Helping Her Out The Darkness..

Edward's POV

She's now upstairs for like fifteen minutes. It doesn't take that long to grab the drugs, right? No, of course not! I better go upstairs and see what's taking her so long. I stood up from the couch and walked upstairs towards my room. I walked into my room but i didn't see her. Where is she!?

Maybe she's in my bathroom. You know girls are. They have to pee after every second. I walked to the bathroom door to open it but it was locked. Damn! "Sarah!! Sarah. Sarah open this damn door!!" I yelled and pounded on the door. No answer. How can i open this damn door!?

Wow, wait a sencond! I have a key!! Why didn't i think of that before!? I ran to my dresser and picked up the key. I ran back towards the bathroom door and opened. Tears began to spill.

No she didn't!! I broke down on the floor next to her. She got herself an overdose. It should have never come so far. It's all my fault. If i didn't agree with this stupid plan then she maybe didn't got herself an overdose. Wait. Is she even alive or did she just black out!?

I checked her wrists and heart. She didn't even breathe. Her heart didn't beat. OH MY GOD!! I UHMM... I HAVE TO CALL AN AMBULANCE OR I... I quickly called the hospital. I told them everything quickly and hung up. They told me to stay calm and to get her downstairs on a couch or something. They come as quick as they can. At least, that's what they said. Maybe i have to call Harry. I mean like i know they still love each other, right? And... Ugh, just call him Edward!!

Harry's POV

"Jane.. I-i can't do this." I said and sighed. Just to fresh up your mind... I'm trying to forget about her. But i just can't. Everytime i wanna hook up with someone or at least try to then i suddenly feel guilty and cut it off. Yes i'm a pussy i know. I mean like... We broke up and i am free!

And still i just can't do this to her. It's like i know we are getting back together but at the same time i really don't know if we are getting back together. "Oh Harry, Harry, Harry. My lovely and hot boy. She's gone." Jane said. Yes i know i'm trying to hook up with her and that's so wrong.

Wow wait! Did she just said what i think that she said? "She's gone?" She nodded and smiled evil at me. "A-as in t-to an other c-country, right?" I asked carefully. She shook her head no. "W-what d-do you m-mean?" "Well... My Harry. With i mean really like gone as in dead." No no no no! "WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO HER!?" I yelled at her while i grabbed her long bonde fake hair. She letted a few tears slip but i don't care. "TELL ME WHAT YOU DID TO HER!! NOW!! ANSWER ME!!" I screamed in her fake face. "N-nothing really i-i s-swear." I letted her go.

Then my phone rang and i answered it. It's Edward.

H-hi. Uhmm..... H-harry i-i... C-come here now!!

Edward yelled into the phone.

Why!? WHY THE HELL WOULD I COME TO YOU!? WELL... TELL ME ONE FUCKING GOOD REASON WHY!! NOW!!

I yelled back into the phone at my brother.

I-it's S-sarah. She just got an overdose. Come to my house now!!

I dropped my cellphone and broke down on the floor. No she can't. How does she dare to leave me!? I picked up my phone and ended the call i runned downstairs to grab my keys. I runned out of the front door and drove off, leaving Jane standing there angry and confused. After ten minutes i arrived at Edward's house. I rang the bell a lot and then he opened the door. I runned inside and he closed the door. "WHERE THE HELL IS MY SARAH!?" I yelled at him.

"On the couch. They told me to bring her downstairs and lay her down on a couch or something. They should be here any minute. Thank you for coming here." I sighed and walked into the living room while Edward followed me. I saw her laying here on the couch. I looked at her.

Her skin is a mixture of white and blue. That's not good. "Is she still alive?" I asked in a shaky whisper. "N-no. Well... I mean.... I don't see her breathe. I don't feel or hear her heartbeat. So... I'm afraid she's not." He said. The we heard the doorbell. Edward walked away to open the door.

A few seconds later the nurses came into the living room. They looked confused at Edward and i but did their work. "Can we go with her? Please?" I asked and they nodded. A few minutes later we were on our way to the hospital.

