How Can I Live Like This?
I can't believe it...
Lani's P.O.V
*Two Months Later*
I am at Alissa's house flickering through the channels on her t.v. Then she walks through her bathroom door. "Just finished work have you?". it's 11 at night and I am pretty tired "Yeah, when did you put the kids to bed?".
"eight thirty, they practically fell asleep straight away!". As I am still flicking I stop at one channel talking about one direction "As their tour comes to an end One Directions Niall Horan celebrates a bit too much, as he is seen with a unknown girl and they ended up leaving the club together".
My heart just stopped beating, it was only for a second but in that second it ripped itself to shreds. "Ohh Lani i'm so sorry... "I can't believe it... HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO ME?".. I yell as loud as I can "What will current girlfriend Lani Taren think? And what will become of their two children?". I get my car keys, put the sleeping kids in the back and drive, goodness knows where I needed to get as far away from everyone as I could. "Mum, I'm catching a plane to come and live with you if that's okay?". "Yes baby stay as long as you need too!". Mum is the only one that doesn't hate me so since her and dad divorced this is perfect.
Good I'm going to get out of here. I go home the next day as I stayed at a hotel that night. I pack as quick as I can and Niall comes rushing through the door. "Babe I'm sorry!". "HOW CAN YOU BE FUCKING SORRY NIALL, AND DON'T CALL ME BABE!". You broke my heart.. "Where are you going?".
"To the airport I'm staying with my mum, she moved and I will be moving in with her, this is goodbye Niall".
I left and never looked back.
*2 years and 4 months Later*
"Darling can you pass me the chicken?". Rob asks as he cooks lunch, he is my step-dad now.
"Sure, can you tell ma I've popped down to the shops with the kids?". "Yeah be carefull darl!". He is the nicest step-dad you could ever have, after my dad broke mums heart she spent ages hurting, then she found Rob and her heart slowly repaired itself and they eventually got married.
"Kids were going shopping!". "YAY MOMMY LETS GET ICECREAM!" They both yell from the rooftops, flip they love their food.
On the way to the shops Jess asks a question I thought.. Well hoped wouldn't ever ask me "Mummy wheres daddy? Why don't we get to see him?". A tear slowly trickles down my chin. "He doesn't have time to baby, and Nate while you are in the shops please don't go wild like you did last time".
*In the shop*
"Oooo! Mummy can I get that dress? It's so- UNCLE LOU!". I turn around and all five of them are standing there. Ever since that day I have been skyping Louis and Harry. "Hey JessyWessy? And Nate how are you going you being good for mummy?". They nod in agreement "Yes mummy even got us more drawing books! oo and we got a puppy!". As they chat I see Niall standing there staring at the ground.
"Long time no see Niall". He looks up slightly "Yes how are the kids?".
"Yes they are good, speaking of the kids, babies someone is here to see you!"
*Two Months Later*
I am at Alissa's house flickering through the channels on her t.v. Then she walks through her bathroom door. "Just finished work have you?". it's 11 at night and I am pretty tired "Yeah, when did you put the kids to bed?".
"eight thirty, they practically fell asleep straight away!". As I am still flicking I stop at one channel talking about one direction "As their tour comes to an end One Directions Niall Horan celebrates a bit too much, as he is seen with a unknown girl and they ended up leaving the club together".
My heart just stopped beating, it was only for a second but in that second it ripped itself to shreds. "Ohh Lani i'm so sorry... "I can't believe it... HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO ME?".. I yell as loud as I can "What will current girlfriend Lani Taren think? And what will become of their two children?". I get my car keys, put the sleeping kids in the back and drive, goodness knows where I needed to get as far away from everyone as I could. "Mum, I'm catching a plane to come and live with you if that's okay?". "Yes baby stay as long as you need too!". Mum is the only one that doesn't hate me so since her and dad divorced this is perfect.
Good I'm going to get out of here. I go home the next day as I stayed at a hotel that night. I pack as quick as I can and Niall comes rushing through the door. "Babe I'm sorry!". "HOW CAN YOU BE FUCKING SORRY NIALL, AND DON'T CALL ME BABE!". You broke my heart.. "Where are you going?".
"To the airport I'm staying with my mum, she moved and I will be moving in with her, this is goodbye Niall".
I left and never looked back.
*2 years and 4 months Later*
"Darling can you pass me the chicken?". Rob asks as he cooks lunch, he is my step-dad now.
"Sure, can you tell ma I've popped down to the shops with the kids?". "Yeah be carefull darl!". He is the nicest step-dad you could ever have, after my dad broke mums heart she spent ages hurting, then she found Rob and her heart slowly repaired itself and they eventually got married.
"Kids were going shopping!". "YAY MOMMY LETS GET ICECREAM!" They both yell from the rooftops, flip they love their food.
On the way to the shops Jess asks a question I thought.. Well hoped wouldn't ever ask me "Mummy wheres daddy? Why don't we get to see him?". A tear slowly trickles down my chin. "He doesn't have time to baby, and Nate while you are in the shops please don't go wild like you did last time".
*In the shop*
"Oooo! Mummy can I get that dress? It's so- UNCLE LOU!". I turn around and all five of them are standing there. Ever since that day I have been skyping Louis and Harry. "Hey JessyWessy? And Nate how are you going you being good for mummy?". They nod in agreement "Yes mummy even got us more drawing books! oo and we got a puppy!". As they chat I see Niall standing there staring at the ground.
"Long time no see Niall". He looks up slightly "Yes how are the kids?".
"Yes they are good, speaking of the kids, babies someone is here to see you!"
Notes
:O More drama!Comment if I should continue
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