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Life Makes Love Look Hard { ON A HIATUS }

I think I may be fallin' for you, droppin' so quickly.


{ANNA’s POV}


I got up from the floor where I had been sitting for the past few hours, crying my heart out. It surprises me that even after four years; a single memory of Luke had the power to make me cry. We had so many memories, some sweet, some bitter but that doesn’t matter anymore because he was my past and I knew that he has no role in my future. So, I just have to move on, forget him and live my life.

I went to my bathroom and looked at my reflection. My eyes were puffy and my nose was red from all the crying. I quickly turned on my shower, stripped out of my clothes and jumped in the bathtub. The water was freezing cold as I had forgotten to switch on my greaser but I didn’t want to get up, so, I decided to take the shower with cold water.

I got out of the bathroom after an hour. I always used to get scolded by my mom for taking long showers but I love taking long bath. I went to my wardrobe and started searching for a nice dress.

I had no clue what to wear. I am that kind of girl who just picks up the first thing she lays her hand on. Back at home, mum or Sarah used to pick out clothes for me when I had to attend official parties or dinners but right now, I am all alone and I suck at picking out clothes but I had to wear something nice so I started searching my wardrobe for an appropriate dress.

A smile crept up in my face as I remember how Sarah used to freak out whenever she used to see me pick out clothes, so randomly, not even bothering if I would look good in it or not. Every time she used to yell at me for being such a lazy ass and kept on reminding me that my mom is a fashion designer and I should follow her footsteps.

I finally found a dress which was perfect for the dinner; neither to fancy nor too dull. I quickly took it out and kept it on my bed, and then I went to my shoe rack and picked out a pair of sandals which matched with the dress. I usually prefer not to wear heels, they are quite uncomfortable to walk with but with a dress like that I cannot wear my shoes.

I started working on my makeup, applying the least amount of make-up as possible and then finally when I was satisfied with my make-up and hair, I got up and started putting my dress on.

When I was finally got ready, I heard the doorbell ring. I quickly rushed to the door and opened it.


{HARRY's POV}

I stood there, flabbergasted, lost in her beauty; it was breathtaking. She had the least amount of makeup, wearing nothing too fancy and yet she looked like an angel, so beautiful, so pure that all I could do was to just stand there and stare at her like a fool. Her dress hung perfectly on her body and the crème colour of the dress matched perfectly with her black curls that were beautifully combed in a bun. I could not find words to describe her. We kept staring at each other until she broke the silence.

“Harry, are you just going to stare at me like that for the entire evening? It’s creepy, you know.” She said with a smile on her face and I felt blood rushing to my cheeks.

“I.... ummm.... You look beautiful today.” I finally blurted out. I never felt this helpless before.

“Just today?” She asked raising her eyebrow.

“Oh.... no no no... That is not what I meant. You look beautiful every day. It’s just that today you... you... are...” I stammered.

“Relax Harry. I was just kidding.” She smiled and I could see dimples on both sides of her cheeks just like mine.

I quickly blushed and started staring at my shoes which had suddenly become the most interesting thing in the world. What is wrong with me? I can make girls fall for me in just a blink of an eye and yet here I am, standing helplessly, stammering like an idiot in front of this girl.

“Let me get my keys and purse and then we can leave okay. You know that you can come in, right?” She said as she left the door open for me and went inside her flat. I had expected it to be filled with fancy stuff and all but I was shocked to see how simple it was. It was huge, no doubt about that but its simplicity was the thing that made it look unique.

“Alright, let’s get going because I am really starving now.” I heard her say as she made her way to me. We walked out of the door and I waited while she locked the door.

“You do really have a beautiful house.” I said and saw her smile softly.

“Thanks” She said.

“Did I mention how handsome you are looking?” She asked, surprising me with the comment which came out of nowhere and I couldn’t help but blush.

“Shall we?” I asked as I held out my arm for her to hold. She nodded and wrapped her hand around my arm, sending shivers down my spine. God, this girl is going to be the death of me. Even her simple gestures had the power to paralyse me.


{ANNA’s POV}

I took a deep breath and looked as I started at my own reflection. I had excused myself to bring my keys and purse but instead I was here standing in front of the mirror. To be honest, I was shocked at my own behaviour.

When I opened my door, I was dumbfounded. I had expected to see the handsome looking Harry but never in my life I had imagined he would look so freaking gorgeous and trust me if looks had the power to kill, I would have definitely been dead by now.

The moment I looked at him, I couldn’t pry my eyes off him. His beauty was unreal to the point where it should have been illegal. His mop of curls was dishevelled yet suited him well. I had a sudden urge to run my hand through his hair and it took everything in me to stop myself. His full, plum, pink lips stretched to form a smile and his fair skin somehow made his lips look pinker. His vibrant green eyes focused on me and somehow once again I found myself getting lost in them.

