How Can I Live Like This?
I know what you are thinking
Lani's P.O.V
I can't believe it, I havent seen him for two years and he is even better looking than he was before No Allana! You can't think that! STOP!
And i know what you are thinking believe me, 'how come you just up and left for two years?' Truth is magazines would see Niall walking out the club with a different girl EVERY NIGHT for the next three weeks after I left Louis told me than Niall just tried to forget about me but nothing ever worked.
So he stopped after a couple of weeks thinking it wasn't work shit, he didn't realise I was still hurting and I am now.
"Who is that mummy?". Niall gives me a nod allowing me to tell her "This is daddy baby" Just then Nate interrupts with a gasp "DADDY!!! Daddy's Back yay!". And they both run up to him and give him bear hugs.
"ooo! Daddy can you take us to Nandos??? And we want some icecream!". He chuckles slightly "I see you have my appetite well if it is okay with mommy?" Asking me for permission I nod my head "Go on kids don't go crazy!".
I can't beieve I just did that, a man I havent seen for two and a half years and i willingly let him take my children out stupid!
We all walk to Nandos and te kids literally stuff their faces when the food gets here "You kids will get your clothes dirty at this rate!" I can't help but smile everytime they act like their dad.
"What so funny Missy?". Thats a good question "well... It's just that they are so much like you.. And yeah I like that". I LIKE THAT? THIS ISN'T THE TIME TO BE SAYING THAT!! GRRRR. So frustrating.
"Lani you know I was drunk right? I never meant to leave with that girl,and all those other girls i was-" I cut him off "I know Niall trying to forget about me! Louis told me that the thhing is you hurt me Niall, and you didn't run after me". He is shocked not knowing what to say "But I thought you hated me" Tears forming at the edge of his eye "I don't! Didn't you realise that I loved you? I was WAITING for you the whole time I was waiting for you to come after me but you didn't" Someone suddenly interrupts. "Please don't forget that we are in public and your children are right there". Lou.... He always interrupts ALWAYS! 'Lous please we are trying to talk!" Niall practically shouts "Well if you are going to do that wait till we get home!".
"Whatever". Is all I can say I am too angry.
I can't believe it, I havent seen him for two years and he is even better looking than he was before No Allana! You can't think that! STOP!
And i know what you are thinking believe me, 'how come you just up and left for two years?' Truth is magazines would see Niall walking out the club with a different girl EVERY NIGHT for the next three weeks after I left Louis told me than Niall just tried to forget about me but nothing ever worked.
So he stopped after a couple of weeks thinking it wasn't work shit, he didn't realise I was still hurting and I am now.
"Who is that mummy?". Niall gives me a nod allowing me to tell her "This is daddy baby" Just then Nate interrupts with a gasp "DADDY!!! Daddy's Back yay!". And they both run up to him and give him bear hugs.
"ooo! Daddy can you take us to Nandos??? And we want some icecream!". He chuckles slightly "I see you have my appetite well if it is okay with mommy?" Asking me for permission I nod my head "Go on kids don't go crazy!".
I can't beieve I just did that, a man I havent seen for two and a half years and i willingly let him take my children out stupid!
We all walk to Nandos and te kids literally stuff their faces when the food gets here "You kids will get your clothes dirty at this rate!" I can't help but smile everytime they act like their dad.
"What so funny Missy?". Thats a good question "well... It's just that they are so much like you.. And yeah I like that". I LIKE THAT? THIS ISN'T THE TIME TO BE SAYING THAT!! GRRRR. So frustrating.
"Lani you know I was drunk right? I never meant to leave with that girl,and all those other girls i was-" I cut him off "I know Niall trying to forget about me! Louis told me that the thhing is you hurt me Niall, and you didn't run after me". He is shocked not knowing what to say "But I thought you hated me" Tears forming at the edge of his eye "I don't! Didn't you realise that I loved you? I was WAITING for you the whole time I was waiting for you to come after me but you didn't" Someone suddenly interrupts. "Please don't forget that we are in public and your children are right there". Lou.... He always interrupts ALWAYS! 'Lous please we are trying to talk!" Niall practically shouts "Well if you are going to do that wait till we get home!".
"Whatever". Is all I can say I am too angry.
Notes
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