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How Can I Live Like This?

The Drive To The Hospital

Eleanor's P.O.V
Lani??? Not Lani! That was my first thought when Lou rung me to tell me the news, and me Perrie and Danielle being best friends with Lani we all straight away got in Zayn's van and drove to get Niall.

During the car ride Niall asks what had happened.
"El what happened?" I start to explain "Well.. Um.. it was a umm s-s-suicide attempt" My mumbling and stuttering caused by the tears streaming down my face.
We arrive at the hospital, and we go to the reception desk asking for Allana Taren (Everyone calls. or... called her Lani) And the lady replies with "She's just down the hall, private room number 6". I hope she is o.k

As Dani Perrie and I rush down the hall into the room a hospital bed is surrounded by at least 4 doctors, I pressumed this was Lani's bed.
"No Lani! Is she going to be o.k?" Perrie asks one of the doctors, I hope she will be..
I seriously pray to god she will be o.k

Perrie's P.O.V
I have just asked the doctor about Lani anxiously awaiting my answer.
"She will be able to pull through, her injuries are very severe and she might not be able to walk for at least 3 months, that is if it is too badly broken". 3 MONTHS?????
My bestest friend not being able to walk for 3 months?? This can't get any worse.

"So... How exactly did she end up like this?" Dani asks. "Well it was a suicide attempt, she jumped from the state bridge, luckily there was a boat passing by and someone jumped in to save her". Then how did she get the broken leg..
"Doctor sir how did she get the broken leg?" Harry asks after 10 minutes of solemn silence along with Zayn, Louis and Liam. Niall was expressionless..

"At this point we have no idea, she has several other injuries that couldn't have been caused by the jump unless she hit something on her way down... But I highly doubt it". So.. How did she get the injuries???
Suddenly all the doctors move away from Lani.

Nialls P.O.V
Ohh my fishsticks. The doctors all moved out the way and we were able to go and look at Lani. She looked so bad, her face and body was covered in cuts and bruises. Her left arm was covered in severe cuts as well. Obviously self harm.....
I had to leave the room to contain myself.

As I walk out all these thoughts start running through my head and the feeling of guilt takes over. "All that time.. Who knew she was suffering so much." I feel a tear trickle down my cheek and as soon as Louis walks towards me and puts an arm around me I totally break down and tears are flowing like drink down my throught
"Lou.. It's my fault isn't it?? I should have told her the truth when I could, but she is hurt because of me....." What have I done?
"uhh Niall?? I think everyone knows you werent the only problem....." I'm not? And there I was thinking it was completely my fault..
But I ignored her for months..
(At this point Lani has been unconsious for half an hour)

Notes

Still bad! If you enjoy it write a comment so i can continue cuz i don't know if it is good or not :P

Comments

@Maura_E
i am soon! So be on the lookout :)

@supergirl66
will be soon!

aaaaaaaawwwwww sooooo cute please update
@ILOVENIALLHORAN

XD Hope you enjoy it!
@Stylinson_Girl
you dont have to apolygize for being creative