The only thing that I was not able to understand was why does he have this effect on me? I never broke a sweat for the other guys but when it comes to Harry, I get paralysed. I took a deep breath, relaxing myself and switched of the lights, grabbed my purse and went to face Harry. I saw him staring at my apartment, with an amused look on his face.

“Alright, let’s get going because I am really starving now.” I said as I walked towards him. We walked out of the door and I quickly locked the door.

“You do really have a beautiful house.” He said and I couldn’t help but smile.

“Thanks” I said.

“Did I mention how handsome you are looking?” I asked, rather blurted and it was nothing but the truth. He did look handsome. Who am I kidding? He looked way more than handsome. He looked hot, with those tight fitting black jeans, white v-neck shirt and his blue coat. He was just wearing casual clothes yet he managed to pull a look that made my heart skip a beat...

“Shall we?” He asked as he held out his arm. I nodded and wrapped my hand around his arm.

We walked towards the car and before I could open my door, I saw his hand reach for the handle and he opened the door, I quickly climbed and sat on the seat. I smiled as I saw Harry walk around the front of the car before hopping in. He placed the key in the ignition and the car roared to life.

“So which hotel are we going to?” I asked finally breaking the silence that had surrounded us.

“How did you know I was going to take you to a hotel?” He asked looking at me.

“When you ask someone for dinner, you usually take them to hotel, silly. Plus this isn’t a date. So I pretty much guessed it. Now please watch the road.” I said. I still get freaked out when someone does not pay attention while driving.
{A/N: Just to remind you that Anna’s grandparents died in a car crash, that is why she is afraid when someone doesn’t pay attention while driving}

He finally stopped the car; I looked around and saw that we were in the middle of nowhere.

“Harry, please tell me that you are not a serial killer who is going to murder me at the middle of nowhere and then dump my body where no one can ever find it.” I said with a fake horrified expression on my face.

“Do you know telepathy? You guessed exactly what I was planning.” He said as he hopped out of the car and walked to my side and opened the door.

“Not funny, Styles.” I said as I climbed down the car.

“Turn around.” He ordered.

“Wha-“

“Just turn round, I have to tie this cloth on your eyes so that you won’t see where we are going and don’t worry I am not a serial killer on lose.” He said and I turned around and let him put a black cloth in front of my eyes.

“Harry, I cannot see anything, it’s as if I am blind.” I complained.

“Don’t worry I won’t leave you.” He said with a soft voice and somehow it felt as if he was assuring me that even if the whole world would turn against me, he won’t leave my side. I felt his hand on my back as he started guiding me.



“Okay now you can open your eyes.” Harry said as he removed the cloth out of my eyes and I slowly opened my eyes.

I was going to throw a remark on him for making me walk for hours and all, but I wasn’t able to spill even a single word out of my mouth. I just stood there, staring at my surroundings; I was stupefied by its beauty. We were at a covered roof-top, it was illuminated by candles; some small, some large and in the middle was a table for two with two lamps holding three candles each and we were surrounded by large variety flowers.

I could find only one word to describe it; Heavenly.

“Anna, if you don’t like it then we can go somewhe-“ Harry started speaking but I kept my finger on his lips and didn’t let him finish the sentence.

“I don’t like it Harry.” I said “I just love it. It is perfect.”

“I am glad you liked it.” He smiled.

“Now shall we have our dinner?” He asked and I nodded.

He pulled my chair out and helped me in and then went to sit across me. He looked at me as he sat down, the candles’ light playing with his green eyes, making them look even deeper than they usually are and I gently smiled at him.


{HARRY’s POV}

I stood there beside her as she looked at our dinner spot. I had spent the entire evening helping and arranging stuff and I am glad I paid off well. Well, atleast I think so but the ultimate verdict had to come from Anna.

What if she didn’t like it? I thought as I looked at her. She has been staring since last five minutes and hasn’t spoken a single thing. At this moment, I would give anything to know what is going in her mind. I had to know.

“Anna, if you don’t like it then we can go somewhe-“ I started speaking but I was cut short as she place her finger on my lips.

“I don’t like it Harry.” She said and I felt my heart drop. She didn’t like it. What am I going to do now?

“I just love it. It is perfect.” She continued and a wave of relief washed over me. I couldn’t help but smile.

“I am glad you liked it.” I said. “Now shall we have our dinner?”

I pulled out a chair and helped her and then went to sit across her. I looked at her as I sat down, mesmerised by her beauty, the candles’ light making her look even more beautiful as she smiled at me.


