***Harry’s POV***

My heart raced a mile a minute as we arrived at Lia’s house for her invitation to Zayn and Dana’s wedding. Who wouldn’t be nervous, seeing the one girl you actually loved, for the first time in a year. Nervously huffing out, Madison squeezed my hand beside me causing me to somewhat cringe, but I didn’t even know why.

“Baby are you okay?” She whispered.

“Fine.” I mumbled out.

Of course I was far from fine. For about a year, I just put seeing Lia again off in my mind. I thought that if I had kept my distance, it would be better for both of us. I literally drank to my sorrows, until Madison came back. Somehow, she changed me, and stopped me from drinking so much. She comforted me in a way I never thought I’d ever experience again.

Although I still drink today, it’s casual, and nowhere near my old drinking binges. I guess I never really stopped because I always had a part of me that was guilty. I never did cheat on Lia, and I never would, but now that I’m with Madison, if I ever did see her, she would assume the worst. I guess that’s what I’m afraid of now.

Madison, was wrong about Lia….yes what happened between her and I did do damage, Lia was different. She would always have a place in my heart, even if I did eventually move on. Which I was trying to do now.

Madison and I have had history, and I guess that’s what eventually sparked our relationship. I love her, and although not as immensely as I did with Lia…I do love her. She understands me, and I think she’s the one. Lia, and I will obviously never be on the right terms… ever. But I hope we can at least be acquaintances. Maybe then I could live with myself.

“We’re here man” Zayn shouted, shaking his head, as he hopped out of the car.
Jogging to the other side, he quickly opened the door for Dana, as they walked towards her house.

“I wonder how she’s been. I missed her so much.” Zai smiles, looking at Niall then at me. Slightly narrowing her eyes as she warns me, that she still hates me in some sort of way.

“Yeh, I missed that girl so much. Oh look there she…oh god.” Niall whispers the last part out, and my head shoots over to the door.

There Lia stood, listening to Zayn and Dana, as they tried to hand her, her invitation.

Her face still as beautiful as I remembered, but her body now frail, and small. Her figure now bony from her once very curvaceous look. Of course she still had her curves, just her bones protruded out slightly, making her look different. A cup of dark amber liquids, that I used to know all to well, rested in her hands, before she slammed the door in their faces.

Turning over to Zai, her facial expression was a mix of shock and horror. A hand covering her mouth, she slightly sobbed out, looking desperately over at Niall.
“I’ll talk to them” Niall warned, rolling the windows down as he exited the car.

“What on earth happened there?”

“I…S-she said no. She said kudos to your marriage and then slammed the door on us…She didn’t even care…or say hello.” Dana sobbed out, making my stomach churn.

“I don’t know man, she changed so much.” Zayn shook his head, and all of our heads turned towards the now opening door.

Lia exiting with a big bag that draped over her very small body stopped slightly, staring at the car. Scoffing when she noticed that we were all in it, she pulled out a pill bottle, popped two pills into her mouth, and swallowed it with the remnants in her canister.

She’s killing herself

Her heels clicking on the pavement, she stuffed her bag into car, before running back out, and into the house.

“I’m gonna try an talk to her” Niall nodded, before running off to her doorstep.

Reappearing soon, she looked small compared to Niall, who wasn’t that big either. Opening his arms out, he tugged on one of her hands for a welcoming hug, but she yanked her hand back, almost falling over. His concerned face, and her fuming one, made it clear she wanted nothing to do with him, or us.

Speeding off into the distance, Niall came running back.

“She doesn’t want to talk to me either.” He sighed out, plopping next to Zai in the car.

Before I knew it Zai screamed out, and lunged at me.

“YOU DID THIS TO HER YOU HEARTLESS BASTARD!” She shouted, as Niall held her back in his grasp.

“YOU AND YOUR FILTHY LITTLE TRAMP” She bellowed, narrowing her eyes at Madison who look shocked.
“Don’t you dare talk to her like that.” I bit back.

“Oh sure stand up for the whore who fucked all of us up. Just know, you are no longer existent in my life, and if you dare come near me with your little fucking bitch, I will rip both your organs out, and feed them to my dogs.” She spat back, her chest rising and falling rapidly as Niall tried to calm her down.

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