Does he know?

I smiled while I looked at the ceiling; the gratification felt in my body was indescribable. I hadn’t felt such a pleasure in a long time. A shiver ran up my body as he stroke his hand inside my naked thigh. I stoke my hands on his chest and decided to take off his shirt. He put his arms up and within a second the shirt was off. He now lay on top of me with his bare chest. Damn it was a long time since I had seen his tattoos and unbelievable hot body. This was driving me crazy; I wanted him even more now! I Harry reached the edge of my panties and put his fingers under the edge and started pulling them down as he continued his kissing. My breathing was out of control as he was about to reach the highpoint and all of a sudden I heard a beeping sound..

DAMN IT!! My stupid alarm! I forgot to turn it off yesterday. Shit. I looked around as I immediately spotted Harry next to me. He was still sleeping. Once again he looked like an angel. Shit my shirt was all wet - covered with sweat. Even the sheet under me was a little wet. How embarrassing! I must have been sweating during the whole dream. Fuck my life I thought it was real life. I wished it was!
Yesterday after my bath, Harry and I ate the meal he had cooked, afterwards I fell asleep immediately. I must have been tired as hell and all of the pleasure I thought he was giving me was just a dream. Holy shit! Why did it have to be a dream? I thought we were getting back together and all that.. Good things take their time right? But.. We were close to make out yesterday.. I think. Or was it just a dream? How could I dream off such weird things? Ugh. I wanted them to be true. I needed them to be true!

I decided to take a shower since it only was six in the morning and I really didn’t want to walk around all day being all sweaty and wet. I turned on the cold water. It gave me chills but it felt good. I had been all warm and literally covered up in sweat. How vile and weird to think about. Was I really that desperate for him?
I thought of how I could tell him how bad I wanted him without sounding desperate. No matter what I came up with, it just didn’t felt like a good idea.. Hm. There was no turning back! Tonight I’ll make cupcakes and hopefully my dream will turn into reality. I’m actually kind impressed of Harry. He hasn’t really been making a move. I thought he would be all over me these days but he has behaved really well. Maybe he actually does see me as a friend and nothing else? Should I ask him?

No.. I couldn’t. it would be too weird.
To desperate..
Hm..

I stepped out of the shower, jumped in an over-size white T-shirt and made my way back to the bed. I cuddled up in my duvet because I felt a little cold after the shower. I guessed Harry still was asleep but he suddenly turned to my side. He slowly opened his eyes as he spoke out” Good morning babe. Why are you up this early?” I could not help but smile. Did he just call me babe?!
“Good morning. Uhm. My alarm rang and I couldn’t sleep so I took a quick shower”.
“Without me?” he smirked. How could a human being look so beautiful in the morning? His hair wasn’t even messy or anything!
“Harry… You slept?”
“Well I would rather be in the shower with you babe” he said as he pulled me into him. “You smell nice” he said as he inhaled the pleasant smell of my body. “Thank you Haz” I smiled. I realized I wasn’t able to get out of the bed because he held his arms so tightly around me. What was he up to?

“I love waking up next to you. I’ve missed it” he said after some minutes of silence. This was it!! I had to admit I liked him.

“I.. I’ve missed you too love. I enjoy this as long as it lasts” I smiled. He returned the smile but then he placed his hands on my cheeks and looked me intensly in the eyes. His face got closer to mine. Suddenly out lips connected and before I knew it we were making out. But he didn’t hesitate doing anything else. He kissed me softly one last time and opened his eyes. We both smiled as if we had waited for this for days. He rolled me over so I sat on top of him. A shiver ran up my body and the butterflies suddenly appeared in my stomach. Shit the feeling I had in my dream was suddenly in my body. I leaned in for another kiss which this time was more dominant. Our tongues fought, the kiss got steamier and Harry suddenly kissed me behind my neck. I let out a moan because of the pleasure the kisses gave me. I was so not ready for this to happen. I only wanted more of him but I didn’t want to rush it, I at the same time wanted to give him all of me.

“Harry” I whispered as I realized he had a huge bulge on.

“Yes Annabelle?” he breathed out slowly in my ear, which caused me to shiver once again.

“I want you and need you” I admitted. Without answering he sent me a smile and pulled off my shirt. I was now only in my underwear, still on top of Harry. He rolled me over and pulled down my panties. Uh if this was a dream too I would literally kill myself. He pushed hard into me. I moaned loudly before he pressed his lips against mine to silence me.

