We arrived at his house and I kept telling myself all these different things that Niall could be getting ready to tell me.
We walked up the path to his front door and he handed me my car keys.
He opened the door to his house and we were greeted by the boys. They all said their hellos before talking excitedly between each other.
“You ready Niall? It’s going to be great going on tour again!” Louis said while patting Niall’s back.
Tour? No, Niall can’t leave now. Not when I was starting to fall for him, not when he was showing me how to love.
“What?” I exclaimed as all five heads turned to me.
“Niall, what is he talking about?” I said while the rest of the boys remained silent.
Normally, I would be ecstatic that the boys were going on tour but it’s different when you’re falling for one of them.
Niall walked over to me.
“I was going to tell you-“
I cut him off.
“You can’t leave! You just came back!” I said as tears started to form my eyes.
Maybe I was overreacting but it’s not like I could go with him. I had school! I can’t miss out on my education for his career. If I wasn’t in school this wouldn’t be such a big deal.
I couldn’t tell what I was feeling right now. I was scared that he was leaving but I was mad that he didn’t tell me sooner. I liked being with him, around him, and I just can’t get enough of him. I was scared that he would find someone else why he was away from me. I was terrified that he was going to forget about me. Is this what love is? When you care so much for someone and cannot stop thinking about them? Is it love when you’re around them, you forget about everything else and you’re just in a little world with only him? Maybe I do love him, because if I didn’t love him I wouldn’t be making such a big deal. The real question that was raging in my mind was: If I loved him, did he love me back?
“I’ll come back for you, I promise.” Niall said as he tried to grab my hand only to have it ripped away from him.
“That isn’t enough Niall! You just can’t leave and expect us to pick up where we left off when you get back! It’s putting both of our lives on hold!”
Hurt washed over his face. At this point, the boys realized we needed to be alone and said goodbye before rushing out the door.
“It’s enough for me.” Niall said barely above a whisper.
“I told myself not to fall for you, only to be either pulled away or you not falling for me back.” I said, wishing I would’ve taken my own advice.
God, why did I have to fall for him? I knew this was going to happen. I knew he had his career yet I still seemed to want to risk my happiness to be with him. All I know is if he leaves, I won’t see him for almost half the year. I should’ve prepared myself for a heartbreak but I didn’t even think about it at them time.
“I’m falling for you too! I don’t want to leave but I don’t have a choice! I can’t put their careers behind just because you don’t want me to go. I love you Cristina and if that isn’t enough for you then maybe we weren’t meant to be.” Niall shouted but quieted down after he said he loved me.
I was shocked and I didn’t know what to say.
“I guess not.” I shouted and walked out the door. I slammed it hard behind me before I ran to my car and quickly unlocked it and got in.
Niall came barging out of the house.
“Cristina, wait!” He yelled and stood in front of my car.
“Please baby! I love you and I don’t want to go to tour like this! You’re the greatest thing to happen to me. I wish you could come but I know you have school. Please don’t leave me.” He begged.
I couldn’t contain it anymore. I loved him too and all I wanted to do was open the door and hold and kiss him.
Tears were falling out of his eyes when I didn’t respond.
He walked over to the driver’s side and I rolled the window down so he could hear me better.
“Niall, we can’t be together if you’re going to be that far away. I’m sorry.” I said and started to cry.
“Come out and talk to me please!” Niall begged as tears fell from his eyes.
I decided that was something I could do and turned the car off. I opened the door and Niall pulled me into his embrace. It took everything I had not to hug him back.
“Please, I want to be with you.” Niall cried and pulled me closer.
“Niall, you’re making this harder than it needs to be. You’re the greatest thing to ever happen to me and I don’t want you to go. All I’m going to be doing is causing you stress the whole time you’re down there. The only thing I can think of to do is to leave you so you can go on with your life, you can do better than me.”
Niall pulled away.
“No, no, no! I love you! You love me too, right? That’s all we need!” Niall said as he kissed my forehead.
“Maybe it is but maybe it isn’t.” I said, thinking it over.
If he loved me, and I loved him, that’s all we needed.
“You’re my everything and I don’t want you to leave me now. We just started being together and I love you. You’re all I think about every single day and all I know is that if you leave me, all my happiness will leave.”
I couldn’t help it anymore. He was so sad. I wrapped my arms around his neck and brought my face to his chest.
“I think I overreacted.” I said, more to myself than anything.
“I was just scared you would find someone else because you could obviously do better than me butI think I love you too!” I said which caused his body to stiffen and then relax.
“Never.” He whispered and kiss the side of my head.
“So, you do love me?” Niall asked as he brought his blue eyes to meet my brown ones.
“I think so, Niall. I love you.” I said and that was all he needed before he brought his lips down to meet mine.
He pulled away and relief washed over his face.
“Are we still together? Are you still leaving me?” Niall asked.
I couldn’t. I loved him and I couldn’t stand to think that he and I would both be upset if we broke up.
“No, I love you. I don’t want to leave you. You made me believe in things that I never thought were possible. You made me feel wanted and loved. You gave me happiness and that was all I ever wanted. I used to think love was something that was just going to break my heart but you showed me that love is something that can fix your heart. I love you Niall and I can’t stand to think what life would be without you. You’re my everything.” I said and started to cry as I realized no one has ever made me so happy.
“You’re my everything. You’ve given me something to think about when I thought life was just going to get worse. I’m so glad you love me and I’m glad you were patient with me. I don’t want to leave you and I hope you feel the same.” I said while Niall’s beautiful smile appeared on his face.
“You’re my everything. You were the one normal piece of life that I had left. Louis and the boys thought you were the best thing to ever happen to me. And they were right. Thinking about you always made me happier and I cannot imagine life without you either. I love you and all these little things with all my heart.” He said as he pulled me back into the same embrace as always.
I smiled and snuggled closer to him.

We walked back inside and sat on the couch and I kept thanking God for giving me such an amazing guy. I couldn’t be luckier. I loved him and he loved me. He loved me for me as I loved him for him.

I found my happiness. I was finally happy. Niall made me feel that way. I was wanted and loved by the boy of my dreams. I realized that happiness can come to everyone and anything. I learned that love was something that brought people closer instead of pulling them apart.
Niall loved me and I couldn’t thank him enough for it. I was shocked that he did love me because I was still confused at how he could love me. Yet, he did and he showed me that beauty is not always on the outside but is hidden on the inside.
Smiles, laughter, and happiness were shared between Niall and I. I don’t think I’ve ever been happier. Finally knowing what love was and realizing that it may be confusing but when you find the right person to share it with. I found mine and I hope, people like you, will find your someone to love.
This is only the beginning of my book but the end of this chapter.
Just remember, looks aren’t everything and I proved that. There are guys out there that go for personality and just like Niall says,” If they haven’t got personality, then looks don’t mean anything.”
Love to you from me, The End. <3

Notes

The end! Hoped you enjoyed this story and I hoped it made you guys feel better about yourself. Don't worry, if you liked this story, I will be writing another one soon and I will let you guys know what it is called as soon as I start writing it.
Love to you from me! The END!