{ANNA’s POV}

We ordered our food and talked about everything; Harry told me about his family, his life as a member of One Direction, his friends, his likes, his dislikes and what not.

“Anna I hate to say this but we should probably leave. It is already eleven.” Harry said and I looked at the clock, surprised.

Shit! I didn’t even realised that we had talked for hours because it seemed as if we were together just for few minutes. The time flies quickly whenever I am with Harry.

“Yeah, I think we should get going.” I said as I got up from my chair and gave one last look to the room. I took a deep breath before we left the roof and let my lungs get filled with the aroma of flowers.

As we reached the ground floor of the hotel, I could hear people screaming. I tried to figure out what was happening but then it clicked to me that it was Harry’s fans outside. Somehow they found us. I felt Harry’s grip on my hand getting tighter as he looked at the exit doors of the hotel. A large group of people stood there, screaming and holding their phones and cameras to take his picture. If it would have only been his fans then I wouldn’t have been so worried but I could even see the papz out there.

“Shit!” I heard Harry mumble. He quickly turned around and went to the manager.

“How do they know that we were here?” He asked and I could hear the anger in his voice.

“I don’t know sir. We haven’t told even a single soul. Somehow the paparazzi got a hint that you were here.” The manager replied.

“Is there any other way out?” I asked gently to the manager as I could see how scared he was.

“There is a back door but your car cannot be brought there. You will have to go through the front door, ma’am.”

“That is the only option then?” Harry asked and the manager nodded.

“Okay then. Send some of your security to make a path to the car. I don’t want Anna to get hurt okay?” Harry said as he ran his hand through his hair.

“Right away, sir” The manager replied and hurried to get the security.

“I am sorry, Anna. It is entirely my fault. I don’t know how the papz found us.” Harry said as he looked at me.

“It’s alright Harry. What is the worst they can do?” I asked, smiling meekly at him. To be honest, I was scared as a little mouse. The papz have found us meant only one thing that tomorrow Harry and I will be all over the news and that was exactly what I was trying to avoid. I never liked being on the headlines.

“I would have gone out, if it had been just me but with you it is dangerous. They can hurt you, Anna.”

“They won’t. They are your fans; they have to be nice people and as for the papz, nah I don’t think so.” I smiled.

“And why do you think that they are just my fans and not yours?”

“Well, I am not the one who is the international pop star here, am I?” I said trying to lighten the mood.

“Sir, we are ready whenever you are.” I heard the manager speak.

“Let’s go.” Harry said as he grabbed my hand and started walking.

As soon as we walked out of the door, my ears started hurting from all the screaming.

“ANNA!!! HARRY!!! How do you know each other?”

“ARE YOU TWO DATING?”

“Harry what are you doing with her?”

“HARRY!!! Can we get a picture?”

The fans and the paparazzi kept throwing questions at us as we made our way through them. None of us replied and just kept walking. Two guards walked behind me as I walked behind Harry who had two guards in front of him. I kept holding his hand, my grip getting tighter by every second because I was scared of leaving his hand. When we reached the car, Harry turned around and gestured me to climb first as he followed my action. I jumped from the driver’s side to the passenger’s side. Harry quickly put the key in the ignition and pressed the horn, in order to get people away from the car. As the path cleared, he quickly hit the gas pedal and drove away.


{HARRY’s POV}

We reached her building; she quickly unbuckled her belt and hopped out of the car. I did the same thing and walked where she was standing. The entire night was perfect until the papz found us. I am pretty sure that it will be all over the internet and newspaper by tomorrow. Not that it mattered to me but I didn’t want Anna to get dragged in all this. She already runs away from relationships and I was scared that she would start ignoring me once this becomes the headline of every channel that she and I are dating even when we are not.

“I am sorry for all that Anna. I had no clue that they would find us.” I apologised, feeling guilty as hell and I couldn’t even look at her.

“Don’t be sorry, Harry. I had an amazing time and I don’t want you to regret over anything. Okay?” She looked at me with a smile on her face and my face lit up.

“Really?” I asked out of curiosity. She didn’t hate our date... I mean our dinner.

“Absolutely.” She gave me another smile and I could see that she was speaking the truth.

“It was the best night of my life. Thanks Harry.” She said as she hugged me, wrapping her arms around my neck and I let my arms go around her waist. It felt amazing; holding her in my arms. Her body fit perfectly in mine. I didn’t want to let go so I kept holding her like that for more than necessary.


{ANNA's POV}

He held me for more time than what I had expected and to be honest I didn’t want to let go. It felt perfect standing there with his arm around my waist and my head resting on his shoulders. I wished that at this moment time would just stop so we can just keep holding each other like this. I didn’t want to let it go but I knew I had to so I stepped out of his arms.