My heart skipped a beat or two every time he thrust me. Was this really happening? All at once without me even telling him about me feelings?
My thoughts got disturbed as he moaned out my name and came inside of me. he now lay next to me with a happy grin on his face. “I just wanted to say good morning in a different way” he laughed as he kissed my nose.
“Well I could get used to these kinds of good mornings” I laughed as I put on my t-shirt again.
We lay on the bed for minutes without saying anything. My mind was filled with thoughts so I decided to speak up.

“How come you suddenly did this? I thought you considered me as a friend”
I regret the sentence even before I spoke it out loud. Shit what if I had messed everything up?

He looked at me with a different face expression than before.
“I’ve never considered you as a friend and never will. Remember that.. I’ve missed you so much and this trip has just made me fall in love with you even more”. Aw I blushed because of his sweet words. Now I knew where I had him.

I kissed him once again. This time it was a long kiss which I think we both enjoyed.
“I must confess I feel the exact way I just didn’t know how to tell you”. Harry looked beyond happy when I said it which made my heart relax again. This was the beginning of our great relationship I could feel the strong love again.

“I love you and always will. I’m willing to forget and forgive everything that has happen in the past. I don’t want to look back I’m only looking forward from now on and I beg you to do the same?”

I crawled next to him and placed my hand on his cheek. We looked in each others eyes. I saw nothing but honesty in his dark green eyes. “ We’re going forward together. I am nothing without you Harry” I said and kissed him on the cheek. I suddenly felt thirsty, so I got out of the bed and looked in the mirror. Shit my hair was a mess again!

“And Annabelle by the way?”

“Yes harry?” I said before leaving the bedroom.

“I wouldn’t just call you quite when you dream. I heard you moarn my name serveral times so I guess you wanted your treatment as soon as you woke up” he laughed loudly. I felt so humiliated and embarrassed at the same time. HE HEARD ME? I NEVER TALK IN MY SLEEP! How awkward. I didn’t know what to answer I ran into the kitchen and drank 2 glasses of water. I decided to make us breakfast. While I cooked the eggs I kept thinking of how awkward it was that he had heard me. Why didn’t he just shut me up?

“Smells good” it sounded from the other side of the kitchen. Harry walked towards me with a grin on his face.

“Harry why didn’t you wake me up if you heard me!?” I said without thinking of how inappropriate the question was.

“Because I liked the way you screamed my name” he smirked again and made a funny face. I punched his arm, he covered his head while I tried to slap him. He took my hands and pulled me into him.

“Be polite or else I will make you scream even louder” he whispered and let go off me. well well well what was this all about? Who was the desperate one now?! I could not do anything but smile because I felt I had him exactly where I wanted and something inside of me told me that he wanted me as bad as I wanted him.
I put the plates on the table and found the juice. We were busy eating but then he spoke up.

“What are our plans for today?”

“Well we have to shoot the music video today I guess. Don’t know it depends on how much time we have. We could discover more of Stockholm if you want to?”

“I would love to, as long as im with you” he smiled as he took a sip of his juice.
I had missed this Harry. The sweet one, who always complimented me and made my day by just being there,. . I was so happy to have him back again I literally wanted to jump on him and never let go. As soon as we finished eating we went to the bathroom to get ready. Harry stood shirtless and brushed teeth, I stood next to him and put on my makeup. We literaly looked like a married couple. Damn I had missed his bare body. Those tattoos got me crazy as hell. He just drove me crazy I don’t know where the lust suddenly came from but as soon as he finished brushing his teeth I hugged him from behind and ran my hands down to his little mister. He smirked and let out a noise as if he was enjoying it. He turned me around and pulled me into him.
“I love you” I said as he placed his hands on my cheeks.
“I love you even more” he answered and planted a soft kiss on my lips.. Was he teasing me?!

“I need to shower babe” he said and let go off me.. nooo!
“noo.. not now harry “ I said. Shit I should have shut my mouth.
“Uh and why not?” he smiled but I was so sure he knew my answer.
“Because I want you”
“A second round?”
“Harry don’t tease me!” I said as I teased him by biting my lip looking all insecure at him. He always felt for that one.
“If you insist love” He grabbed my thighs and lifted me up on the sink. . I could clearly see the bulk under his pants and it made my stomach yearn. Our lips linked together, I interviwned my fingers in his hair while he starting kissing my neck, making his way down lower. I felt the lust even more now, I didn’t have time for foreplay I wanted him now! “ HARRy2 I screamed. “ beg for it” he teased me. “PLeasre” I whispered in his ear, hoping he would give up. Of course he didn’t give up, how dumb of me thinking that. He caress my naked thighs making me want him even more he was about to put his fingers inside of me when the doorbell suddenly out of nowhere rung.