"Are you two family or something?" The blonde haired nurse asked. "Yeah. We're twin-brothers. That's Edward. Yo can recognise him on his hair and he doesn't have as many tattoo's as i have. I am Harry and you can recognise me on my hair and i have way more tattoo's than him. And of course our personality's." I said back to the nurse. She smiled at me.

"Hmm..... Interesting. So... Harry. How about we go to my house after i got this shit done with this ugly girl. So, what do you say?" She said and winked at me. "Oh really? Do you really think i'm that person?" I asked her and she smirked. Yes i know i'm flirting with her now, well...sort of but i do this to figure something out.

"I don't think that but i know that." And she licked her lips. "Well...then you know it wrong." She looked confused. I think it's very funny. I'm just playing a little game with her. I wanna see how far she goes and i wanna see her shocked face when i'll gonna tell her something later.

"What do you mean?" "That girl who got an overdose huh? She's sooooo ugly and stupid, right!?" She nodded and smiled evil at me. "And you know for sure i'm a womanizer or something!?" She nodded and smirked again. I sighed. "Well.... Then you are absolutely wrong! I'm not a womanizer or anything what has to do with it. And i have you know..." I didn't finish my sentence because i wanna know what she thinks.

"Yeah? You what? Can we not at least try? You know... a date and all those things..." She said and i smirked. "Oh really? Hmmm..... Let me think about it. How about no. That girl right there, who got an overdose, she's the girl i'm in love with and if she doesn't wake up then i will beaut you up until you don't wake up anymore to. Do you understand!?" She nodded and looked scared, shocked and sad.

"That was a funny and smart game you played Harold." Edward whispered in my ear and smirked. I nodded and laughed quietly.

Soon we arrived at the hospital and we were walking towards a room. A nurse stopped us from walking in the room. "You two can't go in there. We will call you when you boys can come, okay?" Edward nodded but i didn't i only glared at her. "It's not fair. I need to see her!!"

"I'm sorry Mr. Styles. We can't do that." She said and walked in the room and closed the door. Edward and i sat down on the chairs against the wall. "So..... Harry." Ugh... What does he want. Yes i know i sound like a girl on her period but i ust don't wanna lose her. I'm just scared okay.

"Yes Ed?" He sighed just like me. Just tell me what you want!! "I'm sorry Harry. It's all my fault. I never ment to rape her that day. But when i had done that i just fell in love with her. I watched her everyday. I got jealous. Jane planned her revenge because your gang killed her love Jake. Besides... I wanted her. So i agreed to the plan to seperate you two. But you two were so perfect together. And i-" I cutted him off. "You wanted her?" I asked him and he nodded.

"Yes i wanted her. Now i realize she belongs to you but there was a time i wanted her. When i took her to my house she broke down in the middle of the movie. I comforted her. She was so heart broken. The only thing she wanted was you. So i thought you know... Just kiss her and try to fic her but... It didn't help. And you came so yeah..." Wow i never thought of that. "Did you call or text Jane before you kissed her or something because Jane text me i had to come to your house and see for myself what was going on." I'm really confused now. Edward looked angry and sad and a lot of other emotions.

"NO! I DIDN'T!! I don't know how she knew that, i swear!" "Okay, okay. I believe you. So... What happened next!?" We are now both crying our eyes out. I don't know how he feels like but i feel like shit. "After you left she came back inside. She didn't cry or laugh or anything! When the movie was over i was watching some tv-show. Then she said she was tired so she walked upstairs to go to bed. After like fifteen minutes she came down stairs and asked if i had any drugs and i said yes. She asked if she could have any and i said yes again. I said were they were so she could grab something. Then i asked if she could grab all the drugs and come downstairs so we could you do both drugs together. She agreed. After fifteen minutes she didn't came back and that's when i you know.... And now we're here." I can't believe it. He is here now apologizing. "I'm so sorry Harry." He whispered. I couldn't do anything except hugging him.

