As I was still outside I thought even more. What if Niall actually has a thing for me. What if he actually likes me? My brain was thinking that. But , my mind , it was telling me no , no way could he possibly like a girl like me. And maybe , just maybe his mind was thinking the same thing. I honestly don't know. I want him a lot. I want him to hold me , love me , be my best friend , and understand me at times when others didn't. I just want that.
I got off my porch and headed inside still seeing that my dad was passed out on the couch I shut the tv off and went to my room. "What to do , what to do." I said to myself until I heard a buzzing from my phone.
It was a text message from Niall.
"Hey , I just thought I should tell you , I had an amazing time talking to you after my concert. I don't know what it was inside me but I felt like god wanted us to meet. And thank you for accepting our little hangout tomorrow it's going to be fun."
"Oh my I felt the same way , and you're totally welcome I wouldn't ever say no to you." I texted back while putting my phone on the charger and heading down stairs to grab an apple. I found my dad not sleeping on the couch but by the fridge putting away the left over pizza from earlier.
"Hey dad." I said grabbing an apple from the fruit bowl.
"Hey kiddo ,did I fall asleep on you?" He asked chuckling a little.
"Yes." I said laughing. "How'd you know?" I asked.
"Because I felt you lift my head up and walk away." he said.
"Wow and I actually thought I was slick." I said laughing while I walked down the hall and into my bedroom.
I checked my phone , but had no notifications so I went on my music app and played the album of Casting Crowns. I love their band , their songs get to me in a way that was absolutely god filling and amazing.
And before I knew it I was asleep.