Louis handed me a t shirt out of his mahogany dresser and helped me undo the zipper on the back of my high low.“I really wasn’t expecting you to sleep in here,” there was a slight smirk to his voice.“If I had known I would’ve tidied up a little.”I accepted the meek smile that came over my face as I slid the shirt over my head and turned around into Lou’s waiting arms.I sobbed into his clothed chest as he led me over to his full bed.I was slightly thankful that Louis wasn’t with Eleanor tonight… there was no way that I could face this alone.He tucked me in and there was suddenly a small knock on the door.I attempted to master the quiet cry but I failed in the most epic manner and burst into soft hysterics.Lou rubbed a few reassuring circles on my upper back – Harry knew my dislike for people touching my upper back, which made me yearn for him more – before he got up and went to answer the door.I wasn’t facing the door but I heard Louis hush Harry before he stepped into the hallway and they began talking.

When Louis came back into the room, I could decipher his gentle closing of the door distinctly from the near slam that came about a short time after.Without words, Lou walked over to the bed and crawled in next to me, allowing me to snuggle into his clothed side – this made me miss Harry’s bare skin even more.I was still sniffling slightly when I drifted into a restless sleep.

His lips were so close to my ear.I could still smell the alcohol on his breath.I never wanted to be this close to him ever again.

“What I wouldn’t have given to get another piece of that fine ass of yours… But I guess it’ll just have to be some other time…”

My eyes shot open to find darkness all around the room.Under my hand, I felt cotton material and remembered where I was – remembered that this is NOT where I really wanted, needed to be.I heard Louis mumbling my name as I went for the door, but the sound of my own falling tears and own breaking dreams were too loud for me to care.I went to Harry’s door, fist helplessly banging against it.Zayn couldn’t make the nightmares go away, and neither could Lou.There was only one person who could and he was on the other side of that door.“Harry please!” I cried passed the wooden barrier.The sobs began to escape my mouth and I couldn’t bring myself to care.“You said that you’d be here!You said that you loved me!What kind of love is this?What about the last ones standing?”Leaning against the door, I almost fell in when it finally creaked open.I only allowed myself one look at the beautiful boy in front of me and his eyes were red and swollen too.Launching myself at him, I flung my arms around Harry’s neck as I hit the brick wall that was him.I sobbed into his bare chest as he remained stationary.“Harry please,” I said again.One of his hands held the door open while the other leaned against the door frame.His body was tensed against me.

“You ran to Lou?”I instantly let my arms fall from him as I began to step away slightly.

“Harry I need you…”

“Why Hannah?!Why do you ever need me?!” he overlapped me.“Did you have another bad dream?!”Did he know that he was bellowing?There was a pinch in my heart and I knew the emotion reached my face as his expression softened after his harsh words.New tears began to fall as I stepped away a little more, but this time the distance didn’t change as he stepped with me.He walked forwards until I was against a wall.Harry’s arms carefully wrapped around my waist and I broke down, again sobbing into him.“Oh my God, Baby I’m sorry.I know you can't help it and I know th...”

“You’re the only one that makes them go away,” I said, breathing ragged.Harry pulled me away slightly wiped the tears off of my cheeks, but his hands remained cupping my face.“You’re the only one Harry.”Without further hesitation, he pressed his lips to mine, making my insides melt.Within seconds I had forgotten all about my nightmare and Harry was walking me back into his room, our lips still attached.The door closed and I was pinned to the back of it.By the time we separated, the only trace of tears was puffy eyes and our chests raised and fell from the electricity that had charged through us.I ran my hands down Harry’s chest in the pitch blackness of the room.He hugged me tightly around the waist and my arms fit snuggly around his neck.

“Do you want your pajamas?”I could tell that he didn’t really like smelling Lou’s clothes on me.He let go to turn to his dresser but I caught him with both hands by the wrist, not quite ready for him to leave.Realizing my resistance to his absence, he came back to put his hands on my hips while mine traveled to the sides of his face, playing with his curls.Our lips moved in sync for moments before we parted again.

“Harry?”His silence encouraged me to go on.“Make love to me.”He let out an exaggerated sigh and put his palm on the door behind me.

“Why do you keep pushing this Hannah?”I felt my heart sink.

“Because I want to have a good experience of a beautiful act.”My eyes had adjusted and I could see the quizzical look in Harry’s eyes.“Because I want you to show me what it’s supposed to be like.”When he still looked unconvinced, I couldn’t take it anymore.I pressed my lips to his and kept our foreheads together at the end of the kiss.“Because Harry,” I took a deep breath, “I love you.”I could hear Harry’s breath hitch as I said the three little words that he had waited for so long to hear come from my lips.

