Christina Aguilera Feat. A great Big World- Say Something
(Harry's POV)
I sit alone in my room, on the edge of my bed, sobbing. It's been a month already, since Ginger has been in a coma. I start to think about her more and more. I can't help but to think, it's all my fault. Everything. Not just that she's in a coma. Everything. I know that she gets bullied and it's my fault. I know she cuts herself, and it's my fault. I should have never left to go to the X-factor. I was being selfish. Only thinking about myself.

The more I think about it, the more angry I become. I get up with tears clouding my eyes. I shut them really tight letting the salty tears squeeze out and stream down my face as I grip my hair. I pick up the nearest thing and throw it against the wall. It makes me feel a bit better to punish myself. So, I continue throwing things around and trashing my room. I punch the wall leaving a hole in it. I scream out in anger. I look around for anything. That's when a piece of glass catches my eye. I know exactly what to do. I pick up the smooth piece of glass and look at it as if I'm preparing it. I take it a slowly drag it across my wrist. I let out a small cry. Now I'm in pain both physically and mentally. I really feel like giving up. But then I remember Ginger. I remember that she will wake up. And when she does, I'll be waiting. But I feel like she's giving up on me. I'll be going on tour soon. I really don't want to but I don't want to let my fans down either. I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place and I don't know which place I want to be in. This isn't fair.

I realize that I've been bleeding only when Liam comes into the room.

"Harry! What happened?!"

I look at the cut for the first time as I realize, I cut myself deep. Like, really deep.

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