I can't believe it...

My worst fear has become a reality, she isn't pregnant, but those men touched her.

My princess, violated and had her dignity taken away from her.
I wasn't able to save her from it

It is my fault.

"Sir, would you like a tissue?" The doctor asks sympathetically.

Not noticing before, I am crying and I can't stop.

"Yes thankyou" I keep wiping them away, but the more I try to wipe them away, the more they fall.

"Sir I know this is a great shock, but it isn't as bad as it could have been" He tells me cautiously.

I nod.

I know, It's just I wasn't there to help her and it is killing me" I stare at the wall.

"I know, you may go in there and sit with her now if you wish". I thank him and leave retreating to my seat next to Lani.

"I'm so sorry", I whisper while holding her hand "The doctor said you can hear me, so I guess I can talk to you", The tears finally flow like a waterfall "I'm sorry I wasn't there to help or save you, I can't stand the fact that those filthy men would tou-" I stop and kiss her hand.
"I didn't stop them, I wasn't there to stop them, I love you and I need you! And now this has happened".

"I'm just not good enough for you...." I block the tears with the silky material.

"Yes you are Niall" Louis walks in and puts his hand on my shoulder.

"I cannot begin to tell you how much happier she is with you, there was no way any of us could help her, so don't blame yourself".

"Thanks Lou" I get up and hug him.
It is a proper hug, this isn't the time for bro hugs.

I really needed someone and Louis came right when I did.
For that I am extremely grateful.

"Where are El and the kids?" I ask sort of impatient.

"At home".

"Alright then, I don't want the kids to see their mom like this, two days ago we were all together and now she is in a fucking coma..." I start to tear up again.

"She'll be alright mate".

"No, she wont" I think to myself.

"I'm serious Niall! She will" He pats my back again.

I would like to believe Louis, I would.
But I don't think she will be okay.

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Lani's P.O.V
I may be in a coma and can't see any thing, but I can hear everything, Including Niall and Louis' conversation.

It does hurt me, what happened....
But i'll manage, I will be okay as long as Niall is here to help and take care of me

"I love you Lani, If I could, I would have stopped everything that happened to you". I can hear Niall sob.

"It's okay!" I try to tell him but my mouth wont move.

"I'll be okay!".

"Niall you need some rest mate". Louis tells Niall, who is still holding my hand.

"I can rest right here".

Have you ever felt that pain, knowing the one you love is upset because of you and there is nothing you can do to change it.
I'm feeling that.

Sometimes life just gives you all the shit it got leaving you, ONLY YOU, to clean up the mess.
I have learn't to suck it up and go about my day as if nothing has happened.
Even though it is extremely hard I have to do it.
Everyday I look so happy, I partially am, my emotional health has just dropped right down.
People think i'm happy, but in reality...

I'm not.

Everything I have been through, bit by bit has just pulled away my hope that one day I will be with Niall and my children living a happy life.

I love them so much, when I am with them I really am happy, but for the past few days, I haven't known happiness. Maybe I'm just rambling on, but is the truth.
If only I had taken the car, this wouldn't have happened

The one time I'm truly happy this crap screws my life up.

How can I live like this?

"I'll be back soon baby, Louis has convinced me to go have a shower". Niall lets go of my arm and I suddenly feel cold.

"Don't leave me..."

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*two weeks later*
Today is the day I can move again and I will be out of this stupid coma!

I can hear everyone is here Louis with El, Liam and Danielle (A/N They're still together for the purpose of this story) Zayn and Perrie, Harry, Nate Jessica Gina mum and Rob.

"Okay everyone, she should come to in a couple of minutes"

Idiot I'm already awake!

"I start to feel my arms and legs again and wiggle my fingers and toes.
I feel a smile coming.

"She is smiling, and moving her fingers!" Perrie squeals.

I slightly open my eyes, they burn from the light, I haven't been able to see for two weeks.
Once I am used to the light, I open my eyes fully, looking up I see everyones smiling faces.

But there is one smiling face I don't see...



"Where's Niall?"

Notes

Part three is finally here!


AND I WENT TO THE ONE DIRECTION CONCERT LAST NIGHT MUNCHKINS!

Since none of you guessed, none of you get the first three chapters of my new story! XD Bad luck!

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