“You…”

“I love you Harry.”My eyes pleaded with his, begging to feel the comfort that was him.He remained incredibly still for a second or two – it felt like an eternity – before he took another step towards me, pressing me firmly to the door.He left his hand on the door above my head and used the other to press against my back, forcing our waists gently together.He left a soft kiss on my lips and left our foreheads together.

“Hannah, the last thing that I wanna do I hurt you, or scare you.”I reassured him with another kiss and he softly left them across my jaw line and just under my ear.“Are you absolutely positive?” he whispered.In response, I attached my lips to his collar bone, sucking and nipping at the soft skin there.Harry gently ground his hips into mine.I loved that he was being careful with me, but I was dying for his touch.With both hands, I nudged my fingers into the band of his sweats and began walking forwards.There was surprise in Harry’s eyes as he sat down on his bed.He leaned back slightly as I straddled over him, bending down to connect our lips once again.I moved back and forth slightly and his breathing became a little deeper as I felt something become more solid beneath me.With a bit of hesitancy, Harry’s large hands cupped my bum and held onto it, pulling and pushing me across where he needed it.I became a little more excited as I realized the length from base to tip was becoming increasingly longer.Knowing that I was doing this to Harry gave me a long term burst of confidence as I lowered myself to rub harder against him, making a soft moan escape his mouth.His hands began moving me faster – something that I was okay with because I knew that I was giving him pleasure.

Before long, Harry gripped my thighs and held me in place where I was, not letting me move any further.I gave him a slightly confused look.“I… don’t wanna… finish this way,” he said through unsteady breaths.His fingers then hooked into the side of my knickers and pulled them over the curve of my bum.Once I was no longer straddling him, I hesitantly pulled them the rest of the way off and kneeled down in front of him.“We can stop… if you want.”His breathing was beginning to return to normal… and I didn’t like it.I hooked my fingers into the waist line of his sweats and pulled them off, revealing the huge bulge in his boxers.I filled my mind with only thoughts of Harry as my hand wandered up to palm him outside of his boxers.I felt him pulse and grow impossibly larger under my hand.I looked to Harry whose head was thrown back with teeth gritted in the moonlight shining through the window.Looking back to the erection in his boxers, I saw that the material was incredibly strained.I took one more look at the gorgeous boy in front of me before pulled his boxers off and discarding them along with his pants.My breath became uneven when I saw, let alone heard, his erections slap against his stomach.My stomach churned slightly, knowing that it was significantly larger than Marcus’.Quickly, I swept every thought of that bastard away and focused only on Harry.In the not very well lit room, I spotted one vein that ran all the way from Harry’s base to the tip.I inched forward, wanting so badly to please him.I could see that my mouth was centimeters away when,

“Whoa Hannah, no.”What?He was turning it down?He leaned down and took my hand that rested on his thigh and hauled me up to sit next to him.“As much as I’d like to watch that,” a shiver went up my spine at the thought of Harry watching me wrap my lips around him, “this isn’t about me,” he whispered against my lips before giving me a sweet kiss.I deepened the kiss, letting him lie me back against the mattress.He half hovered over me as his hands softly gripped my waist, thumbs rubbing against my stomach.I felt his erection against my thigh and felt a burning sensation in my stomach and wanted Harry more than ever.He searched for the hem of Lou’s shirt before pulling it completely over my head before one of his hands massaged my thigh as his lips massaged my neck.His fingers danced around my center as I gripped helplessly at his opposite forearm.

“Harry please!” I breathed, tired of his teasing.He paused momentarily before letting his fingers brush my clit.I inhaled, a thought seeping in about the last time this was done to me.My muscles tensed slightly before Harry was whispering in my ear.

“Don’t think about me touching you Love.Think about the way that it’s making you feel.How’s it making you feel?”I held my breath slightly as I felt the sensation that was bursting through my body.

“So good,” I half moaned.I could feel myself blush for being so easily turned on and then Harry was whispering again.

“There’s no reason to be embarrassed Baby.You’re doing great.”His fingers moved a bit faster, making me squirm beneath him.My hands clenched at the wrist of his working fingers, wanting more but scared for him to continue.“Baby, you’re so wet.I can feel how much you want it.Come on Love.”I switched my grip to the comforter around me and fisted at it helplessly.Harry continued slowly for a while before stopping completely.“Hannah, I’m going to put one in.”My eyes widened and my legs attempted to clamp closed as I remembered what had been done to me.The hand that had been working came to rest on my lower stomach.“Babe, I just don’t want the real thing to be too big of an adjustment for you.It’ll be okay.”

