Does he know?

I woke up next to Harry with an extremely headache. He was so cute when he was sleeping, looking like an innocent baby, which he wasn’t at all. I caught myself smiling while admiring him. He looked so peaceful. I closed my eyes in the hope of falling asleep again but Harry suddenly turned side. I fondled his hair. “Mhhhhhhh”, I heard him say.

“What’s the time?”, he mumbled and turned to my side.

"I have no idea my head is spinning and i'm so hung over", I complained.

“Do you remember anything from last night?”, he asked with a cheeky smile. Of course I remembered. How could I possibly forget that we got back together?

I teased him and answered "no" while raising my eyebrows. "Heey don't joke with me now", he said with his cute puppy face.

We agreed to grab some coffee at Starbucks but we had a problem. I had to get to my room without being seen. “Run in three, okay? One, two, three!!”, Harry shouted as I ran like a marathon runner to my room. Damn, almost 11 rooms were apart us! I hurried to get dressed and get outside school without anyone seeing me.

“Where you think you’re going?”, I recognized the voice - it was Louis.

“Oh I’m just going to Starbucks” ..

“Alone?”, he looked suspicious at me.

”Yeah I’m hung over today”, I smiled and walked away in the same minute before he started asking other questions.

Harry waited at the big fountain, I hurried like never before ”we’re screwed if we get caught”, I said breathing heavily. We both giggled. I felt like a crime rider, like a little kid trying to escape from my parents because I stole some candy. It was actually funny sneeking around and hiding like two high school kids.

"So tell me, are you happy now?", he asked while sipping his coffee.

"I really am happy because we finally are back together. It was hard without you Harry", I said trying not to blush. His dimples showed and I immediately felt butterflies in my stomach.

"I wont let anything come between us I promise. I would never cheat on you please note that", he answered and kissed my cheek. Yeah I could totally feel a whole zoo in my stomach now.


The Starbucks coffee helped us both. Now our problem was how to get back to school without being caught. ”Hey”, Harry said suddenly ”People are hung over from yesterdays party so no one is probably at school. Am I right?”

”I really hope you are Harry” .. I didnt want to tell anyone about us. Not yet. It made me feel bad. I still felt guilty. Luckily there was no one in the cafeteria, at the library or in the hallways. We stayed at Harrys room all day watching movies. We cuddled up like back in the days but it wasn't the same feeling. Something bothered me.

”Why are you so defensive and reserved?”, Harry suddenly asked out of nowhere while we watched The Notebook..

”Because..” I stopped myself. I felt a stone in my stomach. How would he react if I mentioned Zayn?

”Because what?”, he was curious.

”Zayn”, I whispered. I could barely talk. "I.. I feel guilty because of this”.

”You don’t have to feel guilty. He always says that we should do what makes us happy. He always tell that to the clique Annabelle. I don't like that you're feeling that." His voice was so fragile. He squuezed me tightly.

”Harry he’s my best friend I can't just back stab him like this. It will break his heart if he finds out that we're together". I moved his hands from my body.

”You’re not doing anyting wrong as long as you’re following your heart. If you feel this is the right thing to do, then do it. I’m sure he’ll understand it someday. He’s mine friend too and I don't like to back stab him either but remember he always wants the best for us". He was stubborn as hell.

But he was right. He always knew what to say but this was acutally the truth. Zayn had always told us to do what makes us happy no matter how many people it will hurt.

But does it count when it hurts somebody you truly love and is your soulmate?

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