Not for me
Chapter twenty eight
With those 3 words it seemed that my whole world came tumbling down. Once I had began to cry I realised I was all alone, my parents were both at work and my brother was probably out with his mates. I got up from the floor and looked at myself in the mirror, mascara strecks attacking my face. I whipped them off and sat down in the lounge and turned on the tv, I tried to forget everything but I couldn't. I looked at the text from harry and slammed my phone on the table, I got up from the sofa and rushed into the kitchen and searched the cupboards for any vodka my brother had forgotten about. Bingo!! A 2 litre smirdoff bottle was at the back of the cupboard. Mine! I locked the doors and began to drink silly, with the first few sips I could feel the back of my throat burning but I didn't care. When I finished my drink I picked up my phone again struggling to see the screen. My eyes adjusted to the light of my phone. And I began to ring him. It rang a couple of times before he answered, "Ali? Ali what's up?" he sounded very worried at the silence I held. I began to speak but my words were all slurred. "Harry darling! I'm ringing to tell you to piss off! You've broken me, ever since you left me all alone I have lost everything for you. I'm in love with you harry and your nothing but a dirty little fucking whore. Using a d leading me on like that Fuck You Styles!" I shouted and hung up. God that felt good. I put the phone down with a smile on my face knowing that I had succeeded in telling him how I felt. Once I was satisfied I cuddled up on the sofa and fell to sleep.
Harrys p.o.v
I needed to tell Ali that I loved her because I felt like I really did. I was lonely without her. When she wouldn't speak to me I was acking inside. I took a deep breathe and picked up my phone. I sent her a message barly spelling anything right as my nerves were taking over my hands. I LOVE YOU. Sent. Wow i felt gutted and terrible that i had left her bit im sure she felt the same way still. I thought shed reply straight away but she didnt. I was pacing around my room waiting for an answer. When i got a text. My face lit up at the vibrations my phone was giving. But my heart dropped when it was Perrie. Perrie? Why is she calling me? Before i couls even say hello she was ranting at me, something about Ali. "Why Harry Why did you have to kiss her. Your going to ruin her and if you do I will crush you!" I knew she meant every word, I tried not to show emotion. " Ye but did she tell you about her pizza arrival.?" silence "Ye thought not" I hung up. What a cow, I mean I love Pez to bits but why. I was about 2 hours before vibrations began to come from my phone again. I carelessly picked it up thinking it was Perrie ready to rant at me again. But to my suprise it was Ali. I expected her to pick up and talk first bit there was silence. "Ali? Ali what's up?" there was a short silence before she began to shout at me her words were slurred I knew she was drunk. She can't handle herself when she's drunk. I know because her father told me. Once she hung up. I ran to the door slipping on my shies and jaket and running to the car. Once i got to Alis it was midnight. No cars were here except Alis so i knew she was on her own. I began to bag on the door a number if times. No answer i ran to the window to see her sloshed out on the sofa. I sigh of relief hit me when i noticed her breathing. I returned to the foor and searched for a spare key. Under the plant pot is where i found the key and i ran into the livingroom. I was barely able to breathe. I teied to wake her up, but thats when i noticed the vodka bottle. After a few minutes of attempting to wake her up she stirred. She frowned and groaned at the un wanted ness. i picked her up from the sofa and carried her firemen style up the stairs. She burried herself into my jacket. i placed her on her bed. And took off her ahoes and jeans replacing them with sweats i also removed her top, restrainigng myself from taking advantage in her vunerable state. I put on the top id given her realived she still had it. I flicked in the bedside light and tucked her in. I filled up her glass with some fresh water and put a paracetamol by her bed. I placed a kiss on her forhead and was about to leave her when she held onto my hand. Without openong her eyes she spoke. "Im sorry H thankyou." i smiled even though sge vouldnt see i gave her another kiss. I walked out of the room when she shouted me. "Harry! Do t leave me not again!" a tear escaped my eye knowing she wanted me. I took off my hacket and shoes and changed into the shorts id left here last time and lay down next to them. She snuggled into me and helf me close. "I love you ali"
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Harrys p.o.v
I needed to tell Ali that I loved her because I felt like I really did. I was lonely without her. When she wouldn't speak to me I was acking inside. I took a deep breathe and picked up my phone. I sent her a message barly spelling anything right as my nerves were taking over my hands. I LOVE YOU. Sent. Wow i felt gutted and terrible that i had left her bit im sure she felt the same way still. I thought shed reply straight away but she didnt. I was pacing around my room waiting for an answer. When i got a text. My face lit up at the vibrations my phone was giving. But my heart dropped when it was Perrie. Perrie? Why is she calling me? Before i couls even say hello she was ranting at me, something about Ali. "Why Harry Why did you have to kiss her. Your going to ruin her and if you do I will crush you!" I knew she meant every word, I tried not to show emotion. " Ye but did she tell you about her pizza arrival.?" silence "Ye thought not" I hung up. What a cow, I mean I love Pez to bits but why. I was about 2 hours before vibrations began to come from my phone again. I carelessly picked it up thinking it was Perrie ready to rant at me again. But to my suprise it was Ali. I expected her to pick up and talk first bit there was silence. "Ali? Ali what's up?" there was a short silence before she began to shout at me her words were slurred I knew she was drunk. She can't handle herself when she's drunk. I know because her father told me. Once she hung up. I ran to the door slipping on my shies and jaket and running to the car. Once i got to Alis it was midnight. No cars were here except Alis so i knew she was on her own. I began to bag on the door a number if times. No answer i ran to the window to see her sloshed out on the sofa. I sigh of relief hit me when i noticed her breathing. I returned to the foor and searched for a spare key. Under the plant pot is where i found the key and i ran into the livingroom. I was barely able to breathe. I teied to wake her up, but thats when i noticed the vodka bottle. After a few minutes of attempting to wake her up she stirred. She frowned and groaned at the un wanted ness. i picked her up from the sofa and carried her firemen style up the stairs. She burried herself into my jacket. i placed her on her bed. And took off her ahoes and jeans replacing them with sweats i also removed her top, restrainigng myself from taking advantage in her vunerable state. I put on the top id given her realived she still had it. I flicked in the bedside light and tucked her in. I filled up her glass with some fresh water and put a paracetamol by her bed. I placed a kiss on her forhead and was about to leave her when she held onto my hand. Without openong her eyes she spoke. "Im sorry H thankyou." i smiled even though sge vouldnt see i gave her another kiss. I walked out of the room when she shouted me. "Harry! Do t leave me not again!" a tear escaped my eye knowing she wanted me. I took off my hacket and shoes and changed into the shorts id left here last time and lay down next to them. She snuggled into me and helf me close. "I love you ali"
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10/21/13