Heidi to Louis and I may not like the girl but even I feel for her.

“What are you doing here?” I ask him while crossing my arms over my chest.

“Look we need to talk.” He says scratching the back of his head nervously.

“Well no shit.” I remark and he narrows his eyes at me.

“Look what’s going on between us?” he asks me emotionlessly.

“Nothing. There’s nothing going on between us.” I say the words before I can even think about them. Yes I still may have feelings for him but there is no way that I can trust him anymore.

“But at the hospital…” he trails off and I sigh once again.

“That was I one-time thing Zayn. I promise it will never happen again.” I say and it honestly hurts me to say this but we can’t be together after everything he has done. I mean he also drugged me for god sake!

I have to avert my gaze elsewhere so I don’t have to look at the intense gaze he’s giving me.

“You’re lying.” He says simply and this suddenly makes me angry even though I know it’s true.

“I’m not.” I say still not look at him. I feel him shuffle before walking even closer to me. Oh hell no.

I walk back a few steps so he does not get any closer to me. I know that if he gets any closer to me I will lose this guard I have put up against him.

“Don’t” I warn him but of course he doesn’t listen. He takes a few more long strides towards me and I go backwards. We carry on doing this until my back suddenly hits the wall and I groan. Why does he always have me against the wall every time we talk? It’s beginning to piss me off. I risk taking a small glance at him and I see his ever smug grin cross his features. He knows he has me trapped.

“Fine. Talk then.” I grumble and his grin widens.

“You can’t say you don’t feel anything towards me. I know you do.” He says as a matter of fact. I know he’s right but I’m not giving him the pleasure of knowing this.

“You drugged me Zayn! You blackmailed us and took Heidi to Louis! I may not like her but it just goes to show how much I can really trust you!” I say bitterly.

“Do you know the real reason to why I drugged you in the first place?” he asks me seriously.

“Because you’re a psychopath?”

“I did it to forget what happened between us before I drugged you.” He says slowly, choosing to forget my comment.

“Oh and what exactly happened?” I ask him. He looks into my eyes as if unsure of how to explain it.

“We…you know…” I glare at him knowing exactly what he was talking about. So my dreams were true then. I did have sex with Zayn before I got drugged. Great.

“But why did you drug me because of that? That is the kind of thing psychopaths do.” I ask confused and angry.

“I was scared that I actually felt something while we were doing it.” He says awkwardly. I look at him incredulously.

“Is this supposed to make me feel better?” I ask him angrily but I can’t help but feel better that he feels something towards me too.

“It was a dick move and I’m sorry.” He says seeming genuine while walking towards me again. I try to move back but I can’t because of the damn wall. Brilliant.

“I said don’t.” I say referring to him walking towards me.

“Why? Do I make you nervous?” he asks me with a smirk.

“Don’t flatter yourself.” I snort.

“You know it’s true.” He says walking even closer so now he towers above me. I take a deep breath but still try to keep my guard up

“Fuck off.” I grumble like a little child not knowing what else to say. I hear him chuckle above me before I feel his fingers beneath my chin tilting my head up. He looks into my eyes with some unknown emotion.

“What?” I snap impatiently at him. He shakes his head in bewilderment.

“Why do I feel this way about you? You drive me fucking insane.” He says.

“Is this you’re lame attempt of flirting?” I ask him with a small smile. He starts chuckling once again.

“If I wanted to flirt with you, it would be much more obvious trust me. What I’m saying right now is the truth.” He says.

“Are you saying you have feelings for me?” I ask the question that has been going through my head. He stops and pauses for a moment.

“I guess I am.” He says almost in defeat. I close my eyes and think about this.

This crazy and fucked up guy in front of me basically told me that he wants to be with me. But how can I ever trust him after everything he’s done?

“Look Christa. I know I’m not perfect but we can work this craziness out. I mean look at Harry and Heidi. After everything that’s happened between them, they’re still together.” He says and I know he’s right. Sometimes it’s these bad things that bring two people closer to one another.

“Kiss me.” I whisper and I don’t need to open my eyes to know that he’s smiling at me.

“It would be my pleasure.” He says before moving one hand down to my lower back while the other moves to gently cup my cheek. I fell him lean down and before I know it, our lips are locked.

I feel those familiar sparks I felt before with him and that is how I know that I defiantly have feelings for him too.

“I have feelings for you too.” I mumble against his lips.

Notes

Well ya asked for it so here it is! :)

I'm gonna write one last chappie after this which will be Harry and Heidi's relationship in the future and then this story will be finished! ASDFGHJKL

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Was it too cheesy? I thought it was....

If ya haven't already checked it out then please check out my new story Love Hurts! It would seriously mean a lot to me <3

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Marie xxx