Does he know?

“Shots, shots, shots, shots, shots” I yelled as Soph drank five shots in a row.

“YOU FUCKING GO GIRL” I yelled straight in her ear. We high fived and now it was my turn.

“Are you ready Ann? I know you’re not a big fan of shots but tonight we’re going all the way” Soph said as she gave signal to the bartender to pour in five more shots. I guzzled them all and asked the bartender for five more.

10 shots in five minutes, I was actually impressed.

“Woaaaaah you’re going down tonight darling” Soph clapped her hands and smiled big.

“It’s going down I’m yelling timbeeeeerrr” I sang like Kesha does.

“Let’s hit the dance floor “Soph said and before the blink of an eye we were on the dance floor shaking our asses to a Pitbull song.

I felt the alcohol showing its skills because suddenly I was slow dancing with a very handsome lad. I had no idea of how we started dancing but he could definitely move and his big green eyes were enchanting. We stood body to body, chest to chest. I felt his heartbeat, his heart beat rapidly and he sent me a blink and licked his lips as he looked into my eyes. I knew exactly what he wanted and some part of me was ready to give him all of me.

I wanted to kiss his wet lips.

I wanted to feel his body close to mine

He was cute and charming.

My body was ready but there was only one thing stopping me.

My heart.

I deep down wasn’t ready to kiss a random guy..

Would this help me to move on?

Would I finally get peace in my head. Maybe if I kissed another guy than Harry I would finally realize that I could get someone better?


No I didn’t want a new guy. I wanted Harry..

But he was no where to be seen and hadn’t shown me any interest lately so whatever.
I closed my eyes and felt the boys’ soft lips kissing mine.

To be honest it did feel amazing for a second or two. But there were no butterflies . No nothing. Only a second of satisfaction but of course it wasnt love. It was a drunken kiss. A drunken mistake that I never wanted to do again.

I opened my eyes. The boy had still his eyes closed so I supposed he did enjoy my kiss.
His face was so damn cute. He indeed was attractive. I closed my eyes once again as I started playing with the boys hair. I then felt someone pulling me aside.


.. Liam and Niall.


”What the hell are you doing idiot?” they said looking madly at me.

”What do you ggg.gu. guys mean?” I said and raised my eyebrows.

”You’re making out with a random dude in the middle of the dance floor?” Niall said with a bit of anger in his voice.

”So?”

”So what makes you think that’s acceptable when you’re not over Harry and still trying to get him back?”

”I’m just having fun and it was only a kiss” I smiled.

”Or a make out scenario?” Liam answered.

”Look guys.. I’m having fun and trying to move on, let’s have a c…couple of shot.shots” I burped.

”I think you’ve had enough” Niall then laughed ” Yeah but you haven’t and you have a drinking contest to win” I said and grabbed his hand. ” Come with me” I said and leaded him to the bar.


” Five shots to this blonde Irish lad” I yelled at the bartender and pointed at Niall. The bartender sent me a thumbs up and started mixing Nialls shots as I tried to stand still. I was filled with energy and all I wanted was to dance.

”How much have you had you’re uncontrollable?” Niall said as he looked seriously at me. I was not used to him being so serious especially not at parties

”I’ve had like ten shots and i’’ll not drink more because I already feel drunk”

”Annabelle, please listen to me, okay? I’m probably the only one who’s sober. I’ve talked with Harry he really wants to see you and spent some time with you, so please stop goofing around with random dudes because you’ll regret it tomorrow”

WOW.
Harry wanted to see me?
To spent time with me?

HEY!
Then it hit me.

”If he wants that then why haven’t he talked to me yet?” I asked.

He shrug his shoulders” Dont know. I think he needs some alcohol first, then he’ll man up you know”

”Well if the situation’s like this then of course I won’t make out with other guys I seriously dont even know why I did it.” I admitted.

”See you already regret it ” Niall smiled as he took a shot.

”Nah I dont even know how I feel i’m mixed between happy, confused, disappointed and a lot more”

”Take a shot and let’s have fun” Niall answered and we cheered and took a shot together.


The dancefloor was filled with twerking girls and it would take a war to find our friends. We luckily found Sarah, Soph and Zayn and Liam. We danced a long to the newest hits like Talk Dirty, Tsunami, Royals and .. My favorite of them all.. TRUMPSTA! The song hit me and I felt like I was in my zone.

” MAKE ROOM FOR ME NIGGAS I'M DANCING” I yelled as I pushed people aside. Liam and Zayn laughed their asses of because they knew I loved to be center of attention but at the same time I was so drunk I almost forgot the lyrics

”I JUST REALLY WANNA FUCK HER. I’M MRS. TRUMPSTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I’M A TRUMPSTA MOTHERFUCKERR” I yelled and jumped to the rythm..


Then.


Bum.

I slipped on the floor and soon I realized that I had six faces looking at me like they were in shock.

I did not just fall seriously was I really that drunk?



””Let me help you up, you idiot” Sarah laughed and somehow managed to carry me to a table I could sit at.

"Are you okay?" they all asked at the same time.

" I am I am. I just need to sit for a minute"

"Sarah, we have a bet you know?" Niall said.

"Oh I forgot, let's go!" she said and the two of them including Soph left me.

Suddenly I was all alone by myself at the table.


Then the most unexpected thing happened.

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