Does he know?

Me and Harry were both speechless and the mood was so awkward.

”Answer me. Have you even thought a second about Zayn since you’ve got back together with Harry?", he once again shouted at us.
”Yeah of course you haven’t. I didnt think of you like this Annabell, I really didnt”. He left without saying anything else. We were all silent. I could tell by Harrys face expression that he wasn't happy.

The rest of the group walked awkwardly away without saying anything, except Niall. He was supportive as always - " It's okay mate, he'll get over it", he said as he placed his hand on Harrys shoulder. Harry just sent him an oblique smile.

Niall left and I looked at Harry while my hands were on my cheeks " What was that all about?" I asked shockly.

"That was like so massive. I have never seen him so angry”, Harry answered in schok aswell.

”Neither have I.That was a different side of Liam but i’m sure that he reacts like this because misses Zayn too much and all these things are just to much for him to cope with", I replied. Harry took my right hand and kissed it. Even though he sent me a smile I could see he wasn't happy. I knew his face expressions too well. Liams reaction was so extreme no one of us knew how to react.

"I think we should leave him alone for awhile. I'll talk with him tomorrow or something like that.. Don't think too much about it, everything is going to be fine i'm sure about it. R.. Right now I have to go I have plans with Lou", Harry said and left as he sent me a smile.

Was he out of his mind? I couldn't wait untill tomorrow. I had to talk to Liam on one hand. Luckily he agreed to meet me at the library. He sat alone at a table with a cup of coffee. I could see that he was angry, totally pissed of. He looked at me with a look I had never seen before. It scared me.

”Speak out I dont have the whole day”, he said angrily, not looking at me.

”Liam please calm down”, I almost begged. I was so fragile about this Zayn subject. ”Can't you see im hurt too?”, I asked.

He took a sip of his coffe.. ”You seem so happy with Harry and it breaks me inside. When I see you, I think of Zayn. I think of how happy he is around you, how much he smiles when you’re together. I fucking miss him. He's my best friend and I miss him every single day. Do you even know how much it has affected me that he’s not here?”, Liams voice was so different. I couldn't describe it. By looking in his eyes I could see pain. I felt so bad about all this. Once again I felt guilty as hell.

A tear slipped from my eye..

”Of course I miss him", I breahted out. "Every single day. But i’m done crying over him. You were the one who told me to move on and now that I finally am I get punished?”, I gave him my puppy face but he didn't buy that.

”Punished? You’re having a great time with Harry which also is Zayn's good friend. How come you dont feel guilty when you kiss Harry, when you fool around with him and cuddle with him in the same fucking room as Zayn slept in?", he almost yelled at me. I could see anger in his eyes now, no pain.

”CALM DOWN LIAM, do you have to start a fight? I almost shouted. He still had an angry look on his face.

" You know how I feel about this I dont have to explain myself. I'm in love with Harry and you know i've been crazy about him since the first day. You can't punish me for loving him. I know Zayn is gone but I can't stay single because of him. He's not even here so how come you're the one who's so frustrated. I didn't even know he liked me. If I did I promise you everything would have been different" I cutted it off from there and walked away from the library. The tears were pressing. I hated everyone had to mention Zayn like he was the boss in the crew, like he was the greatest of us all. I was so sick of it. Yeah I missed him but couldnt we please move on?

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I had musical rehearsals and I had to sing Royals by Lorde. The reherseals felt like a life time. I wasn't in the mood for it and the coach and teachers constantly asked me to sing the refrain over and over.

" And we'll never be royals. It don't run in our blood that kind of luxe just ain't for us. We crave a different kind of buzz. Let me be your ruler (ruler), you can call me queen Bee and baby I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule. Let me live that fantasy... "

We pracited over and over and when we finally had break I was about to call Soph to inform her about the muscial but a unread message was shown on my Iphone.

Liam: ” I’m sorry for being so aggresive. I just miss Zayn and it’s hard without him. I dont want to see you hurt or unhappy. I’m glad that you’ve moved on and that you're feeling better than you did when he left. It’s just still weird without the whole clique you know? But we’ll stay together no matter what. Xx Liam

I smiled. Finally he realized everything was going to be fine.

Me: I’m glad you’re apologizing. Time heals everything and no matter what we’ll always be the same clique as we became the first day of school. Love you, gotta pracice for musical. Xx.

It was so eaiser for me to concentrate now that Liam and I had killed the awkwardness. So from now on our school musical was the most important thing to focus on. Parents, family, strangers, famous people and people across UK are coming to see us perfom. They know we're all talented in each ways and we have to sing live so we're alll nerve wraking and nervous.

Notes

ANOTHER CHAPTER FOR YOOOOU! Sorry I know it took long to finish it but I had some trouble with the pictues. I don't know how to put the picture in as a link but not the real links name if you guys know what I'm talking about ..
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