“Goodnight Harry and once again thanks for such a lovely evening.” I said as we stood facing each other.

“You’re welcome.” He smiled at me; I tip-toed and placed a kiss on his cheek then quickly turned around and started walking towards my building. I don’t know why I kissed him but it felt right at that moment.


{HARRY’s POV}

She kissed me and how nice her soft lips felt on my cheeks. As I saw her walking away from me, I couldn’t just let her go. I had to do something.

“Anna, stop” I yelled and she stopped on her tracks and turned around.

Before I knew what was happening I found myself waking towards her and held her face in my hands as I brought my face closer to hers and slowly kissed her soft, lips. I thought that she would reject and pull away but instead I felt her kissing back as her arms went around my neck and I let my hand wrap around her waist and pull her closer to me. This kiss felt different. It felt as is my body was on fire. I pulled back and once again kissed her, unable to control myself. I finally pulled away and touched my forehead with hers’, still holding her tight against me, not willing to let her go.

“You are mine.” I whispered.

“Goodnight, love.” I said as I again kissed her soft, pink lips, not giving her a chance to reply. I turned around and quickly made my way to my car, grinning like an idiot. She had kissed me back with the same passion.

Maybe she feels the same way like I feel for her....

Maybe she is really mine....


{ANNA’s POV}

The kiss came out of nowhere. One second before I was walking towards my building and the next Harry’s lips were on mine. The moment his lips touched mine, it felt as if the hands of clock stopped ticking. His lips soft and urgent on mine, trying to express his feelings for me. I could feel butterflies in my stomach as we kissed, our lips moving in perfect sync. I felt him smile and then he broke the kiss just to kiss me once again. When he finally pulled away, I gazed into his beautiful, pine, green eyes as the touched his forehead with mine.

“You are mine.” He whispered and before I could as what he meant he said goodnight as he again placed a small kiss on my lips before quickly turning around and walking towards his car. I wanted to stop him but I just stood there speechless and paralysed, finding myself unable to think anything to say. As I saw him drive away I shook myself from my paralysed state and walked toward the building. I opened my door, and straightaway went to my room. I could feel a big smile grow on my face as I remembered our kiss; his taste still lingered on my lips.

I removed my sandals and fell on the bed, facing the ceiling. I was happy.... no, not just happy. I was on cloud nine. Even though it was just a kiss, it felt so amazingly perfect. I couldn’t even describe how amazing it was. I haven’t felt this happy since ages. After Luke, I never even thought of trusting a guy, but here I am smiling like an idiot.

Maybe Sarah was right. Maybe Harry likes me and maybe I like him too. I can’t keep judging guys on basis of what Luke did to me. Every guy is not Luke.... Harry is not like Luke. What Luke did to me was past and I cannot let it affect my future.

I wanted to get over him, I wanted to start fresh and I exactly knew the person who could help me do that.

It was Harry... It had to be.

There I something about Harry that draws me to him, something that makes me speechless whenever I see him. I just get lost, trying to find the words to say to him. It has never happened to me before but it has become a very recurring process recently... When I am around him, I forget where we are, I forget to be responsible...... I forget everything. I love the way he laughs like a little kid and I love those dimples, those perfect green eyes and that perfect smile that makes you weak on your knees.

I haven't known him for long still I wish to be around him. I wish that I could just stare at him for forever and never let him get out of my sight, just keep him with me. Whenever he is around me, I feel safe and secure. To be honest, I think I may be falling for him, dropping so quickly and somehow I know that he would be there to catch me.

Maybe Harry really is my rock....

Maybe he is the one who will not let me fall apart and held me together because I was surely as hell falling for him, dropping so quickly that I will be broken if he won’t be there to catch me.

Notes

Huh!!!!
Here is another chapter....
And it was very tiring.... It is such a loooonnngggg chapter after all... But I enjoyed it...
Lot of change in Pov's too....
Hope you guys like it and my hard work pays off well...... :)

What do you think about the kiss or the date???
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I also want to thank all my reader who have supported me, and have been with me all this time. I just can’t believe my luck to find such amazing people as my readers. I am so glad to find some new friends like @Ciao Niccie, @Rihanna, @Alexa, @AmyStyles and loads more..... { I am sorry I am not able to mention other because I am running a little late here... I will mention others in the next update...}

I must admit, like one direction has the best fan following in the world...
I have the best readers in the world...

So, thank you guys for being so supportive and it is because of this support I feel inspired to write more and more..... J

LOVE YA... <3

Title:FALLIN' FOR YOU by COLBIE CAILLAT

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