Take me as I am.

I fell asleep in his arms, abou twenty minutes after whispering to Zayn and Lili. I heard the door slam about an hour later. I opened my eyes. It was Harry and Louis leaving. "Wake up babe." Libear told me. "No. I don't want to." I say whining. " I gotta take you home. C'mon Nibear. he replied. "I can't move. Im to comfy." I said, while still laying on him. "Fine, I'll carry you then." he snickered. "Zayn can you open the doors." he asked him. " Yeah let me get up." Zayn said yawning. "Turn the heat on. It's freezing." I said acting like a baby. "Well, I wil when I find your keys." he said then kissed my check. " There in my pocket, babe." I said shivering. We were almost at my place. "Can you stay the night, so we can cuddle. I love when you hold me." I say while whatching him. "Are you sure?"he asked with a smile on his face. "Yes, I want you to hold me." I say with my eyes threatining to close. "In that case, Yes. I would love to stay the night. Your the best cuddler in the world." he chuckled. "Now carry me inside. You put on a pair of my sweats." I say while he opened the door. "Yes sir, Mr. Horan-Payne." Awww my heart dropped whrn he put his last name with mine. Does he really want to get married? .....To me? He grabbed me and carried me. "Ahahahahahah okay. Mr. Payne-Horan." He opened the door then shut and locked ot. He put me i bed. "Are you hungrey babe? Libear asked. "Surprisingly, no im not." I said a bit shocked myself. He stripped down to his boxers. I couldn't help but stare at him. " Lime what you see?" he asked me. "I...ugh...yeah." I muttered. I didn't take my shirt off like I usually do because he's here and he doesn't know I self-harm. " Why aren't you stripping, like you usually do?" I don't know what to say. " I don't want to rush and get us horney." I lied with a smile on our faces. "I can contain myself...I think. " He replied. We turned the telly on and he held me close. He was running his fingers through my haor. I looked up at him. I tilted my head up and kissed him. We satrted to snog. It was getting pretty heated fast. "I-I can't. Not right now. Not to-night." I told him. "Yeah-your right." Liam said then rolled of of me. "I didn't say stop kissing me." I say pouting. "Mhmm..." He said We eventually fell asleep into each others arms.

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