Muscles relaxing with his words, I felt as one of his fingers easily slipped into me.It was long and reached deep to an uncomfortable place inside of me.He stilled as deep as it would go and looked into my frantic eyes.Harry waited for me to adjust to the feeling before he slowly withdrew from me, but I wasn’t put at ease for long when he slid it to its full depth once again.I winced at the pinching sensation and he kissed my neck as he began to pump in and out of me.At this point, I focused more on the feeling of him at my neck than anything else.The pumping motion became faster and I realized that the pinch had gone away.There were two fingers now and I took hold of Harry’s straining bicep, urging him to keep going as the pleasure swept through me.He reached a spot deep inside of me and I let out a shout of pleasure.That was the spot.I began writhing on the bed underneath him and I could feel Harry’s lips smirk against my breast.“Faster?” he whispered.

“So fast,” I moaned into the room – the only other sounds being the ones of our heavy breathing.Feeling an amazing tension building in the pit of my stomach, my hips involuntarily bucked as I felt my walls squeezing tight around him.Then all of his motion stopped.A small fear ran through me as I remembered what was to come next.“Harry,” I simply said, “please don’t.”

“It’ll make you feel good Babe.”He still had a smile that was full of the pleasure of pleasing me.His fingers began to wriggle against my walls inside of me and I could help but let an uncomfortable struggling sound escape my mouth.Then he stopped – probably figuring that something wasn’t quite right – and withdrew from me, causing a slight pinch as his fingertips escaped the tight warmth that was me.I closed my eyes and threw my head back as I felt Harry’s kisses trailing up my stomach and his teeth graze the valley between my breasts before they caught just the slightest bit of my skin.I moaned in pleasure.He kissed back up to my ear, “and you’re not allowed to finish that way,” he whispered seductively.My eyes opened wide in surprise and nervousness as I felt him between my legs.“Are you sure?”With my eyebrows raised in an absolute state of not being sure, I nodded my head and Harry dipped his face into my neck, nibbling at the skin as he pressed himself into me.

My eyes closed tight as I realized just how much bigger than Marcus he actually was.With his full erection inside of me, he stayed there for a few seconds that again felt like hours.Once I was squirming for him to move, he came to my mouth and kissed my lips as he slowly withdrew from me.Not coming completely out, he rolled his hips into me again.I gasped and opened my eyes to see emerald ones looking down at me worriedly.He wasn’t moving but was still buried deep inside of me.He lowered himself onto his elbows and swept loose strands of outlived curls from my face.“Hannah, you’re not ready for this… not all of this at once.”I wiggled beneath him, pleading with him to move.He held onto my hip, restraining me.I slid my hands up his chest and into his curls, pulling him down so that I could kiss him.

“Please Harry,” I begged against his lips.He let a breath of air out over my face and I tried to ignore the scent of alcohol as he rolled back only to go into me again.This time, he didn’t stop.Harry continually moved and there was something absent.No thoughts ran through my mind except for Harry and my love for him.I closed my eyes as a partially painful thrust struck me.I turned my head to the side as Harry’s lips peppered kisses on the side of my face.

“You’re doing… perfect… Love.”I could tell that Harry was struggling against letting himself go too fast or too hard.Then Harry hit the same spot again.Not the one that hurt, but the one that he had hit with his fingers and my moans filled the room.Head still turned to the side; I let out another moan as I opened my eyes.There, in the moonlight, I saw something.It was hard to make out in the darkness, but I was sure that I had never noticed it before.We can all agree that Harry has an abundant amount of tattoos and I could name off every one of them, but this one was alien to me.There, on the inside of his right bicep, was an intricately carved puzzle piece.The inside of it was marked with ‘her one’ and underneath were cursive letters that couldn’t be made out in just the moonlight.I let out another moan as Harry continued to hit the same spot over and over again, but things were going a little too slow.

“Harry… faster!”My face went back towards the ceiling to see a confused look in his eyes.My legs wrapped around him, encouraging him to bend to my will – and he did.Still hitting the same place deep inside of me, Harry rolled his hips forwards with more speed, making the sensation in my lower half spread further through my body.He lowered his head, allowing our lips to continuously brush as I moaned into his mouth.“Harder,” it came out as a whisper but Harry obliged as the sensitive spot inside of me was pounded into.I cried out once or twice but forced myself to shut up when Harry began laying off.With his confidence of not hurting me, Harry encouraged my head to the side, nuzzling into my neck as he too began to let the restless feeling take over his actions.Everything was perfect, I leaned slightly and kissed Harry’s new tattoo before nipping at his collar bone.He returned the favor and my pleasure grew still.Before I knew what was happening, my torso was lifted from the mattress by Harry’s strong arms.I had never felt anything like it before.I was slightly nervous as I had no idea what was supposed to happen at this point.I was glad that Harry couldn’t see me blushing as my adolescence became more obvious.