So i did that. "I'm sorry to ed. I'm sorry how i acted when we were younger. You were the invisible one and that's so wrong." We are pussy's i know. Ugh... Whatever. Someone cleared their throat. "Boys... You can come in now. She's in coma and she's alive. The only problem is that we don't know if she will make it. Yes she's alive but she's in a bad condition. Her heart is in a bad condition. We were just in time to save her. She had an overdose but shortly after that overdose she had a heart attack. We reanimated her. We do not know for sure whether all this is due to the overdose or heart attack. We're still investigating. You can stay for like thirty minutes then you have to leave." Wow. That's all i can say or think or.... Just wow.

"Thank you. But i have to stay longer. She's my everything." I said and the nurse shook her head no. "Im sorry Mr. Styles but you can't sty longer than that. Only family cn stay as long as they want." Hmm.... Interesting. "We're engaged. So can i saty longer, please." She nodded and walked away.

"Harry? I think it's better if i go. I can't face her right now. I'm coming back tomorrow, okay?" Edward said and i nodded. I walked into the room and closed the door behind me.

I sat in the chair next to the hospital bed. I picked up her hand and i just hold it. "I'm so sorry Sarah." I whispered while the tears began streaming down my face. "I.... I should have never leaved you. I should have fight for you. I still love you. I always will. I tried to hook up with other girl but i stopped before it got too far. I just can't let you go. You can't leave me."

Tears were streaming down my face. I'm trying to hold them in but i can't.





"In my future i see us. Me proposing to you and you saying yes. Us married and having children. I've always wanted a girl named Darcy and a boy named Ashton. But i.... Please. I promise you i'll give you everything. You only have to wake up. You are my world. You are my everything. My heart is beating for you and only you. I know yours is beating for me as well. I don't want it tostop beating for me. I want you back. Please. You can't leave everything here." I cried even harder if that's even possible. I was sobbing now.

She's my everything. This is where i'm breathing for. For her. Nothing or nobody else. God please, i'm begging you. I sat there in silence for a few minutes, just looking t her. Then my mom Anne and my sister Gemma came walking in. I haven't seen them in a while. What are they doing here? How do they know i... Oh wait. Edward. Thank you brother. Just what i need. Now my mom is gonna tell me that i have to let her go or what!?

They sat down on other chairs next to me. "Hi Harry. I missed you. I know you don't want me or Gemma here but Edward called. He said you needed some comfort. We're heer for you. We love you. But anyway... How is she? You really love her don't you?" I nodded and sighed. I tried to calm myself down butit didn't help. Mom and Gemma hugged me tight and i hugged them back. Maybe they are really what i need. Some good comfort. "I love you to mom, Gemma." I whispered back and they nodded.

I pulled back and a nurse came in. "Mr. Styles?" "Yeah?" She looked sad. I guess its bad news. "She got an overdose but that wasn't enough to kill herself. But then she got a heart attack and that was enough to kill her. You're very lucky that we could save her just in time but... It is possible that she might be never waking up. If she doesn't wake up in like uhmm.....what should we say? A week maybe two then we you know uhmm...." I shook my head no and i began to cry harder.

"NO!! You can't do that! SHE'S MY EVERYTHING!! I CAN'T LET HER DIE!!" I creamed at the top of my lungs and runned to the nurse to attack her. Gemma and my mom stopped me just in time. The nurse looked now scared, it was the same blonde nurse as in the ambulance.

I calmed down and sat back in my chair. I cried again. This is not fair. I..... "If she dies then i have to die to." I whispered to myself. I really mean it. If she has then i have to die to. "What did you say Harold!?" My mom asked almosy yellet at me. "Nothing." Gemma sighed and hugged me tight. "You're not gonna die because she dies and she is not gonna die as long as you stay by her side. She's a strong girl Harry. I know that she will survive. I can feel it." I sighed and nodded. Maybe i just have to trust my mom. She's always right.

And Sarah is gonna survive, right?

Notes

I'm really enjoying writing this :)

Hmm.... What is gonna happen? Any idea's!? Is Sarah gonna die or not? Tell me what you think!!

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