Why someone kill me now!


“Shit. We have to get that” he said and put me down. I pulled down my dress, looked in the mirror and fixed the messy hair and put on some lipstick.

“Good morning mr. Bolt” I heard Harry say. I walked towards them realizing harrys pants was unbutton. I tried my best not to laugh. I held it in as good as I could while I tried to pay attention to mr. Bolt.

“We’re leaving in 20 minutes meet me at my house as soon as you’re ready” he said. That was it. Was that all he had to say? Couldn’t he text us or something! He interrupted the best part. Arg.

40 minutes later we arrived at the studio again. I really looked forward to shooting the video. I wasn’t nervous any longer. Maybe because the biggest part was solved now we just had to start the fun part.. shooting!

“You know what”? harry whispered while Bernad and Bolt talked about something we didn’t actually paid attention to.
“What?” I said not looking at him. “ I owe you round 2 when we get home” he smiled. I head the joy in his voice that caused me to laugh all loud. Gosh I guess he was as desperate as me!

“That’s a deal but you have to beg” I said trying to imitate him. He just sent me a funny face as Bernad spoke up “ Are you ready for another day ? I hope you enjoyed recording because today is going to be even better!”

He explained how we were going to shoot and what the video was all about. It wasn’t actually a big thing, nothing too big or serious. I thought it would be worse where we would like make a whole movie out of it like some of the big stars sometimes do. It had a totally “amateur” thing – not to sound bitchy or anything. I just prayed that it would turn out good and people would like it.

We started shooting and luckily there wasn’t many “act 2, act 3, act 4” as you see in movies. We had a really good time filming and there was more laughter than singing. The day was pretty good and before I knew it we had time off.

“That’s it. We got it” Bernad yelled and sent us a thumb up.
We returned his thumb with a happy face.

“Hashtag done with shooting” Harry laughed as we returned to Bolt’s office. “ It was fun don’t you think so?”

“Yeah it was I’m just sad it ended this fast”

“Me 2 I’m going to miss this so much but maybe we’ll shoot again tomorrow I mean ther are probably a lot of mistakes we didn’t notice”

“I hope you’re right”

“Hey what are your plans for today? You’ve been so good today we’re an hour in front of our schedule”

“Well” I said as I and harry looked at each other.
“We’ve planned to explore Stockholm. No shopping, just chilling”

“Well that sounds cosy we’d like to eat dinner with you tonight if you want to?” mrs. Stinson said politely. Well how could we say no?

“That’s a deal” I said and hugged her goodbye.

“So where are we going I mean its not like I have a GPS in my brain?”

“Easy, we got our smartphones we’ll figure something out1” . I loved exploring cities even if it meant get lost and being forced to ask people for directions. I didn’t care about that I was here to experience new stuff with my boyfriend..

“Harry look at that café, let’s get a smoothie!” I literally forced him to go there. He didn’t even had a chance to say no due to the fact that I grabbed his arm and pushed him towards it.

“Fine, fine chef” he said ironically. We ordered and find a nice sofa to sit on. I figured this was the perfect time to speak everything out.

“So about this whole being friends – not being friends thing.. what are we?” I said looking serious at him. No smile, no flirt. I needed to keep it cool if I wanted the truth.

“Well I told you earlier that I don’t see you as a friend and that I love you. That can only mean one thing”

“Which is?”


“I just want to hear you say it” I smiled innocently.

“Okay okay.. it means that we’re together, and not together again. Just together ‘cause in my opinion, we’ve never been separated. You’ve always been in my heart”.. ah, dear harry he could go on when he first started.

“Great. Now I’m happy again. I really needed to hear that!”

he took my hand and caressed it with his pinkie.

“I’m really happy that this trip got us together I would hate myself forever if we didn’t work things out here. Without everyone else”

“Arh speaking of the devil, I’m so glad being away from everyone. I mean, I enjoy being with you alone.. Without anyone else” I smiled might even blush a little. I took a sip of my smoothie while Harry kept on talking “ Let’s just forget the group while we’re here and just enjoy each other and this beautiful city. And I think that we should explore our place back home as well. The mountains and stuff”

“Cheers for that” I shouted and held up my drink.

“”Cheeeeeeeers”

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