“Hannah… I’ve got you… just… let go.”With Harry’s words, I was sent over a ledge that I had no idea existed.My entire body tensed before the feeling wasn’t just in my lower half anymore, but through every inch of my being, inside and out.I could feel my walls holding onto Harry as his movements became sloppier and more desperate.Still riding out my high, Harry stilled inside of me and I could feel his erection twitching.Still the only thoughts in my mind were of Harry and the fact that what we just did… we just made love.

Harry peppered kisses across my skin as he slowly withdrew from me and I couldn’t help but hiss a little as the last of his dying erection escaped me.He rolled onto his back and I rolled with him, letting my head rest on his chest.My eyes began to droop as the sounds of our heavy breathing started to relax me to unconsciousness, but my pure curiosity forced them to stay open.“Harry?”Something unintelligible was murmured in response.“What does your tattoo say?”His arm tightened around me as he knew exactly what I was talking about.His other hand went to rub his eyes for a moment, showing that he was just as tired as I was.

“It say’s ‘Last One Standing’ Love.”I smiled, mentally noting that I really already knew what it said – I just wanted to make sure that it was real.“I love you Hannah,” was the last words that left Harry’s mouth before a comfortable silence filled the room.His hand traced down the side of my back and down to the back of my thigh where the pads of his fingers traced the curved scar that marked the skin there.It tickled but I tried to ignore it for the sake of the moment.Having Harry here, so close… it gave me the strength.

“Harry?”

“Yeah Babe?” he responded huskily.

“I love you too.”With that, Harry’s arm fit around me a bit more snuggly than before as we both drifted off in the comfort of each others’ arms.

*Niall’s POV*

I had convinced Liam to drive Emma’s car back to our flats and right now she was silent in the passenger’s seat of the Range Rover.I hardly understood why we all drove them, but I liked the car none the less.Letting the silence go on for an uncontrollable amount of time, I finally had to speak up.“Why do you go back?”Her elbow sat by the base of the window and her head rested in her hand.She wasn’t very happy about my basic abduction, but I wasn’t going to let her go home, knowing good and well what would await her once she got there.“Emma.”She let out a sigh.

“What Niall.”I stayed silent with the knowledge that she had heard me the first time.“I don’t deserve to run away.”My stomach dropped.Pulling to the side of the road, I made the car stop.“Niall, what are you doing?”I got out of the car and slammed the door.How could she ever think that she deserves what’s happening to her?I leaned against the car, running my hands through my hair before I heard the other door slam too.“I kind of need a ride home so you better start driving or I’ll walk in a dress and heels in the freezing cold all the way back to my house.”Looking up, I didn’t try to hide the fury in my eyes.I raged to the other side of the car and grabbed onto Emma’s upper arms.Her eyes squeezed shut and her head shot to the side.She thought I was going to hit her.I loosened my grip and her eyes opened as she peered up at me.I kept a gentle hold of her arms as I bent my head down to press our foreheads together.I moved our lips closer together and she began to inch forwards as well until I left a barely there kiss on her lips.

“And yet, you think you deserve to live in a world… where you fear someone who only means to hold you close,” I breathed over her mouth before I kissed the tip of her nose.My arms went over hers and hers snaked around to hook behind my waist.I could feel her shivering so I pulled her closer into my embrace.We rocked for awhile before I leant down to her ear.“This is what you deserve Emma.You deserve love.Mine will never be as great as what you deserve, but it’s the most love that I can give anyone and I will give it to you.You don’t have a say in the matter and that is why you’re spending the night with me tonight.”After that she knew that she wouldn’t get away from me that easily.I used a tone that was soothing to hear but hypnotic in the sense that she would be following orders.When we pulled away, I looked into her eyes and saw tears through her smiling eyes.She flung her arms around my neck and pressed a large, wet kiss to my lips before nuzzling into my neck and seeming to take shelter there.She started to shiver again and I tried to pull her car door open but her hand around my wrist stopped me and guided me back to her waist.

“I’m not done yet,” she stated into my neck.I couldn’t help but let a low laugh rumble in my chest.After a little while, she let go.“I’m cold,” she said simply.I stepped to the side and opened her door.Once I was in on my side, I caught her staring and I knew it because her face turned a bright shade of red.“I like your hugs.”I laughed again.

“Plenty more where that came from Love,” I grabbed her hand after I put the car into drive and pulled back onto the road.

Notes

Hey guys! Sorry I haven't posted in a little over a week :/ but I have another update coming very soon :) So what do you guys think? I know that Harry starts off as a jerk in this chapter but hey... it's all good :D What's goin on with Nemma - there's about to be a lot of drama with them, just sayin lol I'm hearing less and less from you guys soooo.... Comment, rate, subscribe :) The next update comes in minutes and 55 comes at 100 votes!!!
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